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Jaci

when my whole world crashed down, my happiness was waiting right under my nose the whole time... its

About Me


I can honestly say I am happier now than i have ever been. I'm a lucky girl with a fabulous husband and a great life. If you already know me you'll see how big of a deal that is. We live with our beagle boy and our ferrets happily in Everett WA. Thank God it is finally starting to warm up!
I spend a lot of time waiting on the things i want in life, but in the end it is all worth it. I have learned much over the years, and i have become better for all the bad i have gone through. What i have is everything to me. And that's a pretty good everything to have!
I've found that there two reasons people come into your life. Either to come and go and teach you something in life, or to come and stay and edify your life. I have cast out the bad lessons from my life and restabilized the good ones. The people that matter most are the people i keep in contact with. My husband and friends are my life.
My life is good.
To see you when I wake up
is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
is a three-fold, utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said,
I miss you.
I see your picture, I smell your skin on the empty pillow
next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days,
but already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again
whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care
and I miss you.

My Interests

I love all things artsy, freakish, and strange... I like to paint and write, i like poetry and love photography. I love people, i tend to befriend those who are friendless and i will talk with anyone about anything as long as it suits my mood... lol

I'd like to meet:

You know who i dont want to meet? People I've flushed out of my life like the turds they were....

Music:

Anything for Rock to Opera, Rap to Country: MxPx, The Eagles, Voltaire, Deadsy, Birthday massacre, Sublime, Cranberies, Tiger Army, Rancid, Sex Pistols, Dropkick Murpheys, Kevin Max, Elvis, Stevie Nicks, Kieth Urban, Sheryl Crow, U2, the Who, Jimi Hendrix, Santana, Newsboys, Limitpoint, Jars Of Clay, Simple Plan, (early) Eminen, Rob Zombie, White Stripes, Beach Boys, The Gorillas, Cake, Sublime, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Violent Femmes, Audio Adrenaline, it goes on and on!

Movies:


Life As A House
The Princess Bride
Drop Dead Fred
The Mummy
The Mummy Returns
Lord of The Rings
The Wedding Singer
Rainman
Clockwork Orange
Lots and lots!

Television:

Family Guy, 2 Guys and A Girl, Simpsons, American Dad, Daily Show, I Love the 90's, etc

Books:

A Prayer for Owen Meany, World According to Garp, Six Centuries of Great Poetry, The Designer's liaison, any thing with some good meaning to it.

Heroes:

My husband Seth is my hero. He saved me from a life of depression and hopelessness. He works long, hard, and selflessly. He is strong and smart and gentle and loving and supportive. He taught me that I am worth loving just the way I am. He is my proof that there are still good people in this world and I love him with all my heart!

My Blog

Baby Eagle

So after twelve hours in the hospital with Candy, things are still progressing slowly. It's right after midnight and they're saying that we're looking at having this baby sometime between three and si...
Posted by Jaci on Wed, 18 Jun 2008 12:27:00 PST

happy birthday to me...

so i'm 23 now. for some reason that makes me feel like a real grown up lol. i spent the day with myself and the doggies doing nothing of any real substance. i did get several emails from the fellas on...
Posted by Jaci on Sun, 15 Jun 2008 01:35:00 PST

progress!

back to work at last and i love it! it's a fun job and the perks are great. free gym membership, wage plus commission, human contact lol! i'm coming up on 23 years this weekend and life is going reall...
Posted by Jaci on Tue, 10 Jun 2008 01:34:00 PST

progress!

back to work at last and i love it! it's a fun job and the perks are great. free gym membership, wage plus commission, human contact lol! i'm coming up on 23 years this weekend and life is going reall...
Posted by Jaci on Tue, 10 Jun 2008 01:27:00 PST

oh my god....

i just realized that i'm going to be 23 in like 2 weeks... i'm getting old! and yes, i know pretty much all of you reading this are olds than me...
Posted by Jaci on Thu, 29 May 2008 01:10:00 PST

thank god...

thank god for a husband who's worth waiting for. thank god for a best friend i can talk to every day even though i moved away. thank god for pets i have to clean up after. thank god for low wage jobs ...
Posted by Jaci on Tue, 27 May 2008 01:20:00 PST

Patience

ya know, when you find that person you know you want to spend your life with, it's great. you envision your future, the places you'll go and the things you'll do together. but unfortunately there was ...
Posted by Jaci on Sun, 25 May 2008 01:38:00 PST

and it takes me back...

i went out and bought some paint today. it's been a long time since i've painted. i'm not particularly fond of everything i end up with but it feels great to paint. it's so relaxing and it reminds me ...
Posted by Jaci on Fri, 23 May 2008 12:28:00 PST

and it takes me back...

i went out and bought some paint today. it's been a long time since i've painted. i'm not particularly fond of everything i end up with but it feels great to paint. it's so relaxing and it reminds me ...
Posted by Jaci on Fri, 23 May 2008 12:28:00 PST

Amazing... part 2

... and this same man will listen and compromise, he'll respect the lifestyle of others despite differences. he shows gentleness in the way he loves his wife. his rough hands produce the softest touch...
Posted by Jaci on Sat, 17 May 2008 03:35:00 PST