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About Me

I'm cool. I'm laid back but intense. I like everyone who is real,comfortable with who they are and not trying to be someone that they are not. I like to talk smart, and think of ways to make the world a better place, and I also like shootin the sh*t and drinkin beer and smokin. Family is real important to me, and good friends are family. I'm always tryin to better myself, and I'm more likely to think that I made the mistake, not the other person. I'm keep things real, Im not good at lying. I have a strong conscience, and I like to keep it clean. I do believe that the soul is in the eyes. I've always felt older than I really am. I love music, I love to sing, play the guitar, and I am a wicked kazoo player. I'm very religious, but I don't identify with any organized religions. I believe in the golden rule. I would much rather live in the country than the city. I want to become a teacher, because I love kids and I want to make a positive difference in the world. I still have ideals, I snore softly, and I have very lucid dreams. I like to protect, and I like to cuddle. I feel comfortable at the opera, and at a sports bar. I've been to a few different countries, and appreciate all cultures.

My Interests

Music, reading, art, rugby, watching the fights and drinking beer, smokin, hiking, camping, spending time with people i love.
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I'd like to meet:

dalai lama, bill clinton, halle berry

Music:

I like any kind of music that has soul. real music, not the computer generated, pitch shifted mcdonalds brand pop music.

Movies:

city of god, amores perros, documentaries, harold and kumar, slapstick movies, everything except chick flicks

Television:

national geographic, curb your enthusiasm, sports, conan o'bria n

Books:

stephen king, shakespeare, chaucer, gore vidal, bathroom readers collection

Heroes:

Gandhi, malcom X, martin luther king, nelson mandela, lincoln, jimi hendrix, segovia, mozart, bob marley. anyone who stands up for the freedom of soul

My Blog

life now

Well, its been awhile since I've written a blog, so I thought I would catch up. (I still plan on finishing my first 25 year autobiography) Man, Shit has been tough the past few months.&nb...
Posted by "I" does not exist on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 10:51:00 PST

haha satan!

Well, this messengersoflove thing must be right, I've been feeling pretty good and then today the devil tried to shake my faith. It didn't work. Everyone go add yourselves as f...
Posted by "I" does not exist on Fri, 20 Apr 2007 04:36:00 PST

I've been tagged

Ten random things about me and ten people I've tagged. 1. I have double-jointed thumbs(big deal right?) 2. I've been told that I intimidate people, which is the last thing that I want to d...
Posted by "I" does not exist on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 06:07:00 PST

taken from an email to my mom

I try not to hold the poison in, to let go and let live. To live on. I think pot probably helps me the most, because holding onto things is part of my twisted nature. From holding th...
Posted by "I" does not exist on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 12:23:00 PST

Chapter 8 College years and my love

I started college the summer after I graduated. I took 2 classes just to get my feet wet. The next summer I took a full load of classes and would do so for the next 2 years. My father had come b...
Posted by "I" does not exist on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 02:22:00 PST

Chapter 7 high school

I went into the 9th grade extremely unprepared for high school. I never had finished 8th grade, (My dad's teacher friend overseas wrote a paper saying I finished while I was there). I also...
Posted by "I" does not exist on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 06:04:00 PST

Chapter 6 life in the west bank

As my mother and I boarded our KLM flight direct from San Francisco to Amsterdam, I was not nervous or excited at all. She was elated, it being her first trip outside of the US(except Canada).&n...
Posted by "I" does not exist on Sat, 10 Mar 2007 04:13:00 PST

Chapter 5 8th grade

I went to middle school at Arden middle school. In 8th grade I had developed the reputation as a loner/stoner, even though I hadn't done drugs. My grades were horrible, and it was basically...
Posted by "I" does not exist on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 09:49:00 PST

Chapter 4. 2nd through 7th grade

I remember the first day at greer very clearly. I was very nervous and scared because I didn't know anyone and didn't have a friend yet. I met a boy named Ian and he and I were friends until he moved....
Posted by "I" does not exist on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 05:59:00 PST

Chapter 3 primary school

I remember my first day of kindergarten, seeing my parents leave me at school. My father was around for that year. My mom tells me that they were testing me on words that start with the le...
Posted by "I" does not exist on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 09:20:00 PST