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Jezabelle79

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About Me

MyGen Profile GeneratorWell My life is a work in progress at the moment..I am nowhere near where i want to be financially, emotionally or physically, and I am really beginning to feel that I am running out of time..Im 28 this year!!! I am training to be a Nurse, I am Loving it and Hating it..I work in Aged Care at the moment in the Dementia ward, I get hugged, kissed and told "I love you" everytime I go to work:) I also get slapped, kicked, punched and told "I hate you" too LOL. I have the most beautiful, intelligent and very confident three year old baby girl who I do not deserve, I am getting married to the most amazing guy in the world, no one on this earth could ever compare to him:) I have three of the most spirited and wonderful step kids one could ask for. We have a pet Snake Ollie, who I love and adore immensly:). I am insecure, I have trust issues, I cannot handle people being picked on for their physical appearance..It makes me feel sick, I rely on the acceptance of others, although I dont come accross it that often:(..I LOVE buying people suprise presents, it makes me feel good. I Take things personally, I think way too much. I always think the worst is going to happen. I would go to the ends of the earth for the ones I love. I am highly disorganised..(an aspect that I am working on) I make stupid mistakes that almost ruin me as a person..I like to think that I am strong, although lately I am beginning to question that, I admire those who can honestly own up to their wrong doings and apologise for them I believe that shows strength, intelligence and integrity. I am compassionate, caring and...well working on being a little more forgiving:)...Now that i have re read this, the realisation has hit me that I am a complete mess!!! I wouldn't want to add me!!! hahaha.
You scored as atheism. You are... an atheist, though you probably already knew this. Also, you probably have several people praying daily for your soul.Instead of simply being "nonreligious," atheists strongly believe in the lack of existence of a higher being, or God.

atheism


79%

Satanism


75%

agnosticism


67%

Judaism


63%

Buddhism


58%

Islam


46%

Paganism


33%

Christianity


13%

Hinduism


8%
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My Interests

Mark:), My Kids:) Ollie:) Music, Singing, Mermaids, Horror movies and Figurines, Medical procedures, diseases, cures, the human body, Love, Hugs, Kisses, Buying presents, Sunny days, Rainy days, Nights at home with Mark:), Days off, Hot showers, Being silly, Saying stuff in stupid voices to make people laugh, Sleeping in, Affection, Loyalty, Friends, Dreaming.

I'd like to meet:

People who understand the meaning of compassion, trust and honesty:) My best Girl MEL:)

Music:

Ammune System, The Tea Party, Alice in Chains, Pantera, Skid Row, Guns 'n' Roses, Fear Factory, Soundgarden, Faith No More, Queens Of The Stone Age, Kyuss (When they were) Marilyn Manson, The Cure, The Strokes, Foo Fighters, Jeff Buckley, Ministry, A Perfect Circle, Type O Negative, Smashing Pumpkins, Stone Temple Pilots, Radiohead, Nirvana..and Above all..INCUBUS!!!

Movies:

All of the FRIDAY THE 13TH's...especailly part 8 Jason Takes Manhattan..The Texas Chainsaw Massacres..except for number four.(REALY shit!!), all Hellraisers, Nightmare on Elm Streets, Day of the Dead, Dawn of The Dead, The Velvet Goldmine, The Acid House, Re-animator, Return Of the Living Deads, Bad Boy Bubby, Party Monster, Natural Born Killers, Meet the Feebles, Brain Dead, Detroit Rock City, Termiators 1,2 & 3, The Crow, Splash, Beetlejuice, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Frankenweenie, Tool Box Murders, Corpse Bride, The Doors movie, The Dark Crystal, the Labyrinth, The Little Mermaid,Four Rooms, Thirteen Ghosts, All the Alien Films, All the Harry Potter films...and More

Television:

Family Guy, The Simpsons, American Dad, I LOVED Buffy and Angel when they were on, My Name Is Earl, Southpark, Drawn Together, Jerry Springer, Cheaters, Twin Peaks...

Books:

Mansons book.."The Long Hard Road Out Of Hell" is my favorite book of all time!!!! Most things by Steven King, The Talisman, Dark Tower, Pet Cematary, Salem's Lot, Needful Things, Rose Madder, Misery, I love Clive Barker's work too, Cold Heart Canyon, Raw Head Rex, The Great and Secret Show...and more

Heroes:

Mark...words couldnt express what he means to me, not a day goes by where I dont sit back and think of how lucky I am to have him in my life. He is the most kindest caring compassionate soul I have ever come across. All my life I have never loved anyone else like him, I dont know how i managed to get someone like him...but I am truely thankful to whatever cosmic force responsible for bringing us together...LOVEYOUSOMUCHBABY:)

My Blog

When coke turns to blood....

Went out this weekend with Josh Ross Prue mel Mark and Bleak :)...We went to Heresy at inflation...I hate clubbing, clubs and the people in them...I hate them with the fire of a thousand suns....But t...
Posted by Jezabelle79 on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 01:09:00 PST

Wasted ramblings

Went to the Ammune gig tonite ( which was fucking amazing!!)....took us 40 mins to get there and 2 fucking hours to get home..what the fuck??? Couldnt find chapel street and I almost pissed my pants.....
Posted by Jezabelle79 on Sat, 09 Feb 2008 08:51:00 PST

Anti Coagulant

1. What is the status of you and the last person you texted?Fuck off2. What is wrong with you right now?Nothing that I cant fix...pity you cant say the same for some : )3. Do you miss your first love?...
Posted by Jezabelle79 on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 06:43:00 PST

Underage persons prohibited

1.Do you still talk to the person who hurt you the worst?Yep..she is my family 2. Have you ever seen your best friend naked?I see him naked all the time :) 3. Are you obsessed with someone?no4. What ...
Posted by Jezabelle79 on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 01:15:00 PST

Couldnt post a bulletin :(..so a blog will have to suffice :(

RED = ANGER1. Are you currently mad at someone?Mad??...Now that would even begin to describe it!! 2. Which of your family members has the worst temper?My Sister!! 3. Have you ever thrown something at ...
Posted by Jezabelle79 on Wed, 19 Dec 2007 08:57:00 PST