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xRUSSx

THOSE THAT WISH FOR PEACE, SHOULD PREPARE FOR WAR!

About Me

Qui desiderat pacem, praeparet bellum.In this world I own nothing to no one, live by the days or however your money's spent. Talent's a common thing but I haven't seemed to find mine yet. I’ve ridden my insecurities all the way to a place called destiny. I’ve crawled on my hands and my knees to find a place that fits me. I’ve been ashamed... I’ve failed… felt pathetic... It should have broke me but I wouldn't let it... Don't let anyone tell you it’s not where you’re from it’s where you’re at, I’ve spent my life escaping and I always wind up coming back. I’ve spent my whole life searching to find everything is fake, and I gotta say that I’m not sorry… not sorry that I can’t relate.
I'm a martyr without a cause, stripped of all my pride. The same pride they won't let me lay down and die. Alone and exposed to the bone, stripped of all my skin. The same skin I've been hiding myself in. Plagued with thorns in my side, age showed by scars in my mind. You can't judge me. You've never laid in the beds that I've made. Don't talk to me about being afraid. You've never died the ways that I've died. What do you know about speaking to God? You've never roamed the homes that I've roamed, using your body to shield your soul.Amat victoria curam.
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My Interests

MMA.
MUAY THAI.
JIU JITSU.
KRAV MAGA.
MUSIC.
MOVIES.
TRAVELING.
READING.
FOOTBALL (soccer).
SCHOOL.
STUFF.

I'd like to meet:

chill down to earth people.

Music:

HARDCORE.
PUNK.
RAP.
all kinds.

Movies:

action, comedy, drama, horror.

Television:

SCRUBS.
MAN UTD MATCHES.
UFC.
PRIDE FC.

Books:

THE ART OF WAR.
THE BOOK OF FIVE RINGS.

Heroes:

all my heros are dead, lost to the past.

My Blog

This World Is Dead To Me

Can you save me from myself?Tell me why I love this pain, and why I'll self-destruct with every choice I make.I'm taken to the edge. All that I loved removed from me; where I had cared, there's o...
Posted by xRUSSx on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 08:33:00 PST

BLACKLISTED

the show was fun, hanging out with my friends seeing shawn again and talking to the dudes catchin' up. always good. too many children however. but hey they keep the bands comin' and hopefully they don...
Posted by xRUSSx on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 10:35:00 PST

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Posted by xRUSSx on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 01:42:00 PST

The Operative Word

The bloods left on my hands and its up to me to wash away.It's up to me to make it right.Forget the past, what's done is done.I always said so easily...Now its time that I live my words.Living in thos...
Posted by xRUSSx on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 01:20:00 PST

The least of my worries.

Cut through miles of tape, while desperately trying to separate.Everything thrown in my way.Nothing left inside to give.This is the last thing I fucking need,step the fuck back!I gave, you took, got n...
Posted by xRUSSx on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 11:03:00 PST

See through the lies.

This world's a fucking lie!Your life contained by their plancreating all you see.You worship a fools gold.Live blind, I can see through the lies.Your goals implanted in your mind.Obey and fulfill thei...
Posted by xRUSSx on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 03:16:00 PST

mondays

"Ever wanted to punch that which you love?Ever wonder why you've been putting up with that which you hate?Well you might know where I'm coming from then."
Posted by xRUSSx on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 11:48:00 PST

Vacancy

So you had me pegged from day one, a worthless kid. Just by my look I could never stand up to your expectations. But I never cared for your fucking small talk.I grew tired of posturing too long ago. I...
Posted by xRUSSx on Thu, 16 Nov 2006 08:42:00 PST

We'll see.

I'm thinking about leaving& how I should say goodbye.With a handshake, or an embrace, or a kiss on the cheek& possibly all three.Well maybe I've been wrong.Maybe my intensions are irrelevant, but hon...
Posted by xRUSSx on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 10:42:00 PST

Im working on some things... and thinking of you... URGK!

  So I'm thinking of past times. And all the times we shared.You left me here with nothing, but a cold and empty heart.Did you honestly think you'd get away with all the lies you spilled.Well no...
Posted by xRUSSx on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 09:32:00 PST