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About Me

My name is Heather. Well perhaps you already knew that but there's no need to be cynical! Well, I guess sometimes I am cynical too but it comes and goes. I'm an art student at SAU. My time is spent either maticulously overworking projects at the last moment (for I am a procrastinator), hanging out with my wide variety of friends (staying with only one group is overrated), sitting in the art lab with my ibookG4, or sleeping.I guess you can gather a good idea of a person from exposure to their interests. Mine include sketching (people especially), making jewelry, writing of all sorts, other artsy things, chatting, learning the truth, reading, and hanging out with friends. While I'm not an incredibly active person, I do occasionally enjoy sports like basketball, softball, horseback riding, pool, pingpong, and riding fourwheelers. We have a lot of land at home-- although college is beginning to feel more homey-- so there are all sorts of things to do with woods to frolic around in and animals to pester. Yes pester. I must state that I'm a fairly fiesty individual. I enjoy a good quip and sarcasm is among my favorite weapons. Given the occasion I'll even enjoy wrestling with people (all in fun!) So if I ever make fun of you... it's all in good sport I promise. :)Some people describe me as crazy. I accept and am amused by that. However, I'm not incredibly sure if I deem myself as completely irrational, but I certainly admit to being random and odd. I'm fiesty, bold, and rebellious when need be, but occasionally reclusive. Sometimes I'm all by myself, and after years of dwindling social life in highschool, I'm very aquainted with lonerism. However I'm happiest when with my friends-- in moderation. Hehe, I love you, silly boys!In many aspects of life I'm somewhat apathetic and if given the chance I'll certainly sleep too much. However, with things I care about, I'm pretty passionate and uncompromising. The three things I'm most passionate about (and hopefully in this order) are: God and truth, my art, and boys. Sadly boys often become more emphasized, lol. I guess some males are deserving... ;-).Of course I could continue to elaborate completely on some issues which I feel strongly about and set me apart from many people, but there's no point in offending people when I don't get to see their reactions, right? :DI am calmly insane, in and out of cherades.

My Interests

Rend the trends and hew the usual.I like the little things that make life evident: shadows, reflections, highlights, echos, ripples, silhouette of cement left dry from sitting in the rain talking too long. As an artist I notice the details. Wrinkles, blemishes, crooked noses, bloodstruck eyes, dark shadowy eyes. Yes, eyes are among my favorite features, but I like the whole body. The structure, movement, and potential of the human form is miraculous.I love the different elements of weather: wind and it's glory, refreshing rain, thunder, the awe inspiring lightning. Untouched nature is fabulous. From wildflowers to a ruddy swamp... I adore the variety. Decay of little town squares and urban areas also peaks my photography interest. I take a lot of pictures. Not all of them are... "gallant photography" because I love capturing moments with friends as well.Creation and exploration are among my favorite things in life. I have a big respect for individuality, diversity, integrity, honesty, and chivalry. Adjectives, alliteration, and ambiguous analogies are also among admirations. Poetry, symbolism, and irony are excellent. I have a wide range of outlets in which to express myself: writing, drawing, photography, playing piano (on occasion), and fashion. When I'm angry I drive fast(er than usual), I run in the middle of the night and sometimes howl.I like stomping on acorns and crickets. Half the time when I put up my hair without hairbrush or mirror, I end up liking it better than a planned groomed hairdo. My hair is very long. I enjoy the versatility of braids, twists, straight, and then always the good ol' fashioned wild woman wavy hair.

I'd like to meet:

Here's the deal. When I began using myspace I was very passive about who I accepted as friends... but you know what? That was unecessary. I'm going to clean out my list of friends and if I know you, you'll stay. If I don't know you... well, I'm sorry. If you want to get to know me, feel free to message me, but I'm tired of throwing around the term "friend" in vain. Half of my "friends" are dead weight who never interact and serve only as another number.I don't need numbers. Quality over quantity, ladies and gents. And it's not that I'm trying to be a cold, hard... ..being. I'm just gonna disperse the heat a little less prevalently so as to keep my darlings warm.

Heroes:

Males: I like them tall and I like them with dark hair and caucasion. Blondes peak my interest occasionally but they always seem to be more brief. Often I like the quirky ones... but never the notorious jerks. I adore musicians and intellectuals (not complete geeks). I think if I could find a male very similar to me I would be content. But I imagine that perhaps he would excell in the areas I lack, and maybe lack a little in the areas I excell. He'd be a goofy, spontaneous, courteous and considerous man who can express himself and his problems but still be strong enough to be there when I have my issues. A successful man who can afford the little special material things that represent the more sentimental issues. He must have his life on track before he expects another life to cohabitate. He should be a likeable male, but preferably not the flashy type that every girl swoons after. He should dazzles me with wit and humor and while charming enough to be deemed a player, he should be dedicated to one girl. Me. I like attention almost as much as I enjoy giving attention... when I find someone worthy.Perhaps I've found what I've been looking for.

My Blog

a sensual puff of smoke departing coy lips

I don't smoke.  But if I did I might be blowing a nice circular puff in your face.  Just to see your reaction.  To giggle at whatever annoyance it might provoke and to test ho...
Posted by .hew. on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 11:59:00 PST

thanksgiving day spent as a third wheel in the forest

My mom and my aunt.Popo. We spell it that way to differentiate between Papa (my dad's dad).food and a siblingCameron (my cousin) fell asleep while trying to read. Hehe.Adriane, my cousin, and her Ben...
Posted by .hew. on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 01:37:00 PST

Let's reinforce the obvious.

Read my quote.  You know its true. Calmly insane.  {Just for you.} And loving every minute of it.  
Posted by .hew. on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 11:18:00 PST

Acceptance.

There's no where to hide.That part is dead inside.I just tried and tried until I died.Need I really say any more?I see the same things I've seen before.But this time I hardly care, I hardly think.I on...
Posted by .hew. on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 12:42:00 PST

Where I stand.

I've got my alligiences,a fair share of grievances.They tie me down so I can't move.My mistakes all seem to proveI'm better, safer on my own.That way I'm less accident prone."Don't step forward, don't...
Posted by .hew. on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 11:02:00 PST

I want YOUR body. Please, for valid art reasons.

If you read my bulletin, this will be repetitive:"Alright so I guess this pretty much makes me the stereotypical "art freak", but I'm in a figure drawing class and I need more bodies to draw in my ske...
Posted by .hew. on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 11:36:00 PST

No names.

Some girls look like weird boys.Some girls look like mere toys.I hope I don't fit into either categories.Though I do like to play...Today has been slow, but a nice day. I laid alone in the swing in t...
Posted by .hew. on Fri, 15 Sep 2006 04:21:00 PST

Too many faces in my memory.

Lessons learned and learned again.Pages turned and ripped in the wind.Plot after plot and characters galore.There's quite a lot of chapters in store.With time and callous experience, realization conge...
Posted by .hew. on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 11:25:00 PST

Call me Elaine.

Abandoned and accompanied all at once. Loss accompanied by gain in the most peculiar way. Change again. Let the alienation begin. In the end this string of events will be worn like an obscure piece of...
Posted by .hew. on Tue, 11 Jul 2006 11:03:00 PST

Invitation to the Timid Beast

Timid beast, come out and play. Chance may be gone another day. After the voices and faces have faded, You'll be left alone and jaded. Opportunity is a cheerful nomad. When he leaves, you'll be s...
Posted by .hew. on Mon, 27 Feb 2006 03:27:00 PST