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HELLO Ka3_0Z

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About Me

Studieux, tranquille, contemplatif et meditatif. A voyage beaucoup et a vu beaucoup. Ecoute toutes sortes de musique pour inclure le rock, l'alternative, le metal, le J.S. Bach, le Vivaldi, Dolly et Garbage, etc.// Religion: Two Thirds Eastern Mysticism; One Third Star Wars// Ancestry: demi-asiatique & demi-espagnol// Zodiac: Belier// Yes, I am an uber geek among geeks. (I know that there should be two little dots called umlauts above the u in uber but my keyboard doesn't have those!) Why not a nerd you ask? Well, a nerd is super specialized in one subject or field almost to the exclusion of all else(usually). Whereas a geek spreads his energies in two or more fields of endeavor (usually). Anyways, I had eyeglasses with white tape parts on the left temple and the bridge of the frames. Need more evidence? Well I have none. I've thrown it all away. You'll just have to take my word for it.I am unapologetically conformist. I possess 2 ears, 2 eyes, and a nose and a mouth. I have a J.O.B.; I drive a four wheeled vehicle and buy lots of gasoline for it; I eat food; I *heart* ________ and ________. ; I use big words in letters at times and have been accused of having a vocabulary. I ________, I________ and I________. Finally I ________and ________.Though quiet by nature, I occasionally do hurt someone's feelings... OR I poke and prod and like to get into the spiritual 'kool-aid' inherent in all living things and materia... *giggles**HEH*Strippers scare me. And so do Hooters girls. (No, I will not tip you 5 US dollars in your g-string!) Honestly. NO ONE'S that nice to you in your real every day life.... STRANGER!!I'm no good at sports. I watch no ballgames of any sorts.... EVER*SPECIAL* thanks to 'M' (who shall remain nameless) for introducing the following non-sequitur to me... *SHAKES FISTS* THE TWAT!! ...you know who you are... And the "Goth of the Year Award" goes to.......STITCH!!!! Actually she wins this award on a monthly basis. I quite don't know how she does it! The F%23@%*$G Twat!!! *shakes fists* (I LOVE YOU STITCH!!!)These following pics were taken from SD art museums. (A random sampling if you will...) Okay, okay, THAT last one isn't from any museum. But it's still ART! MANN!!

My Interests

Reading tons of books. Researching on the internet. MUSIC (Anything except 'rap' & 'r&b'. Esp. 'rap' & 'r&b' in another language. Par exemple: Rap Francaise or Rap Hebrew. Can Withstand short bursts of Ethnic Arabic Music but only if it drives everyone else in the car APE SHIT!)Well, okay. I listen to French Rap once in a while... Weightlifting. Cycling (urban assault and cross-country bikes). Running (before foot injuries) Art. Poetry. Travel. Language studies. Stalking.

I'd like to meet:

I'm only in this for the possible exchange of ideas and/ or infos that may result one minute, hour, or day later into a pleasurable co-mingling of viewpoints, hypotheses, or ideals. Okay, nothing that I just typed made any sense. But that is the whole point of it all. To hopefully have an open frame of heart or mind. To be able to let go of negative preconceptions even if only for a moment in time. Only long enough to know what it was like to be pure of soul and intellect. In those empty spaces in your head when the word NEGATIVITY HAD NO MEANING. After which we can just all open our eyes and live in our present state of spirit or mind. Whatever that may be! People with enough creativity Who don't use a Head-on Pic as their default, but would instead photoshop something to all hell and unrecognizability. Or people who use a Head-on Pic with a creative camera angle. (okay, I'm lying. I would like to meet someone with an actual SOUL!) I like insouciant, non-chalant people. Yes, I like typing the word insouciant. Insouciant Insouciant Insouciant. I like default pics of people getting eaten by animals or monsters. Yesh, that is cool. I *heart* girls that use mega-amounts of eye-liner. Esp. those of pagan origins... *SPOOKY*

Music:

GIRL IN A COMA, ARCH ENEMY, MNEMIC, MESHUGGAH!! KMFDM,CombiChrist,Dimmu Borgir - Progenies of The Great Apocalypse

