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Mythe

Forever trust in who we are, and nothing else matters.

About Me

... my confessionbecause i'm diluted & perfectly flawedi shall live by passion & not by lawand i'm insecure ... i need aggressionto feed the spiders of perceptionand i'm supposed to be strong & have all the answersa cannibal in the new church of cancerbut i'm nothing special i'm not uniquei have many secrets & i eat the weakand i'm at an endi'm at an end .....and there's ... NO WAY OUT!!i need to find my sanctuary ..... someplace safe gotta get this outta me ..... this is my escapeII. and i think about it all the timei'm volatile & afraid to crybut i'm still not comfortable in my skinand the anesthetics slowly wearing thin& i need to talk to someone newi need a different latitude& i'm in this voidall alone! feeling needy... hungry to growbut i'm suffocating -- can't come downand .... no .... THERE'S NO WAY OUT!!!i need to find my sanctuary .... someplace safe gotta get this outta me! .... THIS IS MY ESCAPE!!!--- all i see is sadness all i see is sadness .... what's left?-- this will teach them. this will teach them,......you've got to...... push. Push. PUSH.... YOUR WAY OUT!!!FOLLOW ME! FOLLOW ME! THIS IS YOUR WAY OUT!!........you are not alone- this is where i hide my power - this is where i become free - this is where i take control - and slowly choke your fantasies- i want to know my day is coming - see my enemies be punished - shed my skin again - this will be my best revenge!!SHED MY SKIN AGAIN THIS WILL BE MY BEST REVENGE!

Watch American History X for my reasoning behind this.

My Interests

Role-playing is a huge part of my life, it gives me a chance to experience the creative side of myself, along with escaping the known troubles of the world. I am a huge music and movie buff, watching a great movie takes you almost to the same place that roleplaying does. Writing poetry and playing music (the guitar and saxophone) are a huge influence in my life as well.

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I'd like to meet:

Interesting people with integrity and intelligence. The members of metal music bands that have influenced the musical aspect of my life. And well Otep Shamaya for she is an amazing fucking woman.

Music:

I would have to say I am a huge metal fan, though I do appriciate other types. Some bands would include: Metallica, Disturbed, Mushroomhead, Slipknot, Stone Sour, Godsmack, Rammstein, Soulfly, Sepultura, Kittie, Machinehead, Nightwish, Fear Factory, Soil, Spineshank, In Flames, Dry Kill Logic, Mudvayne, Chemical Brothers, Arch Enemy, Mudvayne, Coal Chamber, Apocalyptica, Otep, Cold, Professional Murder Music, Alice in Chains, Pearl Jam, Dope, Stone Temple Pilots, Static-X, Deftones, Perfect Circle, Down, Pantera, Cradle of Filth, Atreyu, White Zombie/Old Rob Zombie, and of course, Tool. The lighter side includes Dave Matthews Band, David Grey, Sarah Mclachlan (or however you spell that),The Eagles, Pearl Jam, Motorhead, Blues Traveler, Bjork, Tori Amos, The Cure, Lisa Germano, Sarah Bettens, Trust Co., Tantric, K's Choice, Fleetwood Mack, Billy Joel, Johnny Coltrane, Ella Fitzgerald, Billie Holiday. The list goes on and on, for I love music, but I think that list leaves you with a pretty good idea of my taste.A great video:..

Movies:

Here is another topic that I could ramble on about for hours, general sci-fi movies and fantasy are superb, but comedies, horror, and the occasional action flick are good as well. Movies that make you think I enjoy watching (such as Donnie Darko). But of course watching the cheap laugh movies are fun too (for instance Supertroopers).

Television:

Family Guy, Simpsons, MXC and of course, CSI: Las Vegas!...I keep up on baseball occasionally (go Braves). I almost forgot, the original x-men cartoon was badass! Other than that, I dont watch much TV.

Books:

The Complete Book of Swords by Fred Saberhagen is probably my favorite series, a great fantasy series. World of Darkness novel books are excellent, especially Demon: the Fallen books. Some tastefull erotica is pleasant to read, along with Dean Koontz (rock Midnight!). Laurell K. Hamilton is amazing. Anita Blake is my hero.

Heroes:

Otep Shamaya.

My Blog

Interesting day at work...

So...today at work, just about when we were about to close, someone walked in. I didn't recognize him at first, though he did look familiar. After careful scrutiny I realized that is was Jared Leto. Y...
Posted by Mythe on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 03:52:00 PST

Fuck it all!

Running out of ways to run I can't see, I can't be Over and over and under my skin All this attention is DOING ME IN! FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD! FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR! DON'T BE...
Posted by Mythe on Mon, 20 Feb 2006 12:04:00 PST

By the way...

Sorry this one is a bit late, but I just wanted to make note that the recent picture I added is an old one. It's one from about a year and a half ago when I had my lip piercings. As sad as I am that t...
Posted by Mythe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Slave

So, without even applying for a job, I was called and told to come in for an interview. Ok, i'll play along. So I had an application and resume waiting for the job, but hadn't actually turned it in ye...
Posted by Mythe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I know, I know...

So it's been a while since my last post, but much to talk about, probably more than i'll actually talk about, but hey, at least it's something. So the break up happened, all this and all that. It hurt...
Posted by Mythe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

This is kind of interesting...

How tall are you? 5'10" Have you ever smoked heroin? no Do you own a gun? Nope Have you ever been arrested? No Rehab? no How many of your friends have committed suicide? 2 Do y...
Posted by Mythe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

My Soul

You Are a Dreaming Soul Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you awy from this world So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time You have great dreams and am...
Posted by Mythe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

"The rain with the cold, with nowhere to go."

So, i've been debating on whether or not I should post about this, but I decided to say fuck it and just do it, im sure it will help out with some psychological thing somewhere down the road. Ya know,...
Posted by Mythe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Weekend penalties

So this past weekend, including Friday and Monday, I got to -finally- meet the infamous Merryl and Laura. I've heard much about them from the other people who know them, but just haven't been around m...
Posted by Mythe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Old writings...

I was looking around through old emails and what have you, and I stumbled upon some old poems I wrote in my Freshman year of highschool. I thought I would give you guys a good laugh by posting them, s...
Posted by Mythe on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST