Demos Darkblaze [inVECTion] (SDMF)

About Me

â™¥Samantha Audra Rinesmithâ™¥
Never in my life did I imagine I would find someone who makes me feel as you make me feel.
Never would I have thought someone would come into my life and make me want to change, want to better myself, think and want to do things no one else has ever made me think.
Never could I have imagined someone so beautiful, smart, and amazing as you.
I love you, your smell, your taste, your laugh, your smile, your eyes, your body. All that is you.
I'm thankful your in my life, and I love you more than you will ever know.
Forever and always.

Only God can judge me?
Fuck God.

Your assumptions of me are wrong. DO NOT judge by what you see, judge by what you know.
Don't judge me based on your ignorance.
I have an extreme dislike for most of the human race.
If you would like to know anything not answered here, please ask. All question's are welcome. Ask not of the corpse paint. I have nothing to do with clown's.
I enjoy the wild, the wood's; Nature in itself. I find nothing better than a sunrise in the wilderness. I grew up all over the downriver area in Michigan, never really stayed in one place. From Detroit to Milan, this place is my home. Spent a 2 year stint in North Las Vegas, and I'll always have love for my Northtown ninjas. I'm as real as it gets, ask anybody; they'll fuckin know.
Of Irish, Native, and Norse blood. I am myself, nothing else. inVECTion, metalhead, suicidalist. I am no goth. This lycan tells you to fuck off, with a middle finger in the air and the long hair swinging.
I can be a very brash person when my patience is tested. I treat others with respect, as long as I get it myself. Regardless of who you are, where your from, what you look like, the color of your skin, your religious beliefs, or your musical interests, you will be shown respect, as long as I get the same. If you vilify, vituperate, objurgate, show no respect, or just plain act like an idiot towards me, this vindicates my cause, and you can expect my retaliation to be quick and swift.

My Interests

Forests on a full moon night, I RP alot, dark, quite rooms. Motorcycles. Horror movies. The grim and often looked down upon things in life.

I'd like to meet:

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Music:

Im into music, plain and simple. Some genre's I like are Death Metal, Black Metal, Folk Metal, Viking Metal, Doom Metal, Power Metal, Southern Rock, Celtic, Grindcore, Rock, Folk, Horrorcore, Classical, some Hardcore Rap and sometimes even a little Country. I'm open minded when it comes to music, and life.

VECT, Black Label Society, Gorelord, Mental Ward, NameLEss, Neva Dead Click, Eluveitie, Troubled Mindz, Necrophagia, Wolfpact Nation, Mastamind, Typhus, Finntroll, Frostmoon, Everlast, Necrophobic, Viking Crown, Poisonblack, Mike Ridley, DreamScar, DragonForce, Demons & Wizards, Disturbed, Ave Sathanas, Thundra, Pantera, Arvinger Asmegin, Queensryche, Damage Plan, Sentenced, Beherit, Throne of Katarsis, Embraced, Red Shamrock, The Dayton Family, Vintersphrost, La Coka Nostra, Ice Cube, Naglfar, Hate Forest, Impiety, Skinless, Insane Clown Posse(Old), Mortician, Abazagorath, Alter of Flesh, Blood Coven, Necrosity, Soilwork, Lord Gore, Mortification, Unholy Ghost, Waco Jesus, Warface, Arch Enemy, Street Lordz, Weird Al Yankovic, Lordi, Evergrey, Misteltein, Lament, Kid Rock, Snoop Dogg, Amon Amarth, Buckwheat Boyz, Twiztid, Deicide, Lil Wyte, Dr Dre, Dark Lotus, DragonLord, ABK, Blaze Ya Dead Homie, Drudkh, Elysian Blaze, Agalloch, Cephalic Carnage, Moonblood, ChthoniC, Westside Connection, Geto Boys, Tenacious D, Big Herk, Brotha Lynch Hung, Dark Fortress, Behemoth, Forgotten Tomb, Hiems, Black Flame, Nehemah, Frostmoon Eclipse, Omendark, Judas Iscariot, Death, Esham, Jumpsteady, Nokturnal Mortum, Big Pun, Bone Thugs-N-Harmony, Green Jelly, Poe Whosaine, Ill Bill, Severe Torture, Torture Killer, Battlelore, Queens Of The Stone Age, Boondox, Aura Noir, Cadaver, Red Harvest, Tyrant, Watain, Angelcorpse, Runemagick, Lord Belial, Born of Sin, Carpathian Forest, Danzig, Tech N9ne, Metallica, Alabama, Mc Chris, Sabac, NWP, Angtoria, Tupac, Master Ace, Kiss, House Of Krazees, Wolven Ancestry, Locura Terminal, Eminem, Bo$$, Avril Lavigne, Iced Earth, Laibach, Lacuna Coil, Lerue Delashay, Virgin Black, Haggard, Lucia Micarelli, Carnival of Lost Souls, Blood of the Dragon, Amberian Dawn, Tanz Der Vampire, Vanguard, Angelzoom, Linkin Park, Iron Maiden, Rottin, Q Strange, Anal Blast, Penile Suffocation, Great Lakes myth Society, Guerilla Black, Daft Punk, DMX, Mind Rape, Byzantine, Obituary, At The Gates, Staind, God Forbid, The Absence, Marduk, Rob/White Zombie, Alien Ant Farm, ZZ Top, Sonata Arctica, Yukmouth, Johnny Cash, Three 6 Mafia, System of A Down, Morbid Angel, Kittie, Fort Minor, Lamb Of God, AC/DC, Heritage Mystique, Black Sabbath, Ensiferum, Einherjer, Windir, Kampfar, Isengard, Enslaved, MournBlade, Thor's Hammer, Unleashed, Nihilist, Vintersorg, Adorned Brood, Falkenbach, Graveland, Moonsorrow, Hildr Valkyrie, Perunwit, Korpiklaani, Soul Source, Diabolos, Zvier, Skyforger, Arkona, Obtest, At the Lake, Airged Lamh, Nebelhorn, Cruachan, Mithotyn, Otyg, In Extremo, Manegarm, Pagan reign, Turisas and some others I dont remember at this moment.