Natalie portman on SNL

theslimP ECHO & THE BUNNYMEN Fave albums: Ocean Rain, Crocodiles, Porcupine, and the four CD retrospective "Crystal Days 1979-1999". I got into this band at the same time that I was into Slayer! Echo was at the start of the 2nd British "new wave" invasion. Though at that time they were called "post-punk" which gradually transitioned to "alternative music". Ian McCulloch lyrics are at times either non-sensical or obtuse or just plain brilliant in the latter albums. But most importantly, his lyrics got me into writing poetry. I spent many hours trying to figure out the meanings, which led to me developing my creative writing abilities. THE RACHAELS/ PORTISHEAD/ RADIOHEAD/ THE DEFTONES/ APOCALYPTICA/ OLD SUICIDAL TENDENCIES/ CHRIS CORNELL/ SEVEN DUST/ PRONG/ PRIMUS/ SYSTEM OF A DOWN/ NIGEL KENNEDY/ DISTURBED/ DICK DALE/ DROWNING POOL/ RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS/ ACHTUNG BABY! -U2I was never into U2 until I heard this. The year prior, their "Joshua Tree" album won all sorts of awards. I didn't even care! What did it for me were the PHAT bass lines. THis was a bass heavy danceable album. Joshua tree didn't really show case that. I like cellos and baroque/ classical song forms as well. It's a little known fact that Cliff Burton, Metallica's first bassist had formal training as a classical pianist. Old Metallica songs always had that "classical music" feel because of Cliff's pianist background.) Faves:ONE, Until the end of the world, So Cruel, Mysterious Ways, Tryin' to throw your arms around the world, and Ultra Violet. A lot of his lyrics are very worldly and hold meaning. Very touching.All that you can't leave behind... U2/I only liked about two thirds of the album I'm afraid. My favorites were: Walk On and Kite.Against- SEPULTURA/(with new lead singer Derrick Green.) I only liked about half this album. The few songs that were good were outstanding. They had Tribal drumbeats, violins, orchestral arrangements and double bass drum speed metal synergy. All in one song sometimes! The other songs just sounded like filler material.Chaos A.D.- SEPULTURA/With the old Lead Singer. Max Cavelera before the band split up. IN terms of songwriting this is about the apex of the Seps combined talents.Diabolus in Musica- SLAYER!!/(I grew up listening to speed metal. Slayer's format has not deviated unlike Metallica. Metallica is still an awesome band. I'm just pointing out though that slayer has stayed true to their musical vision for their whole careers. Anyways, DIM has the most severe grooves in this album. Usually their songs have severe rythm and some melodic accompaniment with the guitars. But groove requires less melody and more bass guitar and Drum interplay. The guitars are there to back the rythm section up instead of the other way around. Mostly I listen to slayer when I run long distances and lift weights. The drum beats and rythm get you going long after your body wants to call it quits and die right where you stand.)DIvine intervention- SLAYER!!/God Hates Us All- SLAYER/(The album sounds negative but it isn't. The title song is a tongue in cheek take on how most humans won't take responsibility for their own actions or mistakes and would rather just attribute this that or the other thing to God hating us. Rather, it is we who hate ourselves because it is we who perpetuate all the low down dirty rotten things that happen to everyone else. NOT GOD! That's the chorus to one of the songs (god hates us all). And in between the chorus he's describing how humans do this and that and how WE mistreat others and are killing off ourselves. If you don't know already, Slayer doesn't worship the devil. They are Atheists and entertainers but are very shrewd observers of society and human nature in general. I don't expect you to run out and buy this stuff. It's a very savage, hard hitting, brutal kind of music. It's make-war-kind-of- music sometimes. It's an acquired taste in other words. If you're not into it it's cool with me. To tell you the truth most of my friends don't like the same type of stuff that I'm into but that's what makes the world interesting.)East meets East- Nigel Kennedy and the Kroke Band/ J.S. BACH/ VIVALDI- NIGEL KENNEDY AND THE BERLIN PHILHARMONIC/ VIVALDI- Sophie Mutter and the London Phil (I think?)/ GARBAGE V. 2.0- SELF EXPLANATORY Beautiful GARBAGE- These songs have so many textures. The ones I like off the first album were: Fix me now, Not my Idea, and my favorite is still MILK. The lyrics are to die for. So beautiful and melancholic. Not that I care for it but she's a specialist at singing these songs that are so full of longing and desire, but that never seem to come through for the person.GARBAGE - BLEED LIKE ME/(I caught them live in Paris and they played Run Baby Run and Right Between the Eyes as well as Bleed Like Me. Which of course made me run out and get the CD when it came out. I loved about 75% of this album. There were about 2 songs out of the 11 that one can consider filler material. Another 2 songs were okay.) Album of the Year - FAITH NO MORE/ WHO CARES A LOT? - FAITH NO MORE/ Wisconsin Death Trip- STATIC-X/ Classified, Shine & Born- (3 different albums) BOND/ Fallen- EVANESCENCE/ Gran Turismo- THE CARDIGANS/ the BLACK album- METALLICA/ Support YOUR local Music Scene: KimDiVine**WARNING** SCANDINAVIAN ACOUSTIC GODDESS!!**WARNING**: RenataYoungbloodI could go on and on but then this list will never be written.

