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Antonia

An unfortunate and uncontrollable tendency to disappear.

About Me

WAKING:
always painting :: kundalini yoga :: i feel and think :: paying attention :: memoirs and reading absolutely everything :: quite often synchronicity, serendipity and a magical, adventurous existence
FORMING:
I have traveled throughout Asia, Europe, Africa, Canada and the U.S :: I am working towards a Ph.D.
DREAMING AND MANIFESTATIONS:
light and love and life
LOVES:
magical thinking :: unknown realms to be discovered :: dictionary journeys and extensions of the meanings of words :: every word as a vast symbol :: la mythologie vrai du pandora :: pyramids and ancient egyptian history :: India :: hermetic tendencies :: contemplating the liminality of waking and sleeping :: pretending i know french perfectly :: dream analysis :: ghost stories :: recording countless moments into images :: my sweet little cockatiel, Cleo :: Depicting the contradictions and similarities in under water landscapes and outer space galaxies in oil and acrylic
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My Interests

Happiness and joyful splendor

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"Deeper meaning resides in the fairy tales told to me in my childhood than in any truth that is taught in life." -Freidrich Schiller.

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Carl Jung :: The Shadow :: THE UNSEEN AND THE UNKNOWN :: Fairy Tales :: Mythos :: Vipassana meditation :: The Perennial Philosophy and Transpersonal Psychology :: Raw Vision :: THE BLACK PAINTINGS BY GOYA :: Alex Grey :: I love exploring my own creativity and pushing limits in my work- steel sculpture and abstract paintings emphasizing color and texture :: The healing potential of FLOW :: The writings of Mihaly Csikszentmihaly :: ART AS MEDICINE :: ART AS TRANSCENDENCE :: I believe the only true way to be awake is to have a passion that brings joy above and beyond the ordinary :: I want to inspire people to find their passion and live it :: Peonies :: THE STORY OF MEDEA :: Coast to Coast am :: Dark chocolate with chili peppers :: Seeing the world and taking risks

CURRENT MOON moon info

I'd like to meet:

astronomers, astrophysicists and aerospace engineers :: creatures that fly :: other magical thinkers :: wanderlustful :: inspiration :: book readers :: nerds, brainiacs and genius :: those with extraordinary vocabularies :: WISH FULFILLMENT AND THE MANIFESTATION OF DREAMS :: countless cupcakes :: magical carpets and spaceships

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"I don't know exactly what a prayer is. I do know how to pay attention, how to fall down into the grass, how to kneel in the grass, how to be idle and blessed, how to stroll through the fields, which is what I have been doing all day. Tell me, what else should I have done? Doesn't everything die at last, and too soon? Tell me, what is it you plan to do With your one wild and precious life? -Mary Oliver

Music:

the sounds of being in water and under water

Movies:

Suspira :: Blade Runner :: The Science of Sleep and Pan's Labrynth :: The Lives of Others :: Mifune :: Taxi Driver :: The Idiots and Dogville :: The Royal Tennenbaums :: Breakfast at Tiffanys :: Open Hearts :: Hideous Kinky (which inspired me to take an equally impulsive journey to Morroco) :: Amelie :: Hotel (Figgis) :: Gandhi :: Medea by Von Trier :: Wong Kar Wai :: A clockwork orange (and the stanley kubrik stare) :: Me, You and Everyone We Know :: Satyajit Ray: Devi and everything else he has ever made :: Harold and Maude and my favorite film maker- Deepa Mehti: FIRE, EARTH and WATER are completely and utterly amazing

Books:

are my addiction :: The Three Princes of Serendip (Horace Walpole) :: Initiation (Elizabeth Haich) :: Salman Rushdie :: Aldous Huxely :: Murakami :: The poetry of Mary Karr :: Mary Oliver :: J.D. Salinger :: Ken WIlber and Ralph Waldo Emerson :: Henry David Thoreau ("To be awake, is to be alive") :: Damian (Herman Hesse) :: The Moon and Six Pence :: OF HUMAN BONDAGE and The Razor's Edge- actually everything by Somerset Maughem :: Rumi :: The Sun Also Rises (Hemingway) :: Anais Nin :: Banana Yoshimoto :: Sadhana :: V.S. Naipaul :: Jamal Mahjoub :: The Way of the Shaman :: Herzog :: A Passage to India (E.M. Forester) :: Sleeping, Dreaming and Dying (Dalai Lama) :: I love memoirs :: Gustave Flaubert :: Baudelaire :: e.e. cummings ("Somewhere I Have Never Traveled..." I will marry the individual that reads this poem to me) :: Toni Morrison: Song of Solomon and Beloved :: The Notebooks of Malte Laurids Brigge (Rainer Maria Rilke) :: Habiz :: Kabir :: Hildegard of Bingen......everything ever published on art therapy and the creative process :: Muses, Madmen, and Prophets: Rethinking the History, Science, and Meaning of Auditory Hallucinations :: The Witch Must Die: How Fairy Tales Shape Our Lives (Sheldon Cashdan) :: The Archetypal Cat (Patricia Dale-Green)

Heroes:

or better yet, those that leave me spellbound :: Arundhati Roy :: Medea :: Sinead O' Connor :: Audrey Hepburn :: Lars Von Trier :: Joan of Arc :: Gandhi :: Mother Teresa :: Deepa Mehti :: My strong, wise and spirited Nana :: My namesake, Antonia Minor, daughter of Octavia Minor and Mark Antony; Priestess of Ceres

My Blog

LIMINALITY

        I AM LIMINAL               Liminality from the Latin word l+men, meaning "a threshold"*******is ...
Posted by Antonia on Sun, 15 Jun 2008 12:12:00 PST

ART THERAPY

Art therapy is a mental health profession that uses the creative process of art making to improve and enhance the physical, mental and emotional well-being of individuals of all ages. It is based on t...
Posted by Antonia on Fri, 11 Jul 2008 03:33:00 PST

THE SUN - 19

This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. The sun symbolizes discoveries made fully conscious and wide awake...
Posted by Antonia on Sun, 10 Aug 2008 04:58:00 PST

MAGIC - 1

A growing awareness of the magic within. A yearning to grow beyond perceived limitations. The ability to transform your life through the strength and vitality of personal power and originality. ...
Posted by Antonia on Sun, 10 Aug 2008 04:06:00 PST

THE STAR - 17

The star, the guiding vision of hope arises out of the ashes of the tower which has been destroyed. Here comes the harmonious uniting of heaven and earth, the divine protection and power to transcend...
Posted by Antonia on Wed, 06 Aug 2008 11:06:00 PST