maybe |
maybe ill forget and act like it never happen
acting only bottles up the anger
maybe ill hide the way i feel
no one has to know how i really am
maybe ill close myself off
now my ipod is the greatest...
Posted by im the monkey of ur evil dreams on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 07:11:00 PST |
crazy |
*things i noticed*
half truths coming out of line
words and sayings that change meanin in an instent
simple eye contact that ment somethin totally different the night before
the way they used to say s...
Posted by im the monkey of ur evil dreams on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 09:05:00 PST |
cant sleep |
im waiting
one sign
a word
whispered softly in my ear
wakes me up
even when im not asleep
i cant shake this feeling
i feel like im flying
but im no coming down
tripping on a lack of dreams
...
Posted by im the monkey of ur evil dreams on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 10:57:00 PST |
exodus |
i time i will learn to forgive and forget
but in the shadows im free
im needing to be
im safe in this make believe
never again will i feel alone
i cant stay and be lost in this fake measure to set my...
Posted by im the monkey of ur evil dreams on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 06:56:00 PST |
lifes lessons |
it all revolves around the door that shuts in your face
you dont know what u need
but speeding twards the door to keep it open
you dont know what u want
but slam into the door as it closes shut.........
Posted by im the monkey of ur evil dreams on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 12:44:00 PST |
meaning |
singing along to the song
every word had its own meaning
singing to the floorboards
looking deep in the carpet
following the stains
just singing
its seemed so stupid but i put all i had in to it
just ...
Posted by im the monkey of ur evil dreams on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 12:40:00 PST |
sleep |
i watched u save her
millions of times
different situations each night
she feel to the floor
badly hurt
u dropped to pick her up
grabbed her hand
not a tear fell from ur eyes
but it hurt u inside
sh...
Posted by im the monkey of ur evil dreams on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 11:04:00 PST |
calm |
controversial to my understaning
satanic to my heart
feeling the sickness of old habits haunting my decisions
dysfunctional side never seen
i breathe life
i dont want or extened a need by other...
Posted by im the monkey of ur evil dreams on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 09:09:00 PST |
defining a moment of thought |
i worked on a piece of mended desperation
set in diluted ways
falling face first in the hand that leads me blind......
once i tried to follow my lost mind
stained satin
boxed in
going in circle...
Posted by im the monkey of ur evil dreams on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 11:58:00 PST |
no strings attached |
a short time but not to long ago
wind blew in her hair
the center of attention
not always mine....
beauty fading with every word she spoke throught dark lipstick
smile as plastic as the objects she ca...
Posted by im the monkey of ur evil dreams on Tue, 22 May 2007 02:04:00 PST |
