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I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4I want nothing more in life than to live. I want nothing more than what my mind can fathom. I want to naturally wake up in the morning withouts the dregs of society clinging to my person. I want to breath. I want to taste air. I want to fly. I wish nothing more than to lay upon the dirt, the stones, grass, mud, everything. I want to empathize with the living creatures in the ground beneath me, worming their way to their small nests in the soil. I want to lay upon the existance of the world, its core pulsing underneath me. I want to sit upon the hand of the galaxy, cradled in its warmth, the wilken my pallet and my fingertips the paintbrush. I want to be denied nothing yet given nothing. I want to know knowledge and my very existance. I want to be overwhelmed with emotions. I want to forget. I want to remember.I want to know that I know nothing.

My Interests

Drawing angles and tattoos pretty much. Reading too.Cant get enough of sleep. Never fails to be a good way to pass time.

I'd like to meet:

The male version of me.

Music:

i appreciate all

Books:

Jacqueline Carey. I would become a lesbian for her.

My Blog

I'll Follow You Into the Dark

When one feels an overwhelming sense of weight holding onto their heart, thrumming through their bloodstream, no lightness to counter balance such a significant depression, turn to this song. Not for ...
Posted by rue de merde on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 12:03:00 PST

The Thunder Rolls

Today I heard passion. Today I heard the mortal infestation of feelings coming to their apex, and dying ever so painfully.This song evokes a deep emotion in me that I nigh can explain. It touche...
Posted by rue de merde on Sat, 23 Sep 2006 09:33:00 PST

Significant Lack-There-Off

What does one do, when ones boyfriend is a "Significant Lack-There-Off"? Im going insane. Or deeply depressed. And I wont take shit anymore. Meaning other girls being mor...
Posted by rue de merde on Thu, 07 Sep 2006 06:37:00 PST

Life after Death

Suicide seems so sweet when life holds no bounds to this mortal fleeting soul. Could a piece of information change the reality that revolves around oneself? I would hope not, for I am doomed to...
Posted by rue de merde on Wed, 31 May 2006 10:29:00 PST

New Pictures!

Ok..so its been awhile and i've been lazy... but i finally got some new pictures in. i stopped wearing makeup. i lost weight. l...
Posted by rue de merde on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Model

So i've decided that i need some girl models. I have guys aplently. But I dont have any female friends that have the tall slender perfect body i'm looking for. and none that will get naked for me. ...
Posted by rue de merde on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

SVEN BØMWØLLEN

I found a new computer game I want to play. It sounds invigorating. You're a little black sheep named Sven. You're in a herd of little white sheep with a human male and a big dog. Your task is to ...
Posted by rue de merde on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

L'Via L'Viaquez

I feel like i'm in a game that keeps looping over and over again. Everything is pathetic. Everyone is pathetic. I'm pathetic. I hope it ends.
Posted by rue de merde on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Amount Per Serving

Home from Florida. It sucks here. I want to go back.
Posted by rue de merde on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Do Not Force it Down the Feed Slot

Mmm.. only 2 more hours until I experience the pleasures of warm weather. No more cold. No more chills. No more piles and piles of blankets. Only.. Miami. Such a sweet word. Miami. I shall forever ...
Posted by rue de merde on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST