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KILL THE KITTY

and alone I will die

About Me

I have came to many crossroads in mylife
but i kept going straight
crossroad after crossroad
always thought if i kept going straight
things would turn out ok
or at least find where my life should of lead
or at least i'd find the fucking light
maybe just a touch of light
but fuck i cann't find just one ray
but crossroad after crossroad
nothing but pain and emptiness
dark cold and gloomy
don't get me wrong i have found buds of flowers
but with no light they soon wither away
i know there are not many more crossroads to go
i've gone to far to turn around
and i'd be dam if i'm going to keep going straight
so now a choice must be made
right or left
each way one way
right is a steep hill i cann't see over the top
left is a steep slope don into a valley covered in fog
wtf do i do flip a coin?
walk around in circles to i get dizzy?
think and wait till something gives me an answer?
either way i decide ...decide i will
and if u all happen to be on the otherside of the hill or in the fog.....i will be glad... but if not i say my good-byes now...... so long

My Interests

i hurt myself today To see if i still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But i remember everything What have i become? My sweetest friend Everyone i know Goes away in the end You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of s**t Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stain of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here What have i become? My sweetest friend Everyone i know Goes away in the end You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If i could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way

Music:

Music Video: SOBER (by Tool)

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My Blog

heehee

"A" is for ASSHOLE, of which you all are.   "B" is for the BITCH I kicked out of my car.   "C" is for CUNT, yours sure fucking stinks.   "D" is for your DICK, all shrivle...
Posted by KILL THE KITTY on Mon, 24 Apr 2006 08:01:00 PST

huh?

terrible dreams of my nightmare screams disolusioned in a world filled with hate and lies... blinded by the beauty behind your eyes.. but shattered by your darkened heart...your an angel with no wings...
Posted by KILL THE KITTY on Mon, 17 Apr 2006 09:04:00 PST

falling

I lay, looking at my hands I search in these lines I've not the answer I'm crying and I don't know Watching the sky I search for an answer I'm free, free to be I'm not another liar I just want to ...
Posted by KILL THE KITTY on Thu, 13 Apr 2006 09:04:00 PST

echoes

I stood within the valley,The mountains kissed the sky,And with a trembling youthful voice,I released a mournful cry,I yelled, 'You're not being fair'Then this is what I heard,A voice that echoed bac...
Posted by KILL THE KITTY on Thu, 06 Apr 2006 08:18:00 PST