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M. T. Graves

Is your heart black and full of hate?

About Me

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Hello to all that don't know me. I am Justin, I just moved from San Jose Califronia to Gilbert Arizona. Drums & music are my life. If it wasn't for music, life just wouldn't be worth it.... And love, though it has proven in my past as a door way to loss of trust, pain, depression, and attemptsd suicid, love is to me still very worth the bull shit that comes with it... Uns olhos das mulheres so as partes bem belas do seus corpos. Posso receber to perdido s vezes somente stairing nuns olhos de mulheres. Acho que voc sempre pode contar quanto algum ama-o por ele que os seus olhos contam-no... (That's in Portuguese)
Girls with lip piercings
Girls with Tattoos
Piercings
Vampires
When a girl bites my bottom lip
Being bitten hard
Being scratched hard
Being forced & doing the forcing (during sex)
Being held down (during sex)
Aggressive sex
Kinky sex
Sex in the shower
Girls in leather
Girls that wear chokers
Girls that wear thigh high socks/ stockings
Girls with beautiful eyes
Girl drummers
Girls in corsets
Goth girls

My Interests


Dark & Romantic girls (A escuridade, Romntico, Gtico meninas) I love the rain and cloudy or gloomy weather, I'm not one for summer type weather. I love everything about vampires. Piercings, Tattoos, music, pain (I love to be bitten and scratched.) I like watching movies, reading books, playing video games with my brothers or friends. I like to hangout with friends quite often. I love to travle. Playing my drums..... I love to draw... You know, just trying to keep myself preoccupied from the drama that is life..... (I hate DRAMA) Odeio drama, causas de drama de causa causam dor. E dor leva a suicid. Mas suicid somente o meio fcil fora.. E isso no valor ele.

Music:


Nox Arcana
Nosferatu
Clan of Xymox
The End Party
Wumpscut
Rosetta Stone
Creature Feature
London after Midnight
HIM
69Eyes
Bloody Mary
Blood Lust
T.A.T.U
Shadow Project
Christian Death
The Wake
Ashengrace
Eva O
Nike Cave and the Bad Seeds
Sisters of Mercy
Second Skin
Joy Divison
Love like Blood
Bauhaus
Depeche Mode
Ghost Orgy
The Cars
Audra
Duran Duran
Tears for Fears
Siouxsie and the Banshees
Rammstein
INXS
Bella Morte
The Cure
Ivory Frequency
Mephisto Walz
The Mission UK
The Dreamside
Winter Moon
Reliquary
A Rebours
The Birthday Massacre
After Dusk
Mortiis
The Strand
The Cruxshadows
She Wants Revenge
Collide
Orgy
Skinny Puppy
Manson
Icon of Coil
KMFDM
Front Line Assembly
Informatik
The Last Dance
Tapping the Vein
Imerative Reaction
Punto Omega
Assemblage 23
Mindless Faith
Muse
Velvet Acid Christ
Redemption
Razed in Black
November Process
Tragic Black
System Syn
Tristania
Moon Spell
Cradle of Filth
Dimmu Borgir
Old Man's Child
Dark Funeral
Satyricon
Opeth
Emperor
Dragon Lord
Naglfar
Etc....

Movies:


The Subspecies movies
Dracula
Interveiw with the Vampier
Queen of the Damned
Lost Boys
Underworld
Blade
Nightmare before Christmas and other Tim Burton Films
The Adams Family
Labyrinth
Clockwork Orange
The Crow
The Matrix
Bill & Ted 1 and 2
Army of Darkness
Doni Darko
Dark Crystal
Silent Hill
Hostle
Resident Evil 1 & 2
Dawn of th Dead old & new
Legend
Star Wars 1-6
and lots of funny movies.