Movies:

A lot of old school horror, to new school horror. Nightbreed, Forced Entry, Dances with Wolves, I Spit on Your Grave, Bleeders, Eternal Sunshine Spotless Mind, Nosferatu, The Silence Of The Lambs, Final Fantasy Advent Children, The Exorcist, Killjoy, Killjoy 2, Armitage III, Ace Venture Pet Detective, Ace Ventura When Nature Calls, Kikis Delivery Service, All Nightmare on Elm Street movies, Vampire Hunter D, All Friday the 13th movies, All Halloween movies, Devilman 1 and 2, The Last of the Mohicans, Pumpkinhead, Day of The Dead, 3 Strikes, Dont Be A Menace To South Central While Drinking Your Juice In The Hood, Modern Vampires, and theres more..but im to lazy to put them all.

Television:

Wolfman Mac's Nightmare Sinema. I watch G4 alot, Attack of the Show is my shit! I also watch alot of the shows on Adult Swim. I used to watch Farscape when they showed it, I miss that show. Angel, Metalocolypse.

I watch ALOT of anime, yet most of my favorites arnt shown on TV anymore. Like The Slayers, Pilot Candidate, Gundam Wing, Eureka Seven, Azumanga Daioh, Beyblade(I used to be a champ at the game), Trinity Blood, Card Captor Sakura, Wolf's Rain, Cowboy Bebop, Dragonball Z(99% of Americans first Anime experience), Reboot, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Fooly Cooly, Fullmetal Alchemist, Bleach, Ghost in the Shell, Inuyasha, Last Exile, Outlaw Star, One Piece, Pokemon, Tenchi Muyo, Trigun, Witch Hunter Robin, Yuu Yuu Hakusho, Zatch Bell, Zoids.

Books:

The Sight, The Count of Monte Cristo, The Club Dumas, Grendel, Lost Souls, all books by Amelia Atwater-Rhodes.

I read some manga, my favs would have to be the Blade of the Immortal series, and Chobits.

Heroes:

"A hero aint nothin but a sandwich." -Everlast.

My Blog

Screw Up

I cant help that I screw up, messed this whole thing up in ways I dont even know.Somehow I fuck up things between us, and I know its my fault.I try and try and it all falls to shit.Leaves me crying on...
Posted by Demos Darkblaze [inVECTion] (SDMF) on Thu, 19 Jun 2008 06:39:00 PST

Never Doubt

Because life without you is unimaginable.And I know there are those who are jelious of what we have.Never doubt if our love is true.Because all that this world is for me, is you.Never doubt the things...
Posted by Demos Darkblaze [inVECTion] (SDMF) on Mon, 19 May 2008 06:37:00 PST

No Mercy

And your very sense of reality is cracking.A soul trapped is arising.No mercy.The vile one is once again upon you.Do not turn your back for it will be your end.Your pain will not mend, it will only mu...
Posted by Demos Darkblaze [inVECTion] (SDMF) on Tue, 06 May 2008 05:19:00 PST

Eternally

Because no one can replace you, and no one will.Because the hole in my heart, only you have filled.Your touch, a thrill.You make me do things sometimes its so unreal.The way you make me feel, please d...
Posted by Demos Darkblaze [inVECTion] (SDMF) on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 06:54:00 PST

Truly

And I truly hope she knows, how much I love her so.And how much I truly hate it, when she goes.How much I truly hate it, when that car door closes.And how I truly hate, that I cannot go to.Because all...
Posted by Demos Darkblaze [inVECTion] (SDMF) on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 03:20:00 PST

I’d Love

Really the one thing I’d like to do late at night, is hold you.I’d love to roll over, and be able to stare at that pretty face.I’d love to have a place, that we could call ours.I&rsq...
Posted by Demos Darkblaze [inVECTion] (SDMF) on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 01:46:00 PST

Reality

And she is my lady.She drives me crazy.And all I can do is think of her lately.I love her so, and I know she knows.And I may say it to much, speaking on love and such.But its hard not to, when your fe...
Posted by Demos Darkblaze [inVECTion] (SDMF) on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 03:10:00 PST

Explain

And I try to explain, these feelings.I try to explain, these surreal things.I try to explain, the joy she brings.I try to explain, how she takes away all my pain.I try to explain, in words, that she i...
Posted by Demos Darkblaze [inVECTion] (SDMF) on Fri, 14 Mar 2008 06:59:00 PST

Why

When she is away, my eyes will not dry.I will not lie, I only ask why.Why when she leaves, my heart sinks.Why when she leaves, it brings me to the brink.Why when she leaves, its of her I think.Why whe...
Posted by Demos Darkblaze [inVECTion] (SDMF) on Sat, 08 Mar 2008 05:01:00 PST

Brown Eyes

Those eyes that captivate, those eyes I could never hate.A set such a beautiful brown, I stare and I could get lost and drown.The soul that resides behind, the love in them that I find.Please don't lo...
Posted by Demos Darkblaze [inVECTion] (SDMF) on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 04:14:00 PST