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The Gangstress

..of Good and Evil.

About Me

I'm a person. I don't claim to be any more or less. I'm a addict of society, and rebellious in my youth. I believe in Karma, and good people. Not that I am claiming to the best, which I'm certainly not. I love music, life, good conversation, expensive wine, cheap beer, healthy food, stretching, moving, experiencing, and learning. I want to make a difference, embrace change, trust the decisions I make and love myself. We are meaningless and full of flaws, but we are only human. I'm full of thought, over-analytical, and lost at times. But sometimes I'm so far from lost and so close to found it's like a burning sensation.

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My Interests

Learning, fighting, breathing, growing, music, people, feats and battles for basic rights. Trying to maintain in this blameless game of nameless fame.

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who has an open mind and doesn't appreciate too much simplicity.

Music:

i did this last time and it took me way too long to go into all the music im into- so im just going to say everything (besides country- im sorry i cant relinquish this prejudice i have against the soundtrack of a redneck nation) im open to almost anything. I feel I hardly havent even tipped the iceburg, to what I'm into. Music is life. Music is everything. Time and space, math and history, progression and regression. Positive and Negative.
Your Brain's Pattern
Your mind is a multi dimensional wonderland, with many layers.
You're the type that always has multiple streams of though going.
And you can keep these thoughts going at any time.
You're very likely to be engaged in deep thought - and deep conversation. What Pattern Is Your Brain?

Movies:

Pulp Fiction, Jesus Christ Superstar- not for religious purposes, Thumbsucker, Eternal sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Trainspotting,The life aquatic,the royal tenenbaums, Jackie Brown, Steal this Movie, Clockwork Orange, Naked Lunch, Blow, Human Traffic...drug flicks, cult classics, quentin tarentino movies, stanley kubrick, and your mom's "best of" porn, Ralph Bakshi, documentaries, dramas, dark comedies, etc....

Television:

Desperate Housewives for life!!!!!

Books:

Naked Lunch, The Scarlet Letter, Steal this Book, anything shakespeare, Like Being Killed, anything Dr.Seuss, Charles Buckowski, Edgar Allen Poe, The Virgin Suicides, The Communist Manifesto, Whatever!,Allen Ginsberg, Jack Kerouac etc..

Heroes:

Chuck and your mom.

My Blog

being 20....

I'm blown away by these last couple of years. It's been a crazy ass trip. I haven't exactly played my cards correctly, but you know, you live you learn, sometimes it takes more then once. I've been an...
Posted by The Gangstress on Thu, 03 May 2007 04:50:00 PST

flourescent lightbulbs

In a dimly lit room, she peered into the light, and found the answer. she found truth in the heat, passion, and reason. Of life. Its a spark that ignites our souls. And if we die in vein, we shall b...
Posted by The Gangstress on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 01:09:00 PST

Random comments...

I'm in a mist thats thick with the sick and fickle things that make less sense then dense past tense that we desperately cling onto, that we are blind to, obvious distractions seem as casual transacti...
Posted by The Gangstress on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 12:14:00 PST

Niagara Falls.. again..

I am here and alive. Loving the peaceful terrain of no man's land. I'm registered for school again, hanging out with my Dad, on a wait list for the Dalai Lama visit, (I'll go even if I don't have a ti...
Posted by The Gangstress on Tue, 22 Aug 2006 03:22:00 PST

blah blah blah

blah blah blah blah blah bars bars bars, fuck this whole state... its evil- it makes me evil and depressed and i dont know what the hell i want to do with myself... i just dont want this. And so i pos...
Posted by The Gangstress on Fri, 09 Jun 2006 06:54:00 PST

who knows the subject of this life?

im inebriated... and its all pointless.. but i have hope that soon enough... it'll all make sense... and i won't feel so drunk and useless. maybe that'll be, but maybe it'll seem worse, ( but realisti...
Posted by The Gangstress on Mon, 05 Jun 2006 12:39:00 PST