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S*M*I*T

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A person is only complete when she has a true friend to understand her, to share all her passions and sorrows with, and to stand by her throughout her life ________________________________________________"There is an inner beauty about a woman who believes in herself, who knows she is capable of anything that she puts her mind to. There is a beauty in the strength and determination of a woman who follows her own path, who isn’t thrown off by obstacles along the way. There is a beauty about a woman whose confidence comes from experiences; who knows she can fall, pick herself up, and move on"
So, an updated "About Me"...Figured it was about time! Life can change in an instant, and I have recently learned that...So, I take nobody for granted! Im almost 30 years old and yes, that's ok....I have the greatest family and friends that I could ask for...and the Greatest 3 year old in the world to keep me busy.....I work way too much, and my hours suck but I LOVE MY JOB! I Smoke, so deal with it!!!! I NEVER drink anymore, and NO, that's not by choice. I hate washing clothes, and usually Im running late.....My mind is always left behind, usually with something else of great importance...Layout made by LoveLadyB

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.. Header Banner Made with MyBannerMaker.com! Click here to make your own!Payten Elizabeth. I love this baby girl more than I ever thought possible. We have been through some tough times together but the one thing that wont ever change is how much she means to me. Although a normal 4 year old, this baby girl can light up the darkest moments of my life. She taught me how to love and she taught me that when something is important enough you never give up on it. I love you baby girl, Forever...

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I drive my car until Im just about to be left on side of the road and I almost NEVER fill it up...I complain probably more than anyone wants to hear but that's ok, because I have a best friend that will listen to every moment of it...Pet peeves include: slackers, bums, or anyone that is perfectly ok to work that doesn't. I think that Food stamps should be for the handicap and it should be manditory that only the true working people that cant afford assistance, get it...I have had a pretty rough life, and I turned out to be successful....my theory is...anyone can do it...Your past and your childhood doesn't dictate how your future is, YOU DO...Payten Elizabeth is my world...(a 3 year old with the mind of a 20 year old...HA Wonder where she gets it from?) I could never live a day without her laughter in my soul...My family is so VeRY important to me....I am so family oriented...I have realized that you only get one chance at life so you have to make the best of it. I have the most important motivator in my life and if I lost him Im not sure how I would survive. He keeps me going just when I feel like giving up. I LOVE to meet new people, and most importantly I love to meet the ones that I have lost contact with. I LOVE writing poetry, and I love anything inspirational....If you wanna know more...just ask me...alisunl is my yahoo messenger!

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Me and my girl! Funny how life works out but for the longest time we never left each other's side. My life got challenging and my time dissapeared but no matter how faint my appearance in her life became she seemed to push that much harder for me and never left me stranded. I owe her more than I can ever repay. This girl is a true friend, the best one that I could ever think of...There is not a moment in her life that if she needed me I would not be there. She IS my rock and without her, I would be nothing....I would never have had the strength to do the things I am doing today and she needs to know that every bit of success in my life she has had a hand in it. She keeps me grounded and focused and the most important thing is that she cares. I'd stand by her through anything, even if she was wrong. As long as I have her, and she has me...We are unstoppable.

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♥I like all sorts of music...My heritage music though would be my heart and soul. My dad played music, prior to his death, with a band called Bits and Pieces. They play alot of what i call "wedding music" here in the south! Some country, jazz, blues, swamp pop.....just good hometown music....My everyday style though would be almost anything....EVANESCENCE, Nickelback,Godsmack, Eighteen Visions, Avenged Sevenfold, Bullet for my Valentne, AFI Disturbed, Shinedown, The Cure, Anna Nalick, Sublime, 311, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Gorrillaz, Jeff Buckley, NIN, Pink Floyd, Prodigy,Pearl Jam, Mutehound,Alicia Keys, John Mayer, James Blunt, Norah Jones, Coldplay, Anything Alternative, Rap: Anything "GANGSTA" enough! AND TECHNO, underground, Trance anything with a good beat. I have some favorite DJ's but looking to acquire some new favs.

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Be loved for who you are...If you give as much love as your heart allows...Then you will recieve even more from the ones that TRULY matter. Life is a test, and only the strong survive. Pain is only weakness leaving the body, so succeed...Endure...Live..There will be challenges to face and changes to make in your life and it is up to YOU to accept them....believe in yourself...If you focus on today, If you are happy today, If you feel so complete inside today...Then tomorrow will be just as good, because tomorrow always follows Today....Sometimes we go through pain and heartache for a reason...when one door closes, another door always opens...Be optimistic about everything...Keep your head up and your heart open, and if you can do that...You can accomplish anything!

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If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense.Nothing would be what it is because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary-wise; what it is it wouldn't be, and what it wouldn't be, it would.You see?

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♥♥♥I would have to say My Hero is my Mother. My Dad died and My mother raised My Brother and I at very young ages. She did what she could, and worked to make sure that we had everything we could ever need. I Love Her with all of My heart!!♥♥♥My Stepfather is another Hero. He took on my brother and I a few years later when he and my mom got Married. He has and still is been the best thing in my life other than my dad. I know my dad sent him to us to help us.

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Kids are gross!

There are definately some things in here that may be considered gross...But I have learned some nasty things about 4 year old kids...and other things I just need to yap about! I guess it was so long a...
Posted by S*M*I*T on Fri, 02 May 2008 08:45:00 PST

Your plan...my plan

My heart was broken quite in two,When you begged me to trust youIt was damaged from the start,And then you chose to leave your markI trusted and believed in you,We danced the dance that lovers do.Life...
Posted by S*M*I*T on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 08:25:00 PST

An overview on 30 years

Life can take some unexpected turns...Good and Bad.  All of them being learning experiences and truly memorable times.  We learn from mistakes and personally, Most of those mistakes were fun...
Posted by S*M*I*T on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 10:45:00 PST

In efforts to make myself feel better about myself..

So Im not sure how this is going to work.  But, it is an attempt to make myself feel better....about myself.... Maybe it’s feelings of guilt...causing this disaster feeling.  Or being ...
Posted by S*M*I*T on Wed, 02 Apr 2008 08:19:00 PST

dreaming.

I close my eyes and see your face.  It’s a picture that I can never replace.  Your skin so soft and your loving ways, they take me back and the dream re-plays...To want something so ba...
Posted by S*M*I*T on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 12:00:00 PST

Breathless

BREATHLESS her voice so tender and sweet eyes so soulful and deep passion filling her voice and heart she leaves me breathless..seeing her soul so full of life her heart on fire with desire lust paint...
Posted by S*M*I*T on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 10:57:00 PST

In your eyes

In your eyes I can see A little light That can save me In your eyes I can see A dark hole That used to be me In your eyes I can see A love for you That is beyond me In your eyes I can see Our life tog...
Posted by S*M*I*T on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 10:52:00 PST

She’ll still be mine

There is a smile upon my facea smile no one can ever eraseshe put it there just by her loveits heaven sent from up aboveShe believes in me when all else failsThe look in her eyes show all detailsHer h...
Posted by S*M*I*T on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 09:05:00 PST

My girls, My heart...

So I broke the manotany, and had a fantastic night out with my girls.....I was brave, and even though I had to work this morning...I still hung in there all night, and it was great.  I remembered...
Posted by S*M*I*T on Sun, 16 Mar 2008 11:45:00 PST

a what? a blog?

So, if most of you really know me, you know that above all on your friends lists I was the top blogger running your page over and then all of a sudden it stopped.... That upsets me, but blogging wasn'...
Posted by S*M*I*T on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 10:01:00 PST