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About Me

:I have noticed how happy and simple children are...is their sense of security false? Or are they just out to do what satisfies them? I admire the simplicity of childhood....Adults complicate things so much...while trying to achieve happiness we create so much grief for ourselves. I want to always know how to appreciate the simple things, a clear blue sky, a beautiful sunset or just living to see another day. I've been wondering to myself about this world we live in....I've been feeling like a pawn in a chess game. Secretly controlled and watched, given a set of rules and expectations...maybe If I get close enough to the sky to touch it I'll peel the paint off the two way mirror I'm being watched from. There is so much to think about from day to day, you can choose to distract yourself with what the media is trained to tell you or you can just wonder what is really behind this facade we call everyday life...I really think it would be too overwhelming to know everything. I cannot help but wonder...I have a thirst for truth and I'll be dissapointed if this is it... I am thankful for life but I just want to know it's true purpose. I want the essence of the truth...raw and completely tangible. Someone else says that are history is proven through facts that someone else recorded...*sigh* These are the thoughts I meddle in while people have their conversations about the world they think they know... this was going .. I was born The only thing new to this is me....Header Banner Made with MyBannerMaker.com! Click here to make your own!

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..Interested in knowing myself more and loving all that there is to love about me.... Now is the time to be selfish with me...because I am all I have. I want to educate myself and pleasure my desires: my desires to learn love and live. I want to fullfill my thirst for creativity and artistic things.... I have accepted that I live in my mind from time to time...and I love to dream... I am my most productive with my poetry when I let myself bask in the crevices of my mind...there is so much I probably have to learn and I am exited to do so. I love to travel and I love eating delicious foods....chocolate I cannot live without! I also enjoy socializing...meeting new people is so fun and beneficial, you never know what someone new can teach you or what elements they can bring into your life. Well I assume that this is a good enough outline of my interests...but not all of them (to be continued)

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u2,sting,coldplay,giza, wu-tang,common,lauren hill,a tribe called quest,chevelle,the strokes,rick james,audislave,nas,sade,aliyah,jill scott, red hot chilli peppers,nirvana, the cranberries,rakim,311,godsmack,lupefiasco,aliciakeys,amerie, jodecie,druhill,silk,lennykravitz,nickleback,amywinehouse,ra ycharles,Beethoven,kelly clarkston,dave mattews band,to be continued......
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Planets & Houses ..> Zodiac in degrees 0.00 Placidus Orb:0 Sun Aries 24.59 Ascendant Gemini 0.59 Moon Scorpio 12.55 II Gemini 25.06 Mercury Aries 4.14 III ...
Posted by ***Chocolate Sunshine*** on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 08:02:00 PST

Love?

I've been betrayed by myself most of the time....when something is questionable my intuiton is the first one with the answer and when I do'nt listen I discover newfound pain every time never fails.......
Posted by ***Chocolate Sunshine*** on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 11:20:00 PST

lifes morals

I have just recently looked at some of my old blogs...sometimes when I write a piece and return to it later I can be the audience instead of the composer. I was moved by some and hurt by others. My ov...
Posted by ***Chocolate Sunshine*** on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 12:56:00 PST

me myself and I

iat my worst. i really am at my weakest point. I never knew I could be so weak and unene feel so blank inside. my soul feels so tired. I am so unsatisfied with being me rgetic. i never knew i had so m...
Posted by ***Chocolate Sunshine*** on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 05:41:00 PST

area 51

the foriegn invasion?! what happened! I lost myself for a couple of lightyears. the ransom is so high.....tedious hours of self examination. tortorous days under piercing eyes and gleaming scalples. i...
Posted by ***Chocolate Sunshine*** on Wed, 13 Sep 2006 05:07:00 PST

ash

the rawness of looking into a mirror and making impartial assesments. does anyone ever admit how hard it is to pull your own file. self assessments can be a true test of character. accepting who you a...
Posted by ***Chocolate Sunshine*** on Mon, 14 Aug 2006 10:29:00 PST

no subject

I love love. being in love accumulates so much passion in me. in life their are downsides to everything. lonliness is consequental to being too selective.i refuse to accept less than what I want or de...
Posted by ***Chocolate Sunshine*** on Wed, 12 Jul 2006 04:43:00 PST

unavailable just random

i am such a kid at heart. being too serious is where adults go wrong. of course the ignorance of childhood is blissfull but people destroy their happiness by stressing themselves out to get it. as muc...
Posted by ***Chocolate Sunshine*** on Wed, 12 Jul 2006 04:30:00 PST

my frickin heart was just torn up by the roots!

I couldbe hysterical but my life is short enough. everything is exactly the way it should be.right?! if I say this enough i will eventually convince myself that this is how logical people think. my fe...
Posted by ***Chocolate Sunshine*** on Mon, 29 May 2006 06:58:00 PST

I'm in love with myself do you think I'm a pompous asshole yet?good!

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Posted by ***Chocolate Sunshine*** on Wed, 05 Apr 2006 03:53:00 PST