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Ezadelia's X-soilentGreen

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About Me

Well, let's see.... alcohol, cigarettes, music, professional and non-professional pain, regrets, lack of motivation, anxiety, hypochondria, old movies, stress, depression, loss of all hope, trust nothing, endangering myself and others for kicks.... Oh yeah, and my husband, Lawrence.... that's right people.... I got married July 8th 2006. FOR FREAKIN' REAL!! Then about 2 months later I left him, HA.... that's for real too.emo kid

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My Interests

Drinking, playing music, fucking the select few and shoving sharp objects into my flesh....
.. Copied from MySpace.com -- Find me on MySpace and be my friend!

I'd like to meet:

Me at around the age of 12 so I can beat the living shit out of myself.... .. Myspace Contact Tables

Music:

Tool, NIN, Cradle of Filth, Skinny Puppy, Tears for Fears, Operation Ivy, Dropkick, Dead Kennedys, Floater, NOFX, Ween, Pedro the Lion, The Cure, Belle and Sebastian, Deathcab for Cutie, Transplants, David Bowie, Bastards, Type O Negative, Supersuckers, Blondie, Pennywise, Nirvana, Sandy Gilmore, Danzig, Sage Francis, Devo, Crass, Ani Difranco etc.........

Movies:

All Charlie Chaplin, All Peter Sellers, David Lynch, Doom Generation, Nowhere, House of 1000 Corpses, A Day Without A Mexican, Every Peter Pan movie or play EVER created, blah blah I hate trying to think.. I've seen shit-loads of flicks... Where's my beer.... ..

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Television:

Ummm... I'll watch mostly anything that moves... especially when I'm detoxing....

Books:

Yep.. like books a lot... .

Heroes:

Ugh... I'm gonna have to go with clonazepam....

My Blog

Need to do....

Damn, I gotta do somethin' about my website.... it's kinda shotty, new pics too.... I suck @ computers....         ;   *z...
Posted by Ezadelia's X-soilentGreen on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 04:51:00 PST

THE HORROR!! THE HORROR!!

Okay, so I was re-reading my blogs and I've noticed something, I am really, really pessimistic, and I'm pretty sure that's not going to change. I'm only on here when I'm @ my 'rents, and I'm only @ my...
Posted by Ezadelia's X-soilentGreen on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 08:13:00 PST

Fuck!!!! NO FUCKEN MORE!!!!

I AM NOT A FUCKEN BILLBOARD, I AM NOT A FUCKEN BILLBOARD, I AM NOT A FUCKING BILLBOARD, I AM NOT A FUCKIN' BILLBOARD, SO KNOCK IT THE FLYIN' FUCKER OFF ALREADY, GODDAMN....    &nbs...
Posted by Ezadelia's X-soilentGreen on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 02:22:00 PST

I've made the big leagues....

I couldn't be more sick and tired of myself.... nothing makes any sense anymore. I spent my X-MAS in the hospital, the first time w/ Stamper, the second time w/ my mom.... I've just about fucked up ev...
Posted by Ezadelia's X-soilentGreen on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 12:41:00 PST

Fiend!!!!

BLAH!!!! Fiend!!!! Yeah, I tried but I got nothing.... I really wanted to write, I just can't fucking think.... Oh yeah, I got this- I got wasted yesterday -n- shaved my fucking head.... I'm sure I'll...
Posted by Ezadelia's X-soilentGreen on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 07:22:00 PST

Nothing really....

My hair looks cool.... yesterday was Turkey day, I had no turkey.... cross rib. I should really take a break. Yeah.... Bad, Ezzie....             ...
Posted by Ezadelia's X-soilentGreen on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 05:35:00 PST

Such a talented fellow....

He's really such a talented fellow, can get you to believe anything.... you thought you were smarter than that. Kind of takes you aback, like your hearts under attack.... rush me to the hospital, STAT...
Posted by Ezadelia's X-soilentGreen on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 02:42:00 PST

WARNING

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Posted by Ezadelia's X-soilentGreen on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 12:55:00 PST

Sort of doing better....

Ok, so.... I've been taking better care of myself, I'm not dead.... that's a really good thing.... been taking my medication, not getting sick too much, pain to a tolerable medium.... I am losing my m...
Posted by Ezadelia's X-soilentGreen on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 12:25:00 PST

Bitch slap

Oh crimany- now I've done it, I done-gone drank myself into the hospital.... I am currently suffering from..... *sigh*  kidney infections. One of the WORST things that you could do to yourself. W...
Posted by Ezadelia's X-soilentGreen on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 03:25:00 PST