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Jane [lonely]

All that we had was so unbelieveable, now that it's gone it's just inconceivable, still in my dreams

About Me

Ummm... 'me' is a vast subject that cant be covered in a single paragraph... it also depends on the day. I'm an open person. I love to draw. write, read, listen to music, watch movies and hang out with friends. If there's anything you want to know about me you'll probably learn just by hanging out with me or talking to me. I'm complex and simple at the same time so dont feel bad if you dont completely understand me, but dont be afraid to get to know me either. :) I'm indecisive. I never know what I want and when I think I've figured it out it only lasts about a week. Umm... I get bored easily, unfortunately. I'm very easily ammused and very exciteable. My emotional mood swings are drastic and somewhat dramatic. I like to shock people. Because of my outward appearance on most days. people dont expect me to have the tattoos and piercings I have. I like to stand out and be unique. Most of the the time I do it just to see the looks on people's faces. But other than that I'm happy in jeans and a tshirt just sitting on the couch watching movies or stupid tv shows that make me laugh. When I go out I like to go see shows, or play pool or just goof off with friends. I have a few friends in different bands so when they come to town I try and catch their shows otherwise my favorite band to see live is Story of the Year. Saw them in Nashville 3 times and once in Vegas and they're amazing live. Music is very important to me. There's hardly any music I dont like. As long as it sounds good to my ears I'll listen to it. Pretty much I just like to go out and have fun and be happy in this weird, uncontrollable situation they call life.

My Interests

ART from paper and pencil to canvas and paint to tattoo gun and skin to needles and flesh, I LOVE ART, drawing, writing, reading, music, movies, love, life.

I'd like to meet:

A guy with a big beautiful smile and nice big lips :)
A guy who can keep up with me sexually, I'm sick of being with guys who make me feel like I'm the guy in the relationship!
I want a guy that isnt afraid to hold my hand or kiss me in public.
I want a guy who knows that when a girl says she's cold that's code for "Please put your arms around me"
I want someone tall, fun, energetic, loves to laugh and love.
Is there a guy out there for me?

Music:

I simply could not live without it.

30 seconds to mars
Ace of Base
Aerosmith
Alanis Morissette
All American Rejects
Aqua
Ashlee Simpson
Avril Lavigne
Billy Gilman
Billy Joel
Blackhawk
Blink 182
Brian McKnight
Breaking Benjamin
Brittney Spears
Buckcherry
Bush
Cartel
Celine Dion
Cher
Chris Brown
Christina Aguilera
Corey Hart
Craig David
Deana Carter
Debbie Gibson
Default
Def Leopard
Dido
DreamScar
Eminem
Enya
Evanescence
Eve 6
Falling for Yesterday
Faith Hill
Fallout Boy
Flyleaf
Frickin' A
Full Blown Rose
Godsmack
Green Day
Gretchen Wilson
Hemingway
Holly Dunn
Hollywood Undead
Hoobastank
JEM
Jessica Andrews
Jessica Simpson
Jesse McCartney
Jo Dee Messina
John Waite
Journey
Krystal Harris
Ligion
Lila McCain
Limp Bizkit
Lindsay Lohan
Linkin Park
Liz Phair
Lustra
M2M
Madonna
Mandy Moore
Mariah Carey
Martina Mcbride
Myra
Natalie
Natasha Bedingfield
New Found Glory
Panic! at the Disco
Paper Lace
Pat Benatar
Pearl Jam
Phil Collins
Puddle of Mudd
Reba MacIntire
Rebecca Lynn Howard
Richard Marx
Saliva
Savage Garden
Saving Jane
Scary Kids Scaring Kids
Selena
Senses Fail
Simple Plan
Skye Sweetnam
Smile Empty Soul
Stix
Story of the Year
SR-71
Taking Back Sunday
The Ataris
The Bled
The Click Five
The Fray
The Postal Service
The Used
Vanity Kills
Yellowcard

Movies:


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Heroes:



My Blog

R.I.P. Isis, Mommy loves you so much!

I just got off the phone with my mom who called with some horrible news... Last night my cat, Isis, died of a brain aneurysm. He was only almost 3 years old. His birthday would have been March 27. I s...
Posted by Jane [lonely] on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 11:37:00 PST

update on my emotional instabilities a.k.a. my life

So I wonder... after recent events and encounters... have I learned anything new?Probably not.I relearned a love I almost forgot and I relearned the pain that same love can bring me. So, I'm sick of f...
Posted by Jane [lonely] on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 07:47:00 PST

Thinking too much again...

Ok, as I start this it's almost 6am. I got off work two hours ago. my lame ass job at kmart. in 3 hours I'll be sitting in an interview that will decide any where from the next few months to the next ...
Posted by Jane [lonely] on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 06:21:00 PST

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Posted by Jane [lonely] on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 07:46:00 PST

How well do you know me???

Create your own friendquiz here...
Posted by Jane [lonely] on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 04:09:00 PST

once a cutter.... always a cutter

Nothing hurts more than sitting her with my razor blade praying for the strength to push down and end this wretched life. Cut after cut, til my arms are bloody and sore. Each cut takes away a little m...
Posted by Jane [lonely] on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 04:00:00 PST

No words...

Could describe the way he makes me feel. It's only been a few days but the smile he puts on my face when I think about him is undeniable. He's amazing. His eyes, his smile, his touch. I cant believe I...
Posted by Jane [lonely] on Tue, 29 Aug 2006 05:58:00 PST

I discovered something. The truth about me.

It is nearly 9am and I got online to check my myspace only to discover I had an email from a 35 year old man. This always distresses me because I am 20 years old and last time I checked it was 2006 an...
Posted by Jane [lonely] on Thu, 03 Aug 2006 08:57:00 PST

Love. It just isnt for me.

It's been forever since I've felt love for someone and had it returned. I've given up on loving people who wont return my love. I've given up on love ever finding me. I've spent time searching. I've s...
Posted by Jane [lonely] on Wed, 02 Aug 2006 01:48:00 PST

The Diagnosis

Today I was forced to learn and accept a few things about myself.The past week has probably been the worst week for as long as I can remember.Most of you dont know this, but for the past 4 years I've ...
Posted by Jane [lonely] on Sat, 29 Jul 2006 08:46:00 PST