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neiL.one

She's the instrumental to my life

About Me

"You can't call me a starvin' A.R.T.I.S.T. if I feed my SOUL" -"Me"
"Some guys find 2 or 3 songs, I can't even find one GOOD song... ahh fuck it! i'm going to find 2 or 3 songs to play!" -"me"
"I listen, I vibe, I dance, I hear, I feel, and yet i still yearn to be MOVED" -"me"

Holding on to what’s left in my soul.
Beautiful Struggle? Truthfully that's my life... My life is a never ending struggle, but so beautiful at the same time. A contradiction. A never ending world of craziness, business, and questions. My life is abstrakt, I am abstrakt, my soul is abstrakt, my design is abstrakt, my love is abstrakt. Ponder the thought for a minute and it will all make sense. Finding peace is my journey, living life is my retirement. Deep conversations with a side of jokes are my joys, Music and Art are my affairs, making someone laugh, smile, and think are my loves, so to get to know me more, just ask... word? Word.
Can't deny my love for music.
Can't live without my art.
Can't survive without fun & jokes.
That visually summarizes my life... ya'dig? yesssssur!
-Life in a nutshell-
RE:FRESH!
I AM a Music Lover @ Heart.
I AM Creative @ Mind.
I AM Understanding, and yet confused.
I AM A Dreamer.
I AM A Realist.
I AM A Scorpio
I AM Nocturnal
I AM Opinionated, yet quiet
I Care too much.
I Love to Love, but never been loved.
I AM Surrounded with good people.
I AM Not a Church goer, but God dwells within me.
I Laugh to escape emotions.
I AM Respectful to my Parents & Family
eL Cygneil Tuesday's!
I AM Not a drinker, but thirsty.
I AM All about Kangols and newsie hats.
I AM In Love... with success.
I AM In Love... with ideas of... (but still a realist)
I AM Drama free (smile for me)
I Will Cook for you.
I Will cook for her if she's hungry.
I Will eat.
Food Network
Cartoon Network
I AM Always the youngest.
I AM Young with an Old Soul.
I Will show you the world, if you bring the world to me.
I AM still searching...

My Interests

Music, Graphic Design, Cooking, Kicks, Photography, Art Shows, Galleries, Digital Media, Advertisements, Hangin' out at the Magazine section in Barnes&Nobles.

TUESDAYS JUMPOFF w/ the AFF Crew!
TUESDAYS but with a TWIST!

Phatal | B. Bless | Rhemtron | Ragu | Asylum | Bruddahman | neiL.one | B-Stang

I'd like to meet:

God, whether or not i am alive or passed i would like to meet the man who gave me the power to think, breathe, and choose. Also people who could influence me in a positive nature, people who are able to understand this crazy life of mine and flow with it. I'm not very social, but i would like to meet a person who smiles, a person who laughs, a person who motivates, and a person who understands... i'm fortunate to have found people like that, so i guess its down to just meeting God, and my future...Also... Can't wait to meet my grandparents once again... I miss them.

Dario getting his "Superman Dat Hoe" on... haha

Makin' My Head Spin: [Rotation]

Download on Blog

Music:

[Jazz] Bebop, Smooth, West Coast, Ragtime, Etc.
[Soul]Neo-Soul, Modern Soul, Northern Soul, Soul, Etc.
[Hip-Hop] Hip-Hop is Hip-Hop whether its underground or overground it doesn't matter, but still feeling 1990-97 circa of hip-hop
[Reggae] Roots Rock, Classic, Ska, Dancehall, Dubplate, Soca, Calypso.
[Rock] Alternative, Punk, Classic, Soft, Etc.
[Dance] Electro, Soulful House, Bmore, Lounge, Down Tempo, Trip-Hop, Etc.
MUSIC is MUSIC! which is Inspirational

Movies:

I'm a Christmas Movie kinda guy... dunno why, but i am. But besides those... Brown Sugar, Love and Basketball, Scarface, Donnie Brasco, Donnie Darko, Dumb&Dumber , Ray, Beat Street, Kung Fu Hustle, Shaolin Soccer, The Terminal, Shaun of the Dead, Love Actually, and the list goes on...