Movies:

LEON THE PROFESSIONAL (uncut international version) Jean Reno, Gary Oldman Director: Luc Besson/ KISS OF THE DRAGON - Jet Li / Director: Luc Besson/ BLADE RUNNER/ HEAT/ PAYBACK/ GHOST IN THE SHELL/ THE BROTHERS QUAY/ PEDRO ALMODOVAR FILMS/ THE CHRONICLES OF RIDDICK/ CONSPIRACY THEORY - Mel Gibson, Julia Roberts/ TEARS OF THE SUN - Bruce, Monica Belluci/ Director: Antoine Fuqua/ THE HUNTED - Tommy Lee Jones, Benicio Del Toro/ BLADE 2 - Wesley Snipes/ Director: Guillermo Del Toro/ HELL BOY - Ron Perlman/ Director: Guillermo Del Toro/ WAY OF THE GUN - Ryan Phillippe, Benicio Del Toro & James Caan/ SWORDFISH - John Travolta, Hugh Jackman/ HANNIBAL - Anthony Hopkins, Julianne Moore/ Director: Ridley Scott/ OLD SCHOOL - Luke Wilson, Will Ferrel, Vince Vaughn / Director: Todd Phillips/ AMERICAN PIE 2 AND AMERICAN WEDDING/ 8 WOMEN - Francois Ozon/ IRREVERSIBLE - Monica Bellucci, Vincent Cassel/ Director: Gaspar Noe/ BROTHERHOOD OF THE WOLF (LES PACTES DES LOUPES)- Samuel Le Bihan, Monica Bellucci, Vincent Cassel, Mark Dacascos/ Director: Christophe Gans/ ZATOICHI MEETS YOJIMBO - Katsu Shintaro, Mifune Toshiro/ MAN ON FIRE - Denzel Washington/ Director: Tony Scott/ LOST IN TRANSLATION/ LOTR/ AKIRA KUROSAWA FILMS/ LONE WOLF AND CUB Series: Wakayama Tomisaburo Director: Misumi Kenji

Television:

I have not watched T.V. in 3 years.

Books:

T. Tzu (the art of war), R.L. Wing (I Ching), Mike Mignola HellBoyComics , Kazuo Koike, Goseki Kojima (Lone Wolf & Cub), Most Anything written by NEIL GAIMAN, D. Bolleli (On the warrior's path), Shunryu Suzuki (Zen mind, Beginner's mind), A. Demello (Awareness), Hustler Barely Legal 10th Anniversary Edition, Ben Counter (Soul Drinkers, Grey Knights), William King (Gotrek & Felix series), G. T. Hammond (The Mind of War: John Boyd and American Security) K. Code (A twist of the wrist), Brian Lopes (Mastering Mountain Bike Skills), Gerd Shraner (The Art of Wheelbuilding: A Bench Reference for Neophytes, Pros & Wheelaholics),

My Blog

9 Random Things...

nine random things that I love. little things.1. Being suddenly aware of how small and insignificant we as human beingsare in the scheme of things. It fills me with loneliness but it's okay as WE ARE ...
Posted by HELLO Ka3_0Z on Sun, 14 May 2006 10:23:00 PST

Don't Read this if your name is 'M' cuz it's already on your bloody comments page!*shakes fist*

A Haiku for 'M':So un-pacified, Older than fiveLikes Kitties and non-sequiturRandom, chaos flightLike Dandruff off the shoulderFalling..."AAAA-HHAAI!! *bows curtly* Domo Arigato Gozaimashita M-Sama!!"...
Posted by HELLO Ka3_0Z on Fri, 24 Mar 2006 07:18:00 PST

Learn from this....

(30 March 05)     Yield rather than resist. When a person can finally admit to themselves that they are not strong, only then can the healing process begin. When a person thinks himself to ...
Posted by HELLO Ka3_0Z on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

A poem of Rumi

Gamble everything for love....Half-heartedness doesn't reach into majesty.You set out to find God,but then you keep stopping for long periodsat mean-spirited roadhouses.Don't wait any longer.Dive in ...
Posted by HELLO Ka3_0Z on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST