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Carlos

No time to get down cause I'm movin up.

About Me

"You are so young, so before all beginning, and i want to beg you, as much as I can, dear sir, to be patient toward all that is unresolved in your heart and to try and love the questions themselves like locked rooms and like books that are written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given to you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now." -Ranier Maria Rilke
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My Interests

Cat 5 Cube Critters

I'd like to meet:



Music:

Here's a list you can listen to.
1. Amy Winehouse - You Know I'm No Good (Ghostface)
2. Screamheads - Under the Sun - Subwave remixi'm all about new and dangerous, non traditional music but also need my lionel richie, goldie, The Who, Gilberto Gil

Movies:

"You can't fight city hall." "Death and taxes." "Don't talk about politics or religion." This is all the equivalent of enemy propaganda, rolling across the picket line. "Lay down, GI! Lay down, GI!". We saw it all through the 20th Century. And now on the 21st Century, it's time to stand up and realize, that we should NOT allow ourselves to be crammed into this rat maze. We should not SUBMIT to dehumanization. I don't know about you, but I'm concerned with what's happening in this world. I'm concerned with the structure. I'm concerned with the systems of control. Those that control my life, and those that seek to control it EVEN MORE! I want FREEDOM! That's what I want, and that's what YOU should want! It's up to each and every one of us to turn loose of just some of the greed, the hatred, the envy, and yes, the insecurities, because that is the central mode of control, make us feel pathetic, small, so we'll willingly give up our sovereignty, our liberty, our destiny. We have GOT to realize we're being conditioned on a mass scale. Start challenging this corporate slave state! The 21st Century's gonna be a new century! Not the century of slavery, not the century of lies and issues of no significance, of classism and statism, and all the rest of the modes of control... it's gonna be the age of humankind, standing up for something PURE and something RIGHT! What a bunch of garbage, liberal, Democratic, conservative, Republican, it's all there to control you, two sides of the same coin! Two management teams, bidding for control of the CEO job of Slavery Incorporated! The TRUTH is out there in front of you, but they lay out this buffet of LIES! I'm SICK of it, and I'M NOT GONNA TAKE A BITE OUT OF IT! DO YA GOT ME? Resistance is NOT futile, we're gonna win this thing, humankind is too good, WE'RE NOT A BUNCH OF UNDERACHIEVERS, WE'RE GONNA STAND UP, AND WE'RE GONNA BE HUMAN BEINGS! WE'RE GONNA GET FIRED UP ABOUT THE REAL THINGS, THE THINGS THAT MATTER - CREATIVITY, AND THE *DYNAMIC* *HUMAN* *SPIRIT* THAT REFUSES TO *SUBMIT*! WELL THAT'S IT, that's all I've got to say. It's in your court now."
-waking life

Television:

"The identity of culture, the self-image of a nation, is formed by the concepts, myths, beliefs, and patterns of conduct that are instantly recognized by the members of that social entity as being particularly theirs.....No other single factor of our present-day civilization -- not the educational system or religion or science or the arts -- is so all-pervasive, so influential, so totally accessible to and shared by all individuals in society as is the world presented by television.""Winston turned a switch and the voice sank somewhat, though the words were still distinguishable. The instrument (the telescreen, it was called) could be dimmed, but there was no way of shutting it off completely . . . Winston kept his back turned to the telescreen."-- from 1984 by George Orwell

Heroes:

Truly imaginative people. not just copy cats. mind over matter people. musically talented people. "hero" is a bit hard to qualify for.

My Blog

DYE RICE!!! DYE!!!!

I would like to take a minute to recognize and appreciate....saffron. that's right. My appreciation for the female genatalia of the crocus flower is beyond that of any other flower. You! You are ...
Posted by Carlos on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 08:46:00 PST

words and companionship

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Posted by Carlos on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 08:17:00 PST

heh

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Posted by Carlos on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 08:33:00 PST

subjects are an afterthought anyway

On the psychological plane, we have all been subjected to the endless indoctrination into the notion that we live in a meritocracy, and that those who 'win' in almost every arena are those who deserve...
Posted by Carlos on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 04:06:00 PST

minature expansion

even the quieting noise, shhhhhh, like air releasing from a hole in a tire, is too much noise for the calculating mind. the rationing of thoughts in a focused direction, peering into periphe...
Posted by Carlos on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 10:35:00 PST

Update

 
Posted by Carlos on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 02:10:00 PST

meh

"meh" - Meh means rubbish. It means boring. It means not worth the effort, who cares, so-so, whatever. It is the all-purpose dismissive shrug of the blogger and messageboarder. And it is ubiquitous. i...
Posted by Carlos on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 05:46:00 PST

Quagmire

I made my page invisible. Why? Well for a few reasons. Mainly because we spend way too much time as young adults browsing the internet for trivial crap. I want you to close this window after you'...
Posted by Carlos on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 08:18:00 PST

What Im doing.

It is the time of day when the office quiets down. People retreat from the building into their cars and whiz off for a bite of fast food america. I havent been eating at work lately. My days have been...
Posted by Carlos on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 10:35:00 PST

Better than Sex Cake

it's was an afternoon love-in... ...a day to reconcile the world and quite the noise of tumbling shoes in the dyer, throwing the balance of my life off kilter. I never even took a shower today or chan...
Posted by Carlos on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 08:03:00 PST