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I'm A Professional Drummer
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My name is Ryan. My job is to say, "Here I am.."
Your job is to say, "Ahh, there you are.."
It's nothing personal.
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On me:
I'm infinitely passionate. My confidence is undying. Take note in the fact that I will certainly seek your assurance if I love you. Be that as it may, I simultaniously seek your hate if I loathe you. Dissaproval drives me further in being more thoroughly appreciated as opposed to getting showered with compliments that inevidebly tend to steer me towards a "comfort zone" which could potentially slow my progress. Perhaps you'd perceive it as apathy, but I find "fear" a great way to waste your time. I plan not to to tip-toe through the gardens of my life, only to reach my demise safely. Nope.
Silliness is essential in regards to my every day existence. Intensity is the place in which I find my inspiration. Inspiration is the place in which I find the drive to attain much faith in far-fetched dreams. I most certainly know where I am going. However, its journey will ooze sponteniety. It'd be valid to assume that sharing is my favorite thing to do. Why? 'Cause I could have Brad Pitt's looks, Bill Gates' money, and Einstein's brains but it wouldn't mean a damn thing if I were the only living human on this earth. Who would I present these traits to? Myself? What for?
I am a proud artist and I stand by what i believe in. Common or rare. What I find true, is simply truth to me and though I'll always respect your thoughts on any given matter, I stand for what I stand for. I won't apologize for that.
On music: A magnified moment where the listener enters a world that only hope can provide. It's the business of taking a stranger's worry and putting it aside. Or better yet, cancelling the worry out entirely. It's harmonious contradiction. It's diversity. It's an outlet. It's VERY emotional. Those who are best at it, are those who can simply emote the most. Those who get the most out of it, are simply those can emote the most. Haha. Beautiful. Absolute brilliance.
On women: I am drawn to confidence, independance, originality, charisma, maturity, wisdom, silliness, sarcasm, depth, drive, passion. I want to learn from the woman I am with. It's a learning experience in which the teacher is the student of the student who is the teacher. Teammates. Lovers. Best friends. I desire infinite support in whatever it is I choose to do, as long as it is not harmful to myself, or anyone else in any way, as I will extend the same amount of courtesy, respect, and honor in every way, shape and form. Insecurities are natural. Allowing them to eat away the beauty of what is created within the realm of a relationship, is something I will never be a part of. I am extremely affectionate. Enjoy this. And please give me the same. I am extremely romantic and very, very sweet. Don't take advantage of that. I absolutely love cuddling. I love how it feels to make a sweet girl laugh. I love how women look in pajamas. I have a foot fetish. So I like cute feet. =] I love a pretty smile, and a beautiful set of eyes. I don't care what it is that you are striving towards, but please be striving towards something. Passion is critical. Have it. Need it. Be hungry to stand the fuck out. Be a sweetheart. Hold my hand and tell me you're proud of me. Let me tell you how I feel. Care. Talk to me. Play with my hair. Is that too much to ask? =>
On drugs: Did 'em. All of 'em. More than you can possibly fathum. You really, really...have no idea how close to the edge I was. And for years at that. I hate them. Never again. Sobriety is rad . My partying days are over. LONG over. Butttt don't be fooled...my life is one hell of a ride.
On booze: Did it. Way too much. Don't do it anymore. I'll have a beer when I feel like it, but my kegstand days are over. Again. Partying only exists within my past. I've got goals to focus on. =]
On my friends: They're my blood. I'll die for them. Lemme repeat that. I will die for them.
On my father: I love him and hope he is safe and has found heaven well.
On my mother: The most important thing in my life. I will kill you if you so much as give her a hang nail. =]
On you: (reader fill in blank______________)
