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Marmar Ultor Gradivus is CRAZY !!!!

Super Trouper beams are gonna blind me, But I won't feel Blue, like I always do, Cause somewhere in

About Me


The Invitation
It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living.
I want to know what you ache for
and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing.
It doesn’t interest me how old you are.
I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool
for love
for your dream
for the adventure of being alive.
It doesn’t interest me what planets are squaring your moon...
I want to know if you have touched the centre of your own sorrow
if you have been opened by life’s betrayals
or have become shrivelled and closed
from fear of further pain.
I want to know if you can sit with pain
mine or your own
without moving to hide it
or fade it
or fix it.
I want to know if you can be with joy
mine or your own
if you can dance with wildness
and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes
without cautioning us to
be careful
be realistic
remember the limitations of being human.
It doesn’t interest me if the story you are telling me
is true.
I want to know if you can
disappoint another
to be true to yourself.
If you can bear the accusation of betrayal
and not betray your own soul.
If you can be faithless
and therefore trustworthy.
I want to know if you can see Beauty
even when it is not pretty
every day.
And if you can source your own life
from its presence.
I want to know if you can live with failure
yours and mine
and still stand at the edge of the lake
and shout to the silver of the full moon,
“Yes!”
It doesn’t interest me
to know where you live or how much money you have.
I want to know if you can get up
after the night of grief and despair
weary and bruised to the bone
and do what needs to be done
to feed the children.
It doesn’t interest me who you know
or how you came to be here.
I want to know if you will stand
in the centre of the fire
with me
and not shrink back.
It doesn’t interest me where or what or with whom
you have studied.
I want to know what sustains you
from the inside
when all else falls away.
I want to know if you can be alone
with yourself
and if you truly like the company you keep
in the empty moments.
© Oriah Mountain Dreamer
There is actually quite a lot of stuff 'about me' on this page if you peruse long enough. But if you would like to know more about me then just ask. I like questions. Especially difficult ones.
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My Interests

Music, song-writing, the occult, magic(k), sex, women, alcohol etc (add more later)

I'd like to meet:

People who are interesting, shy, extrovert, dominant, submissive, neither dominant or submissive, sexy, honest, confident, insecure, bitchy, caring, weird, talented, intelligent, ordinary and ALIVE.

Music:

RAGE Against the Machine....

"Killing in the Name of!!!" by RATM ^

"People of the SUN!!!" by RATM ^

And other stuff such as....
"Astronomy Domine" by Pink Floyd

"Land of Hope and Glory" by the Sex Pistols
"Masters of War" by Bob Dylan

"Self Evident" by the Righteous Ani Difranco
I think Ani deserves 2 songs on my list, don't you? I do.

"Fuck you (and your untouchable face)" by the Righteous Ani Difranco
"T.N.T" by ACDC
"Bad to the Bone" by George Thorogood and the Destroyers
"Voulez Vous" by ABBA
"How Great Thou Art" - Martina McBride
"Silver Bells (Xmas songs! yay!)" - Martina McBride
More later maybe.

Movies:

The Matrix, Cool Hand Luke, The Wizard of Oz, A Wonderful Life, The Sound of Music, almost any Clint Eastwood film, any film starring The Duke, James Bond with Sean Connery, Withnail and I, The Wall, Ben Hur, Blade Runner, Star Wars, Midnight Cowboy, One Flew Over the Cookoo's Nest, 2001: A Space Odyssey, The Shining, Salem's Lot, Jesus of Nazareth, Pulp Fiction, Raiders of the Lost Ark and etc, Monty Python and the Holy Grail, The Doors, Alien 2, Terminator, Mad Max, Trainspotting, Planet of the Apes, The Man Who Would Be King, Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid, the Carry On films, Hammer House of Horror stuff, any old British War film such as Where Eagles Dare, Elvis films, White Heat, The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, The Italian Job, The Invasion of the Body Snatchers, Up the Junction, The Krays, The Man Who Fell to Earth, Barbarella, Oliver [Twist] (1968 version), St Trinians films, Steptoe and Son, The Three Musketeers, some early Disney films such as Dumbo or Snow White or Jungle Book or Pinocchio, Walkabout, Alice in Wonderland, Yellow Submarine, any Michael Caine film, Laurel and Hardy, the Magnificent Seven, early b&w Flash Gordon, Lassie... , The Scarlet Pimpernel, Chitty Chitty Bang Bang, ALTERED STATES, Dirty Dozen, The Omega Man, They Live, b&w Tarzan films, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, The Jazz Singer (with Neil Diamond), Rebel Without a Cause, old b&w Vampire and Werewolf films, West Side Story, Bing Crosby and Bob Hope films, Jerry Lewis films! , ANY Norman Wisdom films, Forbidden Planet, Ghost Busters oh yes, Never Ending Story, Nightmare on Elm Street, Grease, Tootsie, Close Encounters films, ET and Mutiny on the Bounty.... just to name a few.

Television:

Television breeds hate and is the worst God-damn invention ever made! People and families no longer communicate, they are too busy being fucking hypnotised by the picture boxes they have in every room (excuse my french but I get a bit passionate about this, as I'm sure you have gathered.)

Books:

Add to this later too (lol). Fiction stuff like Stephen King, LOTR (b4 the latest film craze), Wilbur Smith, James Herbert. Non-fiction (hmmm) such as Noam Chomsky, the dictionary, Zen stuff and anything that taxes my mind enough to make it shut up.

Heroes:

Joseph Campbell. Well ok, not really, I was just trying to be clever. I have no heroes because I look up to (nor down at) anyone.

My Blog

Emptiness

During the rooftop shootout between Neo and Agent Smith, in Matrix I :Agent Smith: You're empty!Neo: So are you."Look at the world and see its emptiness..." - Buddha...
Posted by Marmar Ultor Gradivus is CRAZY !!!! on Tue, 13 May 2008 04:04:00 PST

Had my camera phone stolen!!!!!

Aint posted anything here for a while as I've been stuck on the beach in Spain with no internet, ahem. Lost my phone with all my photos and videos from the past 2 years on it (over 800 photos!) wahhhh...
Posted by Marmar Ultor Gradivus is CRAZY !!!! on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 01:30:00 PST

Flying Home last Thursday

My journey started off at 8:30am GMT from my apartment in Spain. Having somehow managed to get allowed through Spanish customs with my Calvin Klein "One" aftershave in my hand luggage I boarded the pl...
Posted by Marmar Ultor Gradivus is CRAZY !!!! on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 06:07:00 PST

I Hear Dead People

  I've had many experiences with spirits over the years but these recent ones are quite extraordinary to say the least. In recent months I had noticed a spirit manifesting in various ways, mainl...
Posted by Marmar Ultor Gradivus is CRAZY !!!! on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 05:58:00 PST

Angel of Earth

I was reading an article on wikipedia earlier about the Earth's Magnetosphere and the image it showed really stuck out. I tilted my head sideways and, well see for yourself: This is the link to wikipe...
Posted by Marmar Ultor Gradivus is CRAZY !!!! on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 04:58:00 PST

New Mobile blog, with photos!

Well I have found a new toy I can use to express my occasional random thoughts with photos. It's one of these blogs but you send in photos using your camera phone, with the odd comment etc. ...
Posted by Marmar Ultor Gradivus is CRAZY !!!! on Sun, 28 May 2006 05:56:00 PST

Laird of the Donkeys

 Laird of the Donkeys --------------------- 1. The Carrott i. Belive in Me Oh thow who art the wisest amungst the hole of my creatshion! Oh My chosen ones! Thou art the 3l33t and greatley blessed...
Posted by Marmar Ultor Gradivus is CRAZY !!!! on Wed, 24 May 2006 04:44:00 PST

Liber Liberation

Liber LXXVII"the law ofthe strong:this is our lawand the joyof the world." AL. II. 2"Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law." --AL. I. 40"thou hast no right but to do thy will. Do that, and n...
Posted by Marmar Ultor Gradivus is CRAZY !!!! on Sun, 21 May 2006 06:34:00 PST

With My Hammer on Thor's day

http://www.seizetheday.org/hammer.htm With my hammer I break the chain, I will not remain in Silence, I will stand and I will defend, My RIGHT to fight against violence, No prison can contain, The fr...
Posted by Marmar Ultor Gradivus is CRAZY !!!! on Thu, 18 May 2006 11:15:00 PST

Birdseye

I thought I'd share a few photos every so often, especially from my trips abroad. This one isn't exactly a holiday snap but I'll share anyway. Whilst I was in Plovdiv, Bulgaria with a frien...
Posted by Marmar Ultor Gradivus is CRAZY !!!! on Tue, 16 May 2006 08:05:00 PST