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amy jay

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About Me

I do not wish for my words to be drowned out by the loudness of my voice, but fortissimo suits me better than the gentle rustling of leaves, and my crescendos point out a passion that will never rhyme with a reasonable rhthym, a flowing together of feelings that does not understand the principles of staccato, I see life as polyphonic, many sounds all together pulsing, pushing so you say my intonation has no patience yes, well, I say patience pays a price which sounds suspiciously like silence and my atonal anger was not meant to be a symphony or a soothing melody, and I have been far too gentle for far too long in a world where even music takes the shape of structured lines and bars, there is no bass, in my song, keeping time no conductor, there is only me you and a conversation.
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My Interests

revolution, writing, Palestine solidarity, feminism(s),anti-racism, mod podge, (fair trade) coffee, anti-oppression work, books, bagels, bare feet on hot sand, laughter, liberation

I'd like to meet:

I am drawn
to the savoring of syllables
the ferver of revolution
the lack of a drone
and the presence
the ups and downs
of melodic syntax
and harmonious arguments.
Those who speak in song and colors
interspersed with militant rhetoric.
I am drawn to questions
without answers,
and I draw away
from answers without questions
And those who give them
and do not ask.
frighten me.

Music:

Ani Difranco, The Philistines, Sleater Kinney, Le Tigre, Mystic, The Coup, Immortal Technique, Climbing Poetree, Rebel Diaz, dam

Movies:

Divine Intervention, Angels in America, Crash, Occupation 101

Television:

Buffy, L Word

Books:

Zaatar Diva (Suheir Hammad), The Country Under My Skin (Gioconda Belli), Desert Blood (Alicia Gaspar de Alba), Wild Thorns (Sahar Khalifeh), The Color of Violence (INCITE), My People Shall Live (Leila Khaled), The Dispossesed (Ursula Leguin), 1984, Texaco (Chamoiseau), The Kite Runner, Brave New World, Kindred (Octavia Butler), Assata (Assata Shakur), teaching to transgress (bell hooks), Sister Outsider (Audre Lorde), In the Time of the Butterflies (Julia Alvarez), Poetry for the People (June Jordan), Conquest: Sexual Violence and the American Indian Genocide (Andrea Smith), What Lies Beneath: Katrina, Race, and the State of the Nation (ed. South End Press), and the fact that this section is so much longer than the movies and tv sections says a lot about me.

Heroes:

anyone who is struggling in this fucked up society, building a better world, or just surviving day to day in the face of oppression, is my hero.

My Blog

On 12/22 I leave for Palestine.

On Dec. 22nd, a week for today, I am leaving for Palestine where I will be working with the ISM (www.palsolidarity.org). This is a link to the blog I will be updating when I am there....http://www.an...
Posted by amy jay on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 08:34:00 PST

Shame

I wrote this a while ago, but it seems like a good time to post it....and it's better than anything I've written more recently on the subject, which is not for lack of trying, just for lack of holding...
Posted by amy jay on Tue, 01 Aug 2006 03:43:00 PST

The meaning of an Explosion

The Meaning of an ExplosionI was raised with the privilegeof knowing explosivesprimarily to take the shapeof fireworksand the only dead flesh that I knew to accompany themwas that on the barbeque;It w...
Posted by amy jay on Thu, 06 Jul 2006 06:15:00 PST