Books:


*What is Goth
*Paint it Black
*Oh my Goth
*Interview with the Vampire
*The Guardian of the Night Vampire Series
*The Vampire's Kiss
*Graden of the Dead
*Amanda Ashley...LoveSpell
Embrace the Night
Deeper than the Night
Sunlight Moonlight
A Darker Dream
Shades of Gray
Midnight Embrace
After Sundown
A Whisper of Eternity
Night's Kiss
*Nancy Gideon...Pinnacle
Midnight Kiss
Midnight Temptation
Midnight Surrender
*Shannon Drake...Kensington
Beneath a Blood Red Moon
When Darkness Falls
Deep Midnight
Realm of Shadows
The Awakening
*Debbie Raleigh...Kensington
My Lord Vampire
My Lord Eternity
My Lord Immortality
*Cheryln Jac...Pinnacle
Night's Immortal Kiss
Night's Immortal Touch
*Nancy Gideon from ImaJinn Romance:
Midnight Enchantment (Midnight Series ..4)
Midnight Redeemer (Midnight Series ..6)
Midnight Shadows (Midnight Series ..7)
Midnight Masquerade (Midnight Series ..8)

My Blog

Life... What for???

Sorry for this really poor excuse a Blog. I just felt the urge to say that, LIFE IS SHITY..... Now I cant say why I feel that way, but for the moment I do. Stick a fork in me, Im done..... At this ver...
Posted by Spineless Feline on Thu, 30 Mar 2006 09:40:00 PST

Now I know...

This is a bulletin that I posted earlier.... The Birthday Massacre at Modified ArtsSaturday March 11, 2006  6:30pm - 7:30pm  in Phoenix AZ. This is the first time I'll get a chance to go wat...
Posted by Spineless Feline on Wed, 01 Mar 2006 03:00:00 PST

Waking up...

A so called friend once told me that, (Everyday you wkae up, is a good day.) Well I've come to the realization that for myself, everyday I wake up is just another day for disappointment. The way thing...
Posted by Spineless Feline on Tue, 21 Feb 2006 03:09:00 PST

The Sisters show.....

Last night I attended the Sisters of Mercy show. The show was great dispite the lack of vision due to all the fog generated for effects. But the one thing that wasn't hard to notice at all, was all th...
Posted by Spineless Feline on Sun, 19 Feb 2006 03:55:00 PST

Lets talk shit...

So I just found out within the past few days, that all my so called friends in California are talking a lot of shit about me now that Im not there. So to all of those people who get to read this, you ...
Posted by Spineless Feline on Tue, 07 Feb 2006 01:32:00 PST

Lost...

I once lived in California. I moved to Arizona about almost two months ago& A big reason for leaving was that I had felt that my life was slowly withering away, like rose peddles when nearing death. M...
Posted by Spineless Feline on Tue, 07 Feb 2006 11:45:00 PST

Goths do not come from Gothum City!!!

So Im on my lunch brake at work right now, but only moments ago a co-worker came up to me and said that another co-worker was saying that I and a friend (who also work with me,) are gothic cause we we...
Posted by Spineless Feline on Tue, 31 Jan 2006 03:02:00 PST

Evil and Darkness where aret thou

So I just moved to Arizona, and it seems that trying to find a band, friends, or just people to relate to, is going to be a lot harder to locate than I thought. The goth, metal, or what ever the ...
Posted by Spineless Feline on Sat, 17 Dec 2005 12:03:00 PST

DOING THINGS FOR THE BEST

TODAY I BORKE UP WITH MY GIRLFRIEND.... YAH. IT HURT ALOT TO DO IT BUT I KNEW THAT IT WAS THE BEST FOR HER. SOMETIMES YOU JUST NEED TO KNOW WHEN SOMEONE NEEDS THEIR SPACE AND SOME ALONE TIME TO THINK ...
Posted by Spineless Feline on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

LIFE LESSONS

YOU KNOW PEOPLE HAVE BEEN TELLING ME MY WHOLE LIFE THAT THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON AND SOMETIMES SHIT HAPPENS. WHAT I'VE FOUND OUT IS THAT BOTH THE TWO SAYING GO HAND AND HAND.... WHEN SOMETHING GOOD ...
Posted by Spineless Feline on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST