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About Me

~ Sometimes not feeling anything is the best feeling in the world ~ I'm the nicest girl until you piss me off ~ I walk across the street weather cars are comin or not ~ They'll stop ~ I like to drive ~ I love that at the Auto Auction the bathroom stalls are called Hinny Hiders ~ Cats are better then boys ~ Love is a chemical reactions to pheramones ~ I like captain and cokes ~ My achilles heel scares the living shit out of me ~ I have had many piercings ~ Now I only have two ~ My Daddy is my hero and will be forever ~ I want three more tattoos but will probally regret them ~ I don't get why theres signs that say "wait for green light" at stoplights ~ If I wanted to marry rich I could have ~ I MISS STEVE!!!! ~ I tend to drink in the danger room everytime I'm at Steve ~ I don't really give a fuck ~ I will no longer give anyone a second chance ~ I think you can cheat without fucking someone else ~ Nothing is more important then the truth even when it hurts ~ My mom is back in my life and better then ever ~ And now shes back in Tea Jays! ~ I can do shots of anything ~ I've come along way in life but I am still not far enough ~ I got these two brothers that mean the world to me ~ I have two cats they don't live toghter though ~ Most of my friends are guys ~ I tend to hate girls cause they are crazy bitches ~ Vodka makes me angry so watch out ~ Samantha is my sister in law and I love her ~ I have recently obtained an abundance of self esteem ~ I'm really tired of trying to analyze everyones actions ~ I like the look of scars on my body ~ My eyes are the illest pair around ~ If I am in love I give it my everything ~ My favortie colors are blue pink and grey ~ I have six tattoos ~ One is homemade ~ I was a terrible adolesent ~ If I ever have kids and they turn out like me I'll shoot them ~ It'll be for their own good ~ I love the outdoors ~ As long as its not that hot out ~ Swimming is my favorite ~ I make alot of mistakes ~ But i'm better because of all of them! ~ I think its funny when other people get hurt ~ I actually really like my jobs ~ Yea "jobs" like plural ~ If you wanna talk politics be prepared ~ I am slowly realizing that partying is overrated ~ Sometimes the saddest truth is the most ovbious... and that is that your in this shit ALONE ~

My Interests

tanning, newports, the beach, laura!!, hondas, my laptop, dc shoes, central air, lots of aqua, any swimming, EYELINER, piercings, tattooos, my family, flip flops, shopping, sushi, reading, candles, movies, emo-ness, sex and the city, cooking, being domestic, cool water perfume, Criss Angel, fighting, beer pong, my cats, painting,

I'd like to meet:

Brad Nolls, Kurt Cobain, JFK, Marilyn Monroe, Drew Barrymooree, Mike Rowe, Cillian Murphy, Al Gore, Sarah Jessica Parker, John Lennon, Charles Manson, Jeffery DamerView All Friends | View Blog | Add Comment

Music:

Billy Joel, Dropkick Murphys, Fugees, Wyclef, Bob Marley, Elton John, Octoberfall, Van Morrison, Goldfinger, SUBLIME, All america Rejects, Steve Miller band, the Beatles, Fall out boy, Paramore, Jenny Owens Clive, Regina Spector, Panic at the disco, Offspring, MXPX, 50 cent, Fergie, Death Cab for Cutie, Senses fail, Sean Kingston, ACDC, Pink FLyod, Hawthorne Heights, Billy Talent, Cute is what we aim for, Green Day, Oasis, NOFX, Zepplin, Jimi Hendrix, Boys like Girls, Dashboard confessionals, Ben folds five, Maroon 5,The doors, CKY, HIM, Coheed and Cambria, White Stripes, Cold war kids, Brand New, Atreyu,the who, Modest Mouse, Saving Jane, Janis Joplin and so much more I like just about everything....

Movies:

The Virgin Suicides, Empire Records, Pearl Harbor, Skelton Key, Memento, Thirteen, Mad Love, Almost Famous, Along came Polly, Walk the Line, The 10th Kingdom, Crazy Beatiful, Gia, Little Women, Sin City, Girl Interupted, Kill Bill 1 and 2, Resavoir Dogs, Clockwork Orange, The Corpses Bride, The Breakfast Club, and so many more

Television:

Sex and the city, Weeds, Califonication, The News, shitty reality televsion like Americans next top model,

Books:

Choke, Impulse, Invisable Monsters, A child called it, The Giver, The lost boy, Kaledascope, many more

Heroes:

My number one hero will forever be...... My Daddy... xoxo

My Blog

Everyone has an ending

Have you ever felt a pain so great yoou can't even feel it? Like your insides are so shattered that the pieces of completely turned into useless mush? A dull pain that will only go away will unhealthy...
Posted by Withdrawn on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 04:06:00 PST

wtf

i feel like i am opn acid... like my hands arent coming out of my body correctly and its kinda wigging me out
Posted by Withdrawn on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 01:20:00 PST

Hibernation

This is mre of a statement for the masses then for anyone I'm super close with (ex* the family laura jamie steve((even though hes gone))) I plan on hiding out for most of the winter.. I dont want to d...
Posted by Withdrawn on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 06:29:00 PST

this boy

makes my heart flutter.....
Posted by Withdrawn on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 04:44:00 PST

yo yo yo....

pretty fucking happy today.......    
Posted by Withdrawn on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 12:44:00 PST

my love is smeared.....

I feel utterly and competely heartbroken today, not sad though. Just heartbroken i dont wanna move i don wanna smoke i dont want anything. I keep thinking about how much I have fucked up in my life an...
Posted by Withdrawn on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 11:44:00 PST

why am i awake

a survey for those not satisfiedI'm skipping the boring stuff and going right into random!whose digital camera do you use to put myspace pics up?: use to be mine but then i lost it sooo chads was the ...
Posted by Withdrawn on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 04:48:00 PST

Fuck orange county mental breakdown style

I think i may have tried to run away from home last night. I went to jamies after work and had the great idea to just drive away from here. we decided to go to jersey with no set destination. We got i...
Posted by Withdrawn on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 04:22:00 PST

The finer art of moderation.

I never learned moderation everything in my life has always been to an extreme. As a child i wanted to run the fastest play the hardest and be the coolest in any situation. Now my love is extreme wher...
Posted by Withdrawn on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 04:19:00 PST

my dreams are like poison

I had this dream that i pulled the flesh off mhy face trying to get a new one and underneath was grey mmushy boness.. when i realized the bones wernt pretty i started rippin them off until i was just ...
Posted by Withdrawn on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 04:53:00 PST