Television:

nothing really... except for some VH1 Soul, G4TechTV,24, and whatever i can pick up which is usually channel4...

Books:

The B-I-B-L-E (yes that's the book for me!) Bomb The Suburbs, Last Night A DJ Saved My Life, Raisin In The Sun, When Broken Glass Floats Downtime Reading: Dogeaters by Jessica Hagedorn. Magazines::Any Art/Culture magazine printed out there! I'm just trying to get my creative juices flowing again, so i love'em all! Juxtapoz, Giant Robot, Vapors, iCreate, Computer Arts Projects, WYWS, YRB, URB, etc, etc, etc... buy me all of those and i'll be a happy booger! heh

Heroes:

-My Lolo "Idong" may he Rest in peace
-My Lola's You put God in my heart! And that saved me from a lot of things.
-My dad he's the dopest pops!
-My mom... My ma'dukes will always love me! =)
-My aunts and uncles... they always got my back!
-My Cousin's Blood is Blood to me... even bad blood i got your back!
-My Friends... I've got mad love for all of you.
-Hip-Hop... You saved me fo'reals!
-My Lord... You may be last on the list, but you always come first!

My Blog

Its 230am and i'm bored...

LayersLayer.oneName:Neil Birthdate:10.27.81 Birthplace:Toronto, Canada Current location:Soul Cal Eyes:Blackish-Brown Hair:Black, but shaved Height:5'6" / 7" Righty or Lefty:Left Zodiac Sign:Scorpio La...
Posted by neiL.one on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 02:35:00 PST

Music to reconnect my S.O.U.L.

Here's some quick live mixes i did tonight... can't help feel the way i feel right now, but shit... music is where i need to turn to @ this point... ok now i'm gonna go paint. peace and enjoy!Day Drea...
Posted by neiL.one on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 12:12:00 PST

Brown Sugar...

"Wifey material. fine, smart, classy but not a snob. hella hella sexy but not a hoe. that's brown sugar..."So while i sit here watching this movie... and thinking about this project i gotta work on wi...
Posted by neiL.one on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 04:17:00 PST

Love.Language Mixtape Available here!

So finally done with this mixtape... here it is for free download, but if you want an actual copy just let me know and i'll send one your way... this copy is untracked.... and for those ppl with their...
Posted by neiL.one on Thu, 16 Mar 2006 12:54:00 PST

My Live Mixes... Nothing new...

"Soul Quick Live Mix" (9 mins)"Summer Riddims Live Quck Mix" (15mins) *New!* "I Love the 80's / 90's Quick Live Mix" (7 mins) "Bay Area Hyphy Quick Live Mix" (6 mins)...
Posted by neiL.one on Mon, 10 Jul 2006 04:38:00 PST

Zodiac signs... is this me?

The Scorpio represents one of the strongest, most intelligent signs of the zodiac. He or she has a deep well of strength that, if tapped into, can produce a powerful ally, or a vindictive enemy. A hug...
Posted by neiL.one on Fri, 09 Jun 2006 03:19:00 PST

Rest In Power, Rise In Peace

A letter to youThere's so much i want to tell you, there's so much i want to update you on, and now that your gone... i'm lost. I keep on telling myself and everyone that you and lolo were soulmates,...
Posted by neiL.one on Fri, 05 May 2006 02:07:00 PST

while i eat...

Just finished making a pot of arozcaldo / congee, sitting down listening to "donuts" and i'm feenin to mix... i'm sick, but still itchin to do something creative...after finding out my cars window was...
Posted by neiL.one on Sat, 25 Feb 2006 09:44:00 PST

New Years Resolutions????

Is there such thing? Why call it a resolution if its always left unresolved =P but i'm here half asleep and thinkin' what could i do to make 2006 go by without any problems? these are not resolutions...
Posted by neiL.one on Tue, 03 Jan 2006 10:50:00 PST

respects to my lolo

It's almost been two years and i still can't believe my lolo is gone, sometimes i think back on how my lolo would handle things, sometimes i think about what he would say to me if i needed help, advic...
Posted by neiL.one on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST