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alexis

I would rather be lucky than good... I think.

About Me

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My Interests

everything

I'd like to meet:

..stephen speilburg, eduardo chillida, egon schiele, michael jordan, wayne gretzkie, shaq, coby bryant, bobby knight, dean smith, snoop dogg, ronald reagan, lady di, janine giraffalo, your mom, donovan, andy warhol, picasso, les claypool, jesus, bob marley, john lennon, elvis, jim morrison, dale chihuly I don't know, maybe you, maybe someone else...

Television:

wings, saturday night live, samurai champloo, just shoot me, futurama, the simpsons, family guy, aqua teen hunger force, sealab 2021, space ghost coast to coast, will and grace, star trek the next generation, law and order, cop rock, cowboy bebop, the twilight zone, the real world (only up to the first 4 seasons, man), jackass, boiling points, blind date, my fat obnoxious fiance, the john stewart show, the naked chef, Good Eats with greg alton, the beverly hillbillies, gilligan's island, heathcliff, the electric company, sesame street, double dare, celebrity jeopordy, dog eat dog, fear factor, the surreal life(with eric estrada and vanilla ice is my fav), oh and house, the state, sifl and olly, the afro ninja, aeon flux, arrested development, freaks and geeks, trailer park boys,

Books:

helpless kindness reality none bastard holy penance chance death strife plenty power tamper leave green desert likness vomit truth tiger strength desire bible secret lies shared world hope death nap awake earth grateful dead seek more yes art create god lose faith everything wait bestill try give give ear peace fly earn crush gentle feed life reap destroy plant foundation nobody useless regurgitate fated indentured servant worth station edith rock red strength dreams children tarnish stain twist shame change liar need want wheel support truth happy anger wait waste reason helpless swear on itmore blue eyes perception truth nothing help dying fated deadly ring right awe legend life four thirteen grasp fleeting lose rythm seep step open closed now never life one love death hate regret sympathy box illusion truth desire anger lies reap yours more meantime biloxy door wing fist smile place space special brief life mine never memories reality vision sad movies was now tomorrow life hope better wait close heart soul truth what you want will strength birth influence aids cancer rot fester boil triumph guns movies killer hallucinate reject hopeless artchive eight star flyer best ever who will remember words feelings lost in today living for yourself keeping the steps to a powerful life leeching blood above all else noticed by those like you walking dead scripts just words truth honesty liar keepsake desire wilt decay mix lumps real television smell odor scent death in reap life form the dead from the dad real reap life from the dead try fated sign language rebirth child resurrection blasphemy life death killer damned wish won't strength orange crush liar fake smile agenda help keep retry life one she doesn't like me gallows glass real time forever forever 3x a daygame forever life try attempt win lose die lose place fate forever keep try helping rebirth needy killer wanted watcher looker earth sky wind cloud float fate never plan why when reason aardvark cope heal hurt effort rules rule understand god life he we she all none failure repress never leech release keep whole healthy pray faith emotion liar emotional liars truth honesty distrust disect mountain wall building earth mildred nothing help useless tired lonely will orgy lust fate restraint hold keep kill die love hate eat semen pierce live try stifle censor truth hand keeper live earth holy finish complete while whole what? instinct murcury light heat fire burn nobody will greenhouse ethyl fuel arrange destiny loss disgrace sadness forever discomfort infinity all well bad me you finger hate this is what you need see me now and never forget you fucker find it! regret gone past forever actions resonated amplified life sound music regergitate heal purity liar lonely affliction hatred pay more sheila life fate destiny killer padded walls research lie difficult false rejection edith hope reason kept love knees strength knowledge hatred smiles looks stares distaste understanding thoughts who are you really? hobbit?then more wait killing money power hatred keepsake blue sadden sleep spite return roulette coin hear ache scream stab trick cover bury earn liar reject know hide essence tile help seen steal x distinct lock real know heal trust edit sneak child early dusk sunset river water fast mountain level rock boulder giant follow distinct trust truth secret fun belief needy liaress lioness distress cheerleader was love in 3 seconds heal lie lonely rejection keepsake sleep heart early distance keeping daylight savior savestress sew fun retribution penance fate lies hate cries essence truth none here wait purge innocence fraud delerium compliance bomb rely looking truth game needs life death holding building machine mountain planet the global village lives yours now jerry uelsmann why create god sex love kill defy plan pain reap karma instigate release love ecstasy euphoria ingrown incest secret captive lingerie death eyes open exposure truth lies regulations jack daniels blame smug fault necessity reply life reveal building lifetime boredom true meaning important protection height lost city extinction ruin bulge another egon schielewait hinder lie rebirth crass history listen bliss stop censor whisper enter freeze hypocrite listerine wealth disperse panic welfare condition release paperwork niche job distinction hoopla agree?
this is a purge of ideas compiled over three days
it, like you and I, means nothing
I implore you to se a r c h your soul.
T h a n k you

Heroes:

you

My Blog

things to get rid of

being all about meall these plansdebtprobably 10 lbsall this art materialall the food in the fridgegarbagenot all the money in my bankthis shirtthese pantsthis attitudesome of my junkall of my hangups...
Posted by alexis on Thu, 28 Jun 2007 11:12:00 PST

i am back

hi,this is the 2.5 week break from work I get for this seasonal jobby job, been getting drunnk, eating bacon, and sleeping.just found out if you open an acct with Wachovia you get a $50 metrocard, so ...
Posted by alexis on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 02:09:00 PST

ok

finally some new picures, I'm in my "polska" tee shirt -the one that gets me weird looks from the old polish ladiesthese were all taken here in bushwick, check it out!-alexis
Posted by alexis on Mon, 11 Sep 2006 05:14:00 PST

post aloha blues

just got back from hawaii, it was awesome, thank you aaron for showing us the best time, it really was something,(and thank you to john, doug, micah, and ryan for letting us stay and a shout out to e...
Posted by alexis on Fri, 03 Feb 2006 07:46:00 PST

if you wait ON line I'll kill you

One thing I've noticed these past few yearsis the mis-use of the phrase "on line"I was appalled when today at the Bureau of Motor Vehicles,(who, throughout time, has set new standards for and is ther...
Posted by alexis on Tue, 17 Jan 2006 11:50:00 PST

over the years

 ain't life great (you may be done with the past... but it ain't done with you)
Posted by alexis on Fri, 11 Nov 2005 11:14:00 PST

this better be good....

these blogs are just record of the punishment I put myself through every day, if I actually lived out the 'conquering the world' attitude I preach, who knows how I'd end up. I heard a story about a ...
Posted by alexis on Fri, 07 Oct 2005 11:22:00 PST

ambition

wtf man, you either got it or you don't aspire to mediocrity and die? or live it (life) and get it am I just postponing my attempt at life, in fear of failure? constantly redefining 'failure' along t...
Posted by alexis on Thu, 06 Oct 2005 12:19:00 PST

what I need

hmm, I thought I posted a blog yesterday... listening to the rolling stones goat's head soup... well it was about an epiphany(sp?)  about art and how it should be made then removed, either disc...
Posted by alexis on Sat, 24 Sep 2005 01:00:00 PST

simple

simple, too lazy to get shit done, but I have 24-hour piano access now, next is my fridge, can I really give it all away, what do I need? gotta quit being so comfortable and loathing, these are the ...
Posted by alexis on Mon, 12 Sep 2005 05:48:00 PST