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a total mess of stars dust, flesh & soul..

About Me



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.. The Place you had come from has disappeared::
:the Place where, you thought, you were going to had never existed::
:the Place where you are now would not make you any good if only you cannot leave from here..
So where is the Place which would be suitable for you?
There is no such a place...
[F. O'Conner: 'Wise Blood': in translation]
.. was born in The USSR which had ceased to exists nowadays and where the hell of democracy criminal anarchy has kicked the arse of the heaven of Totalitarianism & Propaganda of 30-90ss (i luv propaganda!! it's so-o-o-o brain washing! * hell -o-o-ow! i'm being sarcastic:P*)) .. or is it still till now heh???! soooooo... .. it's still yet my fav place to visit for Xtrim vacations as while living there, i was thrown out of the high school for refusing to become a member of the Komsomol and general Disobey of Rules with no sense [mid.'80s] , more then once was kept in a filthy jails over night (a few time half-naked) and abused simply 'caz looked and thought differently, and even was kicked out of the first university due to some "hooliganism" case falsification by coppers [mid.'90s] , well, it's just a part of a funny story heh)) bwohahahahaha!, fucking redneck cants!ok, what else?.. used to write weird poetry, some were released in a compilation book which were described as explosion of nihilism by some official writing critics (read " liking ass to authority conservative wankers")) which made me really laugh, silly bastards)).. but since have moved to The UK at the end of 90s something must have been fucked up switched in myself and i moved from verbal to visual expression so i'm doing mostly paintings now, well still learning how, heheh!.. although an album were release back in russia with some old lyrics from that "old good" days..
just DONT GIVE A FUCK anylonger..
Minotaur nicked the Guiding threat from lost tourists
guess it'll need a final touch but think im finished for now, baby needs some feed and rest..)
ps. i hate how a camera ruins the proper deepness of colors grrr, but...
*Rasporyaditel' (rus.)*
*Spank Machine*
*Madam, u've lost ya primness in my bedroom, let me invite u more exceed in our trip*
still in progress..*Black Eye*
*Hang Over*
*Lick Me Gently*
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*Twisted Eys Man. Portrait*
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*Piss Off*
*The Dead Whore and Her Hanged Pirate Lover*
*Love Comes When One Less Expecting*
+Monster's Living Under Stairs, Poor Cat Should Run If Monster Stares+
"Kill A Raver"
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"I Became A Traitor"
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FUCK THE DRAMA!!! muhahahahahaha!!!
.. a member of Hiero on-line Art gallery so the rest of the stuff may be seen on
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(the site is in russian but can automatically be translated to English if to press a button on the top right corner of the page, bloody technical progression!.. or just click a thumbnails to see the big size version if u care;P)
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"Blue masturbation on Red"
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..~ btw, try do not mind my misspelling, i'm trying my best i do:P~

My Interests

*bold, colorich* PAINTING & drawing/ex-writing poetry *in Russian*/chasing CATS/UNIVERSE, yeah baby yeah!/EXPERIMENTING with lucid DREAMING and astral projection/staring at PENGUINS/playing LIFE/invisible perfection/FETISH/body MODIFICATIONS/morrowind/MACHINERY/GETTING fuukin pissed & LOUD/giggling/spanking/walking THROW walls/crashing INTO walls when "walking throw walls" not working/and DO not be bloody serious *yawing* oh fuck!!!/etc.
Soviet Union Propaganda Posters

I'd like to meet:

ones who need to create to feel be alive, open minded freaky basdards and other pretty twisted cunts with horns and wings and a sense of bad humour..

and BANDS please piss off very cheers!! if i want some band in my friend's list i know how to use a search button...

Music:

aggro/harsh industrial/power electronics/noizzze/dark ambient/ambient noise/some80-90s wave stuff/cold meat industry/martial/neo:dark folk/world:especially native Indians war & spiritual chants/old school punk/cats meoooooooing/sounds of waves rolling on a beach:rain:trains:people screaming out of their heads through distortion/monotone repeated sounds/etc.

oh yeah!!! and penguins of 'caz, whatever sound those barstads make..))

Television:

documentaries on history/culture/science:especially covering different theories of Universe, M-Theory, quantum mechanics. origin of Life and evolution, etc../
futurama/star trek:voyager:the next generation/stargate SG-1
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oh, i luved the Soviet time television which had only three channels broadcasting from 8am till 11-12, The Agrarian Progress program was my favorite and this one, Forward to the Better Labour... oh, & The Rotten Face of The Capitalism of coz.. yeah right..:P

Books:

Gabriel Garcia Marquez/Jorge Luis Borges/Franz Kafka/Carlos Castaneda/Clifford Simak/Hermann Hesse/Arthur Conan Doyle/ Maria Remark/Alexander Grin/David Gemmell/Frederich S. Perls:In and Out of the Garbage Pail/Joseph Brodsky/V.Mayakowsky/M.Cwetaewa/U.Mamleew/Ilf and Petrov/etc.

Heroes:

of 'coz Bender Bending Rodriguez, who else?!!...;P
ah! Colonel Jack O'Neill...!

ps. yeap i'm well aware they both r fictional)

My Blog

we gonna IGNOR

u all for a while! heh, just kidding!!!)))   so Halo to u all my gorgeous friends and ugly aliens, yeap, im in Crimea now for a few months, cute and violent place but really fucked up i...
Posted by + anzhel + on Thu, 18 May 2006 05:15:00 PST

brain? what for..

i really wonder what kinnda of analytical think-tank make the whole shop's security team repeatedly come to the conclusion that someone with a huge pink/red/orange/purple/blue hair and dressed up that...
Posted by + anzhel + on Thu, 04 May 2006 02:51:00 PST

oh NOT again!!!!!

hooray!! ive ended up on a roof again.. nopes.. not chasing squirrels or spying on neighbours and aliens this time.. and even not flashing my new red-black underwear and pink socks, u silly brains!.. ...
Posted by + anzhel + on Wed, 22 Feb 2006 12:07:00 PST

some NEW sketches........

done a few sketches... i wonder if i drag my lazy busy ass to paint them now......
Posted by + anzhel + on Tue, 14 Feb 2006 08:46:00 PST

country girl;P

im off to a countryside again till Friday, may go to a sea side as well, would be nice and freezing that even may be tempted to swim!... *just kidding, but yeah! i was swimming in the Black sea a few...
Posted by + anzhel + on Sun, 22 Jan 2006 11:42:00 PST

paris

heahhhhhhh!! off to Paris for a while... danm, i cant even speak french..   behave my beauties.. xx
Posted by + anzhel + on Sun, 02 Oct 2005 11:46:00 PST

wah! bloody space travellers so lucky..

Computer specifications Crew Interface Software: LCARS 2.3 Bio-Neural Gel Circuitry Access Time: 48,000,000,000 kiloquads/nanosecond Number of dedicated modules: 2,048 Capacity/Module: 636,960,000,000...
Posted by + anzhel + on Sun, 04 Sep 2005 10:26:00 PST