MyGen
Profile Generatormy name is Helen.
im 19.
i love...
my friends.
my parents.
love.
sleep.
food
music. movies. clothes. shoes.
animals.
trees. sun. grass. plants.
the sky. birds singing. flowers.
serenity.
deep breaths of cool fresh air.
showers.
malibu. [drink]. tequila.
feeling loved.
happiness. bliss.
holidays.
driving with the wind in my hair.
drunk dancing.
lazy nights in watching movies.
a good book.
photographs.
ralph lauren. very irresistible.
be delicious. ck1.
mens' fragrances.
armenia. australia.
meeting new people.
summer.
sunsets.
skirts and strap tops.
boob tubes.
manicures. pedicures.
fruit. mangos. apricots. cherries. apples. peaches.
tea. coffee.
feeling independent.
wierd dancing.
being silly. but not annoying.
tipsyness. eeeee...
smooooth legs.
simplicity.
clubbbbing.
music that gives me goosebumps.
cygnets & ducklings.
classical music.
silky straight hair.
being cosy.
relationships. finding someone special.
passion.
helping. giving.
friendly people.
holidays.
kisses on my neck/back that give goosebumps.
massages.
i hate...
feeling tired.
feeling intimidated.
not feeling good enough.
not being good enough.
feeling useless.
when guys are only up for a chase.
when people dont concider other peoples feelings.
going out of my way to give way to people and not receiving any smile or thanks.
animal cruelty.
violence. abuse.
starving children. =[
dirt. dust.
sadness.
bitching.
complaining about something that doesnt matter.
crying because of a guy.
liking a guy who doesnt like you back.
mean people.
purely evil people.
being poor.
neglected feet.
B.O. =|
seafood. eggs. tomatoes.
people making fun of others not as blessed or lucky as themselves.
complicating things
feeling lethargic.
being bored.
feeling lonely.
angry shouting. argueing.
emotional rages.
the inability to articulate my thoughts or feelings.
being confused.
being led on.
two faced people.
not knowing where i stand.
relationships.
falling for the wrong someone.
ignorance.
not being able to understand other people.
being patronized.
being hit.
i hate 'liking' people.
it usually isnt nice.
and they can usually take advantage.
and treat me like shit.
because they know they can.
and things will still be fine...
and worst of all, it attacts me to them even more.
but i cant complain.
ive had some great guys there for me.
i usually come across happy
[or atleast i try to.]
i really hope i dont intimidate people.
i get confused a lot.
im tired most of the time.
i get even more confused when im tired.
im married to my husband Laura.
[formerly known as Laurancio].
sHe is always cheating on me.
theres always the case of affairs.
usually sHes having them.
i want to move away.
starting all over again would be amazing.
if i had one wish, id want to end war.
all the idiots focussing on that cud then move on to feeding the hungry and healing the sick and maybe finding a cure to AIDS.
[which is also my biggest fear.]
but i also know that people arent like that
there'd be something else, other than war.
theres so much i wanna know.
so much i wanna learn...
but i can never remember everything i read/try to learn. =[
that upsets me A LOT.
i want to feel free.
i want to feel as light as a feather.
i want to float.
im an open book.
if u dont seem too stuck up,
i wont be too intimidated by u
so ill talk to you. =]
ive promised myself that i need to keep more to myself.
im crap at keeping promises to myself.
i let myself down alot.
and worst of all, i know it when im doing it.
maybe i need to re-evaluate myself and all my relationships.
not cos their bad, or somethings wrong
but cos i need to have a difinitive standing point,
that i will stick to.
to avoid getting myself hurt.
i know it wont work
and i will end up making that phone call
in hope of an answer...
then feeling like an idiot right after ive done it.
thinking "damnit! why did i do that?!! idiot helen!"
i need to have a stronger character.
i dont know why i cant...
i need to keep promises to myself.
otherwise im good at keeping them for friends.
oh and this is my best friend, SHES BUFFFFFFFFF:
shes wiked. love you alex
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A week where i was truely really happy.
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