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Stygian Cynosure

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About Me

I am one of those super loyal people that takes an almost selfless approach to the relationships in my life.
Empathy is my best quality and worst enemy.
Being blunt and honest are things I take huge pride in having as qualities.
I don't sugar coat much of what I think or say, I consider it lying in the sense that it's giving a false impression.
All I ask for is brutal honesty, equality, some love taps and I am happy.
Ballz to the wall or not at all...
I question whether I should be human...
Will bite when provoked...
Can dish it out and take it...
Adaptable when I need to be...
Life is half illusion, 40% confusion, whatever's left I am usin' to keep myself from loosin'...
Can't fake a smile...
Black Irish and proud...
Endlessly more than meets the eye...
I find this world a beautiful disaster sometimes...

My Interests

I enjoy horticulture(hydroponics and organic), art, music and making it too, pottery, cooking good food, my friends, my cat, drawing when I am feeling inspired enough to do it. Going into the mountains and wading in a river or stream. I haven't been to the beach in so long that I would probably not come back for a while, anyone down? I went to Amsterdam a few years ago and that was awesome, I would suggest just about anyone going there if you are into that sort of thing. I am always up to go there and anywhere else in Europe. I just got back from Colorado with my old man, I never knew anything could be so beautiful in my life. Hands down makes any other place I have been look like a bitch. Everything there is big, even the crows. All I want is to live life in happiness and I don't see a reason not to do it that way either.

I'd like to meet:

Ghandi, Einstein, the Dalai Lama and my parents at my age to name a few..... I find myself looking for people who are not careless with others and their emotions. Basically anyone with brains, the heart of a philosopher and an iron will. People with ulterior motives need not apply, espionage is punishable by fury unknown to most.....
Otherwise I don't have a problem with too many people. hehehe....

Music:

Mad Season,Led Zeppelin, Jimi Hendrix, Bob Dillan, Johnny Cash, Front 242, Future Sound of London, photek, LTJ Bukem, Dj Marky, George Clinton and the P-funk All Stars, STP, NIN, Eric B. and Rakim, Ultramagnetic MC's, Dr Dre, Snoop(of course snoop with his now n later gators on), Grandmaster Flash and the Furious Five, Sugar Hill Gang, Miles Davis, Charlie Parker, John Coltrane, Duke Ellington, Gorillaz, goldfrapp, Frou Frou, Bob Marley, Sublime, Beastie Boys, Chuck Mangione, Black Crowes, Baby Mammoth, Alice in Chains, Cypress Hill, The Beatles, John B, calibre, Juno Reactor, Otis Redding, Al Green, Outkast, Wu Tang, Marvin Gaye, DiNovo, White Zombie, Stray Cats, Prodigy, Stevie Wonder, RATM, Pink Floyd, The Guess Who, Eric Clapton, The Doors, Sian, Sade, Rick James(byotch!), Busta Rhymes, Everlast, coldplay, aphex twin, Sasha, Carl Cox, Adam Freeland, Armin Van Buren, Scarface, Dick Dale, Camino Blue(even though that is a label), Big Bud, Thievery Corp, G-love and Special Sauce, Slightly Stoopid, The Ramones, Black Flag, Henry Rollins, GWAR, Helmet, TOOL, The Sex Pistols, The Mighty Mighty Bostones, (old)Green Day, The Cure, Depeche Mode, Curtis Mayfield, The Platters, James Brown, Public Enemy, Ceelo, Buckcherry, D'Angelo, dj vadim, Black Stone Cherry, Cult, The Coasters, Old Crow Medicine Show, Social Espionage, Fat Freddy's Drop...........my brain hurts from all that thought, but there is so much more than that.

Movies:

Friday, Half Baked, Signs, LOTR, Star Wars, Seven, From Hell, Train Spotting(for some fukt up reason), Reseviour Dogs, Pulp Fiction, Super Troopers, How High, Airheads, PCU, Swingers, Office Space, Napolean Dynamite, Blow, The Incredibles, Snatch, Sin City, A Clockwork Orange, Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon, Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy, Waiting, Super Bad, AVP, AVP:Requiem, High Fidelity, Transformers, O' brother where art thou,

Television:

I have totally stopped watching TV since I bought a house, so my time to just sit and chill are few and far between but when I do I spend that time with my family or friends. That's enough entertainment for me =)

Books:

Snow Crash, The Physics of Star Trek, The Great Shark Hunt, Stages of Meditation, Genesis Revisited, The Secret Life of Plants, Uriel's Machine, Holy Blood Holy Grail...I really don't read too many books.

Heroes:

My Pops, enough said. Other than that its between Superman and Spiderman.....

My Blog

No tears.....

[Scarface] Now the funeral is over And all the tears are dried up Niggas hangin deep on the cut gettin fired up Lookin for the nigga who pulled his pistol on my homie An eye for an eye so now your lif...
Posted by Stygian Cynosure on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 05:31:00 PST

Promises....

I made a promise to myself today that I think is one I will uphold to the fullest....A man is not judged by his possessions but by his actions in life.  I am a man of action from now on and I wil...
Posted by Stygian Cynosure on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 06:32:00 PST

Category F-5

The momentum life accumulates from time to time is daunting when in the midst of organized cyclonic chaos.  It's like my brain has been so busy with life that I was having issues making enou...
Posted by Stygian Cynosure on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 02:59:00 PST

MIA....

I know I have been a little MIA lately but life happens sometimes and I gotta do what I gotta do to survive.  It's been nice to actually live life the way I want it again.  I have finally fi...
Posted by Stygian Cynosure on Tue, 29 May 2007 02:37:00 PST

Trying to be a Ninja....

Change is inevitable in life but my life seems to have vast swathes struck down in a single pass. I am not complaining what-so-ever, frankly it's kinda fun when I feel like the seat of my pants are st...
Posted by Stygian Cynosure on Tue, 22 May 2007 03:53:00 PST

Life's little nuances......

There are ever so slight changes going on around me constantly....I think it's time to put things into perspective and get trued up with the inner workings of my soul. My thoughts have been muddled wi...
Posted by Stygian Cynosure on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 01:26:00 PST

This one is for all of us.....

Just something I stumbled upon that I thought you'd enjoy reading:     Advice to Young Men from an Old Man1. Don't pick on the weak. It's immoral. Don't antagonize the strong without caus...
Posted by Stygian Cynosure on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 06:26:00 PST

Fear not....

I am apprehensive to say the least when it comes to situations like the one currently enchanting my gray matter. Trying to force the night watch to stand down is a wicked battle at times. Scars and un...
Posted by Stygian Cynosure on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 01:13:00 PST

Can't we all just get along.....

..>perseverancenoun1. persistent determination [syn: doggedness] 2. the act of persisting or persevering; continuing or repeating behavior; "his perseveration continued to the poin...
Posted by Stygian Cynosure on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 07:25:00 PST

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