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Welcome everybody,
I am currently studying Video media arts at UCCA maidstone
I must tangle my twisted thoughts into your pulsatingly trivial brain until my feverish fortitude frenetically fails and all becomes a pitiful blur of what is. Then what was turns and corrupts the easily led for the purposes of extracting every last breath from the unwanted. Email/msn messenger me at
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Why waste your time worrying about things that don't affect you. It creates such a negative reality to survive in. Instead of grabbing life by the throat and living it, you wait for a mediocre high supplied by the media to reassure your denial filled content. When this doesn't arrive you gag for more, their every move designed to consume you more. Until your sucked in completely, all that once was becomes blinkered and the truth hidden from view. They give you empty goals and fuel your desire to succeed with promises of a great future. You forget, they are only human, their life is as valid as yours. They have the same wants and needs, only they take it upon themselves to decide what our needs are. Then force it down our throats so we become blind to our own reality. Our own reality being the dreams you had as a kid, that secret language that noone else (as much as they think they do) understands, those little oddities that make you you, a quirky nature that if not careful can be ironed out. The thing we aren't taught at school, a diversion of the rules. I wasn't a rule breaker i was a rule maker. They are very different things, a breaker strives to go against convention for the sake of it, because he/she doesn't understand it so what better than to defy it. Especially if you have a whole group with the same idea. Which is why the breakers tend to be more common than the makers. They multiply and the easily led, are well... led. In a hope they will one day be the leaders (phat chance bruv). Then we have the makers, we understand the rules even follow them for a while. But when those rules, those boundaries that you live by betray you. You start to wonder, what kind of society is this where the old teach the new. Society grows and is forever changing. Ok so they grew up they learnt they discovered. But they got majorly distracted from the world. Which is why me and you exist today, they are out of touch trying to make us what they aren't. How much trust can we have in system, a failing one at that. So you make your own rules, rules which you live by, follow like a religion. These rules become your life, your life controlled by the rules. Thats not to say these rules don't change, these aren't set in tablets, these are rules of the mind. Rules that dictate your every move, your every choice and decision. With each choice comes a new rule, with each rule a new choice. Dark or Light, Left or Right, Work or Play, Health or Indulgence. The list is endless but by keeping these simple rules you start to make a habit of it,and before you know it becomes second nature. You do it without thinking, you have moulded yourself into your ideal. Your perfections make you perfect and you grow in this self structured reality, happily plodding along making films making music. Keeping yourself entertained. When you realise there is a whole generation of people equally as amazing floating in amongst the blanks. Its just a case of filtering them out connecting and building a brighter future. This is our world, we can make of it what we please, never let anyone take that away from you.
D G H KITSON
