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CÖNTRÃÐIÇTïÕN

IM NO FUCKING BUDDHIST BUT THIS IS ENLIGHTENMENT

About Me

I AM A BEAUTIFUL METAMORPHIC EXPLODING CELL.MY BODY IS MY TEMPLE,THE TEMPLE I DERAIL.BEAMING FROM ME.ARE THREE.VAIRIANT TRAGIC LADIES.DIVIDING UP.SPECIOUS HUMPS.ASKING WHAT.MY MINDS A FRONT.THE DO OR DIE HAS RUN BY 6 OR 7 BILLION TIMES.and every time i try the die over takes my mental spryWHEN I LOOK AT THE WAY "IT HAS TO BE".it kills the power, I strive to be the natural me.MY JOB IS TO GIVE LIFE.MY GOAL IS TO THINK TWICE.MY TRIUMPH IS ALL THE TIMES I LOST THE FIGHT.MY MECANISM IS ALL OF MY PRIDE.morning time is when i inhale to exhale.the sun light gives me greater life.the thoughts so wicked i push out with the sollitude time.the raging bullet of ten thousand circuit realmsdeath exudes i scream for helptimely shadows out of placegod sucked me in and stole my healthstreaming thoughts of beligerent guilttorn into recharging death ive feltego shattering crimsons herecrystals shaving my innocent fearrace away i screamed so loudhide and seek i play in cloudsdust settling scorn from beltswhistling creeks inside i meltscream back to me from a mothers lungspraise unto me from a preachers gutsspill the horizon and make it darkcome unto me i am your godall these little facesall the little fazesall they know is what they seeall i hear is what i bleedcome unto me godcome unto me eternal rotcome unto me i am your godcome follow me where time is mere dots..as the pressure dropsand the time mountsthe razor cutsinto my mouththe barrier breachedthe seretonin seepsthe highest reachedinto cynical dreamsBUYERS RELOADchildren breathe hopemothers cant copedrugs die stonedTHIS BEAUTIFULmountain formedwhen forests explodethis is what is donewhen no one can becomebetter than whats taughtlosing was never foughtI aspire to dreamI believe better than medont let it be taken awaydont fight to stop the fightpeace is an epicanger is relentlessburdend are weif we believeburdend is the only thing we seeits not the message in the struggleits the action in the rebelit cannot complete unless reassured to bei am biggeri stand betteri can accomplishi cant be flawlessas the pressure dropsand the ears fadetheres more things to comelight in the daysand as the pressure dropsthe crying will stopas the pressure dropsthe human will flauntdont add a flame to the fireextinguish the hate with love to anotherthe activism only buildsthe energy waisted marching on hillscould be carried accroshelping the lostsearching for curesin inescapable turnsand as the pressure drops i ask of youlet it drop and be apart of the good view...SAFE FROM THE WHISTLING DEATHSAFE FOR THE PASSING PRESENTSAFE ABOUNDS THE WEAK MESAVE IS MY CRAVING..SCARED AND SHALLOW IS WHAT ITS BECOMEWEAK AND MALLICE IN THE TIME TO COME..SAFE FROM WHO I CAN BESAFE AND HIDING FROM MEEVERYONE IS STARINGNO ONES TRUELY CARINGTHE WORDS PRINTED ON MY FOREHEADTHE NEGATIVITY BEFORE HANDI AM SADI AM WEAKI NEED HELPHELP ME PLEASEWHO IVE BECOMEIS WHAT I HEARD FROM HER TONGUESCREAMING AT MEIM THE WORST POSSIBLYI AM A SLUTI AM A CUNTI HAVE NO FUTUREI HAVE BECOME...KNOWLEDGE IS A GIFT. EXUDING FROM THIS GIFT ARE ENLIGHTENMENT, POWER, STRENGTH, AND ABOVE ALL OPEN MINDS.INSTILLED IN US SINCE BIRTH IS A FIGMENT OF "TIME." TIME IS STRESSING OF THE HEART NOT A MATHEMATICAL EQUASION.GUILT IS WHAT WEVE KNOW FOR THE CONSEQUENSE OF NATURAL BEHAIVOR.ONE MAN WITH A STRONG AURA AROUND HIM AND HIS PERCEPTION CAUSED FOLLOWERS TO LIVE THE LIFE OF HIM AND CARRIED ON.LOOK AT YOURSELF IN A MIRROR YOU SEE YOU. CLOSE ONE EYE YOU SEE ANOTHER SIDE OF YOU. CLOSE BOTH EYES YOU SEE INSIDE YOU. IT'S ALL LAYERS OF TRUTH NONE ARE RIGHT NONE ARE WRONG IT JUST IS.MOST WILL HIDE ON THE SURFACE. THE SURFACE HIDES THE TRUTH. THE TRUTH HIDES THE LIES, AND THE LIES HIDE NOTHING.SECULAR IMAGERY AND SCEWED CIRCLES.FEAR IS A MADE UP PLATEAO THAT THE STRONG CAN OVERCOME BUT ONCE YOU HAVE OVERCOME WHAT IS LEFT.PEACE IS A UNIQUE COMBINATION OF FEELING. FEELING DERIVED FROM KNOWING YOU AND UNDERSTANDING.MEDITAION IS A HIGHER FORM OF POSSESING ENERGY AND SENDING IT OUT.THE SUN AND THE MOON ARE DIRRECT EXAMPLES OF LIFE ONE DARK ONE LIGHT. ONE GOOD ONE BAD. THE WORSE IT FEELS THE BETTER IT WILL FEEL THE DARKER IT GETS THE BRIGHTER IT WILL BE.HARMONY IS MISCELLANIES DIVERSIONS.HUMANITY IS ALL.ANY BELIEF NO MATTER HOW GREAT CAN BECOME DEFEATED. IN THAT I SAY I BELIEVE.FREEDOM IS ENJOYMENT.THE MATTER OF ENLIGHTENMENT ON EARTH IS DESCRY FROM BEYOND.A MAN STEWS IN HIS COGITATING LIVELYHOOD TO DISCOVER IT WAS NOTHING BUT A MYTH…AIM= IMTHEMARISSA

My Interests

. . . CURRENT MOON moon phase

I'd like to meet:



my band on jerry springer

Music:



add my band

the vm interview

Television:

circle theory its not a theory its relevance

Books:

"The single greatest obstacle to our evolution is the way our culture often views God- as a God sittting up somewhere registering the scores on his laptop as to whether we perform according to his designs or whether we're offending him,as it's put,an absolutely outrageous idea. How could we offend God? How could it matter so much to him? How could it, above all, matter that he would find it so serious a situation that he could condemn us to an eternity of suffering? these are bizarre ideas. And they are bizarre ideas: that in this vast universe, where there are more galaxies than grains of sand in all hte oceans, that in that vastness, a group of people- well, men actually- on a small planet got t he exclusive fanchise for the pearly gate arches of heaven. And every other being in the universe will spend an eternity of suffering in hell. It's hard to imagine a more bizarre idea. And if thats the sort of God you belive in, you just have to wonder: How does that affect your view of the world?"-Ramtha

Heroes:

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My Blog

I AM YOUR GOD

the raging bullet of ten thousand circuit realms death exudes i scream for help timely shadows out of place god sucked me in and stole my health streaming thoughts of beligerent guilt torn into rechar...
Posted by CÖNTRÃÐIÇTïÕN on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 02:22:00 PST

Ok

IT'S OK TO BE BROKEN IT'S OK TO BE OPEN AS THE CIRCLE STARTS TO SPIN THE FEELINGS SLOWLY BEGINS STILL BROKEN FROM THE LAST STILL STEPPING ON BROKEN GLASS HER HEART IS SO WARM HER MIND IS SO TORN IM SC...
Posted by CÖNTRÃÐIÇTïÕN on Mon, 07 May 2007 12:42:00 PST

as the pressure drops.

as the pressure drops and the time mounts the razor cuts into my mouth the barrier breached the seretonin seeps the highest reached into cynical dreams BUYERS RELOAD children breathe hope mothers cant...
Posted by CÖNTRÃÐIÇTïÕN on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 03:42:00 PST

anxiety

SAFE FROM THE WHISTLING DEATH SAFE FOR THE PASSING PRESENT SAFE ABOUNDS THE WEAK ME SAVE IS MY CRAVING..   SCARED AND SHALLOW IS WHAT ITS BECOME WEAK AND MALLICE IN THE TIME TO COME.. SAFE FROM W...
Posted by CÖNTRÃÐIÇTïÕN on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 12:37:00 PST

i am

I AM A BEAUTIFUL METAMORPHIC EXPLODING CELL. MY BODY IS MY TEMPLE,   THE TEMPLE I  DERAIL. BEAMING FROM ME. ARE THREE. VAIRIANT TRAGIC LADIES. DIVIDING UP. SPECIOUS HUMPS. ASKING WHAT. ...
Posted by CÖNTRÃÐIÇTïÕN on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 11:08:00 PST

SOMEthING STRaNGE i wrote.

KNOWLEDGE IS A GIFT. EXUDING FROM THIS GIFT ARE ENLIGHTENMENT, POWER, STRENGTH, AND ABOVE ALL OPEN MINDS.     INSTILLED IN US SINCE BIRTH IS A FIGMENT OF "TIME."  TIME IS STRESSING OF ...
Posted by CÖNTRÃÐIÇTïÕN on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 01:45:00 PST

DISTRAUGHT

DISTRAUGHT THESE THOUGHTS MY MIND SO LOST THE LOVE THAT HEALED IS THE PAIN THAT KILLS THE SILENT ECHOES OF THE MEOWS THAT SOOTHED WHY DID IT COLLAPSE SO SOON ONCE UP FALLS DOWN MY CRYING WORDS ARE NEV...
Posted by CÖNTRÃÐIÇTïÕN on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 05:06:00 PST

i need u

..> i need u ur soul combines with mine in a fraction of time i see u across the room ur empty heart shallow and strewn u love me i see i dream i love u too i cry i weep my hearts so fragile and ...
Posted by CÖNTRÃÐIÇTïÕN on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 11:02:00 PST

OBLIVION

creatures less fading my mind invading the sorrowful craving of drug enabling the heart beneeth the shelter reef my smoke i need to help me breathe this wicked plan for all of man sucks me to oblivi...
Posted by CÖNTRÃÐIÇTïÕN on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 12:46:00 PST

MOM again

HER ANGER SEEPS RIGHT THROUGH ME SHE GETS INTO MY HEAD CHILLS AND CRIES SURROUND ME I FEEL AS IF SHES DEAD THE SIMPLE THINGS I TOLD HER MADE HER SO UPSET PAST COMES TO PRESENT OUR CONVERSATIONS TURN ...
Posted by CÖNTRÃÐIÇTïÕN on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 02:28:00 PST