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stacey.

God made woman beautiful and foolish. Beautiful, that a man might love her, and foolish, that she mi

About Me

I'm a Daddy's girl and my mom's personality double. I have one brother, Alessandro, who I will do anything for. My parents taught me the meaning of respect, generosity, and unconditional love. Srdjan is my boyfriend of two and a half years. He's better than your boyfriend. I love him. I've never been a girly girl. I'm brutally honest and sincere. I love to read, write, and make sense of things. I question everything. I see through most people's bullshit but play along anyway because they aren't worth my time. I have a B.A. in English Lit from ASU. I'm proud of it. I stay up late and sleep in late. I choose my words wisely. I understand that words have the ability to hurt a person more than anything; still, I have yet to regret a single thing spoken in anger. I like to yell. I have violent tendencies but I keep them under control. I'm stubborn and like to fight. I do, however, admit when I'm wrong. I hate being mocked. I hate being doubted. I feel like a lot of people doubt me without any valid reason. That's fine. I believe in myself. I make friends easily but I do not trust easily. Frankly, there's hardly anyone I trust. I can't stand Madonna. I'm always routing for Britney. Team Aniston. Team LC.

If knowledge can create problems, it is not through ignorance that we can solve them.

Don't talk about it. Be about it.

It's not about being right. It's about doing right.

I've been to hell and back. I spill shit, I break things, I make mistakes, and I embarrass myself. I can't just flutter my eyes and get what I want anymore. I'm not a little girl. My life is messed up, I've been through more shit than I'll ever show you. Nobody's perfect. I've been lied to, cheated on and had my heart stolen. I've fucked up, fucked people up , and been fucked up . But, every hit was worth it , because I felt it. I knew it was real. Life is real, and I'm living it wrong everyday. I'm fucking up royally, and doing everything opposite--But do I regret one thing? NEVER . Because at one point, what I did, was what I wanted and I got my fucking SATISFACTION. ♥ ♥ ♥ My life is mine and no stupid bitches or immature boys can fuck it up for me anymore. I'm done with the bullshit, the games, the whores, the attention seekers and the one-uppers. If I can't look up to you, you mean nothing to me. I won't trust you until I want to. I won't act like I care if I don't. I don't throw pity parties and I won't lie to make you feel better. I'm comfortable with what I am and what I'm not, and you talking yourself up will only make me think less of you. I'm not here to please you. I do what I can, when I can, and the best that I can. So, I dare you to TRY AND FUCKING BREAK ME.

"Damaged people are dangerous because they know they will survive."

"For in other ways a woman is full of fear, defenseless and dreads the sight of cold steel; but when once she is wronged in the matter of love, no other soul can hold so many thoughts of blood."

"Love sees sharply, hatred sees even more sharp, but jealousy sees the sharpest for it is love and hate at the same time."

"Hatred is blind, as well as love."

"There is never jealousy where there is not strong regard."

"He who angers you conquers you."

"After the game, the king and the pawn go in the same box."

"A writer is congenitally unable to tell the truth and that is why we call what he writes fiction."

"The free-lance writer is the person who is paid per piece or per word or perhaps."

Smash the rearview mirror
with your fist because
you're done looking back.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


People who believe in love.


Music:

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Television:

LOST, America's Next Top Model, Veronica Mars, MTV Challenges, That 70's show, Laguna Beach, Discovery Health, Grey's Anatomy, The Suite Life of Zach and Cody!!!

Books:

I really like American Lit. from the 20th century. Short stories like Daisy Miller, The Yellow Wall-Paper, Story of an Hour, etc. It's odd, but I like the Norton Anthology. The Canterbury Tales is hilarious. Modern novels are great for entertainment. I also love poetry except the old shit they make me read in school although Lord Byron's fucked up life made some damn good poetry (Don Juan). I love Anabelle Lee and My last Duchess.

Heroes:


My Blog

Just Saying...

I seriously hope that when I'm 44 I'm not obsessed with celebrities half my age. Well, except for the guys I guess, because it's basically guaranteed I'll be a cougar. I'm obviously very much into pop...
Posted by stacey. on Wed, 03 Sep 2008 02:09:00 PST

Solange Knowles

Complete tard.  
Posted by stacey. on Sun, 31 Aug 2008 04:55:00 PST

P!nk

Love her but she should have married Thomas from H & H rather than Carey Hart.   Well okay, maybe it's a draw.  
Posted by stacey. on Sun, 24 Aug 2008 03:36:00 PST

Put it on me.

Blame me For the violent fits of rage The dueling words, The sulking, tears and stubborness. Blame me because I see red, And because I play hard for the offense Though I'm always on the defensive line...
Posted by stacey. on Mon, 14 Jan 2008 10:31:00 PST

Going Back (for my high school friends)

I think back and I remember seeing Pudgy and her group of friends at Vista Verde. I remember them celebrating every birthday with balloons, it was the coolest thing to get balloons from your friends o...
Posted by stacey. on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 01:31:00 PST

And another thing...

You girls who think that it's okay to hit on guys when you know damn fucking well that they have a girlfriend are another problem. Are you not good enough to find another guy? Are there not plenty of ...
Posted by stacey. on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 07:03:00 PST

Fucking disrespect.

Why the hell are people so fucking disrespectful? Where do some people learn to be completely mindless fucking idiots. Just because you're not happy with your own fucking life does NOT give you the r...
Posted by stacey. on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 06:43:00 PST

I still need to hear it.

This is what I need to hear.   SOMETHING YOU FORGOT   I've been lonely, I've been waiting for youI'm pretending, and that's all I can do (that's all I can do mama)The love I'm sending ain't ...
Posted by stacey. on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 09:39:00 PST

A few thoughts

Since I'm terribly bored, sleepy and my mind won't stop... 1. Why are there no good dongs that explain the way a I feel right now? How about I write some lyrics, and some badass sings them for me? 2. ...
Posted by stacey. on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 01:08:00 PST

Untitled. Un-everything.

I don't even want to know the truth. I can't handle the truth. I want to continue the, not such a fairy tale, fantasy that I'm living in. It hurts. Any sign of betrayal or denial and my heart starts t...
Posted by stacey. on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 08:23:00 PST