Stuicide Ruckus - ProfilesArchive

About Me

I exist.

My Interests

Christ , Guitars, Bass, Skateboards, Snowboards, Fights, Beer , Conspiracy Theory, Literature , Writing, Music, Movies, Rock and Roll, Despondent displays of morbid self loathing and an incapability to respond to the pressures and pitfalls of a macabre and derelict world, Things that get me in trouble, Spending time with friends, Two stepping, Experimental music, Critical self analysis, Travel...

I'd like to meet:

God, Emerson, Voltaire, William Shatner, Chuck Norris, and myself.

Music:

Bane, Saves the Day, Dillinger escape Plan, B.B. King, Fats Domino, Caliban, Hammerfall, Shockwave, Dodging Bullets, Consume Consumer, Hollywood Undead, Red Hot Chille Peppers, Weezer, Panic! At the Disco, My Chemical Romance, Atreyu, 18 Visions, Chariot, Norma Jean, Spitfire, Foxhole, Avenged Sevenfold, Meatloaf, Iron Maiden, Motorhead, Misfits, Samhein, Walls of Jericho, 3 inches of blood, Fallout Boy, Starflyer 59, Boy Sets Fire, AFI, Pflanz, NIV, MC Chris, Aptmosphere, MC Lars, Lagwagon, NoFx, MxPx, Jawbreaker, Operation Ivy, By the Grace of God, Radiohead, Blood Brothers, Slithering Beast, Destro, Tiesto, NIN, Faith no More...Mike Patton...Mr. Bungle, Silverstein, Poison the Well, FATA, and on and on...

Movies:

Boondock saints, Princess Bride, Pirates of the Caribean, Star Wars, Star Trek, Stargate, Boulevard of Broken Dreams, Titus, Jin Roh, Transformers: the movie, SLC Punk, Brotherhood of the Wolf, Spinal Tap, Sean of the Dead, Super troopers, Club Dread, and on and on...

Television:

Adult Swim, Northern Exposure, CSI, Bonanza, Gunsmoke, Office, Scrubs...

Books:

Emmerson, Kerouac, Twain, Griffin, Christie, Poe, Salvatore, Fesit, Eddings, Rowling, Machiavelli, Greenwood, Uris, Cummings, and on and on...

Heroes:

My Grandfather.and Chuck Norris!

My Blog

Inhalation of this worlds mediocre biproducts leaves me searching for an inevitible escape

As I inhale the fumes from this worlds excrementI realize my lonely undeniable predicamentMy life is nothing if not dismalThe prospect of living in this worldleaves me waiting for an escapeThis world ...
Posted by Stuicide Ruckus on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 03:44:00 PST

drowning

I am rolling in a twisting motionlike the storm swept oceansfalling under the grey crestsas salty waters bind my chestas the sky flashes with horrible intentthen eventually I'll come for airand when I...
Posted by Stuicide Ruckus on Thu, 03 Jan 2008 10:46:00 PST

drinking to much

This is my final callI've fallen way to farIt's time to go homeIt's time to leave the beer behindSo if you've begun to fallon your way to your carit's time to go homeIt's time to leave the bar behindH...
Posted by Stuicide Ruckus on Thu, 27 Dec 2007 07:57:00 PST

race

I'm running a raceat this clumsy pacewishing that maybe I'd changeknowing that I'm strangecoming to grips with meis all that I winis everything I amso when you observeme in my elementknow I'm not eleg...
Posted by Stuicide Ruckus on Tue, 27 Nov 2007 01:31:00 PST

welcome to here.

When all of this is overI'd like you to knowThat all I ever did wasmove to fucking slowWhen my heart stops beatingI want you to knowThat my whole lifehas been this fucking coldTake me away where I can...
Posted by Stuicide Ruckus on Thu, 11 Oct 2007 03:16:00 PST

This is mine.

I am woundedI am coldDeath is abundantI am selfishI am boldLove is hopelessThis is my hell.This is my world.I am twistingI am listingI am fallingI am nothingThis is my hades.This is my dream....
Posted by Stuicide Ruckus on Thu, 11 Oct 2007 03:11:00 PST

Those eyes!

You twist my world with the simplest glance Your smile burns brighter than the hottest sun I look at you and I want to run I think of you and I want to stay Now all we have to do is take a chance Try ...
Posted by Stuicide Ruckus on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 07:02:00 PST

(Fireball) Forward

I've been running the same race I've been holding to this same fate Setting the pace to a cadence That seems to make no sense This is such a beautiful place To be ruined...
Posted by Stuicide Ruckus on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 11:47:00 PST

Fireball (solice)

Desire propels us forward, never to escape Pressure builds inside us, never to release Silence presses down on me, never to abate The darkness calls to you, never to decrease ...
Posted by Stuicide Ruckus on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 11:31:00 PST

Fireball(rebirth)

Flames lick the heels of fate Lay your head to rest on the wind You have succumbed to hate Let the flames release your final sins As a pheonix on the edge of ...
Posted by Stuicide Ruckus on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 10:29:00 PST