Jeffrie

i'm cold...i'm ugly...i always confused by everything... i can stare into a thousand eye but every smile hides a bold-faced lie it itches...it seethes...it festers...it breathes my heroes are dead...they died in my head fill up the herd squeeze out the pain something inside me has opened up again... thought of me exemplified...all the little flaws i had denied forgot today...forgot what ever happened everyday i see a little more of overall defficiencies i'm nothing short of being one complete catastrophy WHAT THE HELL DID I DO TO DESERVE ALL OF THIS i save all the bullets from ignorant mind your insults get stuck in my teeth as they grind way pass good taste on our way to bad omen i decrease while my symptoms increase but GOD what the fuck is wrong you act like you knew it all along your timing sucks...your silence is the blessing all i ever wanted out of you something you could never be now take a real good look at WHAT YOU'VE FUCKING DONE TO ME!!!! what the hell did i do to deserve all of this?? i see you in me... i keep my eyes from prying eyes incapable of ever knowing why somebody please!!! i got to have an answer why am i so fascinated by bigger pictures better things but i don't care what you think YOU'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND ME!!!!!