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onician

“The erotic is a measure between the beginnings of our sense of self and the chaos of our stronges

About Me

"the most visible creators i know are those artists whose medium is life itself. the ones who express the inexpressible - without brush, hammer, clay or guitar. they neither paint nor sculpt - their medium is being. whatever their presence touches has increased life. they see and don't have to draw. they are the artists of being alive." --jay scott***one word: love.i live in it & i will die it in. my heart is an ever expanding star that looks to warm the world. i mean what else am i here for.i've wanted to change the world since i was 5. now i work to transform it. my dream is to have a world that works for everyone. to have people really get humanity. to see themselves in each other and through that be present to love. a deep & true love. someone so beautiful they could never lift a gun, or a knife, a pen or a word, against each other in malice or with ill thoughts. i don't see things as being wrong, cause if you let go of your opinion you could understand why someone did something or does something. but some things just don't work.i believe in black humanity. you can never be for black people if you aren't for queer people. for womyn. for children. for elders. for the disabled. for non-america blacks. for indigenous peoples. if you are for any people you must be for all people. because we aren't monolithic.i will achieve great things in my life & go to great places. but i know it all starts from now. & now. & now. & now. dream now. be now. do now. & have now.love you, onician ***“I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride; so I love you because I know no other way.” --Pablo Neruda

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

each friend represents a world in us, a world not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born.i want to be born inside of conversations with you. inside of the twilight of eye contact. inside of the floating of words. inside the feeling of connection. i feel when come upon new people, you push yourself to new boundaries and discover parts of yourself you never knew existed. i just wanna see the me-ness inside of you, and the you-ness inside of me and call that love.

Music:


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Movies:

the antoine fisher story. brown sugar. disappearing acts. love & basketball. the wood. crooklyn. frida. boomerrang. lone star. slam. devil in a blue dress. the act of seeing with one's own eyes. rebound. fresh. juice. 30 to life. ferris bueller's day off. just friends. i'm gonna git you sucka. daughters of the dust. everyday people. the butch mystique. lift. married people, single sex: urban adultery. hotel rwanda. sandlot. osama. redemption. raising victor vargas. camp. moolaade. no! the rape documentary. beyond beats & rhymes. the vagina monologues. prime. akeelah & the bee. bastards of the party.

Books:



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Heroes:

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My Blog

peace in forest [letter to my college counselor]

hi samantha,when i spoke to you before about my essays & how they were going. i lied & said they were going great. i was afraid of looking bad & of you being mad & me & did not communicate to you what...
Posted by onician on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 10:29:00 PST

"the christening"

saltwater wet upon your thighships thudding currents of white waterpearls of dew settled between your breasts run galloping down fleshin spaces between where the moon whimpers & the sun moansi hav...
Posted by onician on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 08:17:00 PST

in reverse: mercury in retrograde june 15 - july 9

The major transitions during each Mercury retrograde in 2007, provide . adjustments needed for the completions and endings slated to occur. The Mercury retrograde process becomes important in the adju...
Posted by onician on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 06:53:00 PST

back to school

hi all,currently i am applying to sarah lawrence college to go back to school for the fall of 2007. however i have a loan from school in collections, because i did not properly address the issue & ins...
Posted by onician on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 12:34:00 PST

and the stars spoke [readings of a cancer]

Any strength can turn into a liability if it's taken too far. Any skill may lead you astray if expressing it becomes a compulsive habit that distracts you from responding authentically to the raw trut...
Posted by onician on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 10:07:00 PST

"how to talk dirty" by alicia guinn

Talking dirty is one of our favorite topics here at Babeland! Don't be fooled into thinking that dirty talking is just repeating certain "nasty" words and phrases. In the hands of a thoughtful lover, ...
Posted by onician on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 11:55:00 PST

to be black & human: words of rita dove

"obviously as a black woman, i am concerned with race... but certainly not every poem of mine mentions the fact of being black. there are poems about humanity, and sometimes humanity happens to be bla...
Posted by onician on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 04:22:00 PST

got that purp?

Your Inner Color is PurpleYour Personality: You're a dreamer and visionary. You believe you were put on this earth to do something great. You in Love: You're very passionate but often too busy for lov...
Posted by onician on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 07:58:00 PST

and the stars spoke [readings of a cancer]

In her CD Spiritual Madness: The Necessity of Meeting God in Darkness, Caroline Myss tells us that wading through messy darkness is an essential part of our search for meaning. She doesn't recommend t...
Posted by onician on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 10:48:00 PST

a revolution by love

i revisited some words by che that a friend of mine had up on her wall that spoke to me so sincerly. he said:"at the risk of seeming ridiculous, let me say that the true revolutionary is guided by a g...
Posted by onician on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 10:17:00 PST