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About Me

Hello...I am currently married and going thru some rough times. I am hoping that the Love of My Life soon reappears & takes the reigns from the man that has been trying to take over in his place. I know that I have made mistakes in the past. However, to move on from there and live-laugh-love & marry after that..just to have the past thrown at me as an excuse for why he can not 'feel' as he did before is crazy.
I am and have been standing firm on my commitment made before God, My Husband and family. If it must end between he and I than it will be on him to declare so. I will be as devastated as I am feeling now, however- I know God will make a way for me. If this man I have belived in and loved with ALL my heart and soul can soo easily give in to the anger and resentment he has let built up, if this man can so easily convince himself he could be happier with a 'younger' or more 'carefree' version of me..than he does not deserve the happiness and love that I have been offering him...
I know that there is a Good Christian Man out there for me. One who enjoys being with someone who can be child like one moment and serious/intense the next. Who would cherish a woman who would love them with her whole Heart-Body & Soul. Who could appreciate someone who can bring Laughter & Joy into their Life. Who would love to find someone who when with the right person can be as playful and 'naughty' as the next person intimacy wise. Who would respect & enjoy the company of someone who is a Writer, Teacher, Playmate, Lover, Friend, Spiritual & as Complex as she is Laid Back, Someone who is as passionate as she is pure, Old-Fashioned as she is Modern, Liberal as she is Conservative etc. . .
I do wish to spend the rest of my life with the man I chose to spend it with on May24th of this year. I have to give it up to God and trust his will for my life. If perhaps the man I married chooses not to find himself in love with me as he once did again. If he chooses to walk away from the life we have built together..I can not stop him. I will eventually heal and be delivered from the hurt and devastation over it- into the arms of one who will be deserving of all I have to offer. We will be a powerhouse to reckon with for God and Our Love.
"These violent delights have violent ends. And in their triumph die, like fire and powder, Which, as they kiss, consume" -Romeo and Juliet
More about me: I Enjoy getting to know others on MySpace and taking one day at a time. I tend to run to extremes. I can be serious, shy & complex one mintue-than I can flip the switch & be off the wall, outgoing & funny. I can see both sides of the fence on many issues. Although, I do have my baseline beliefs & opinions as we all do.
I love to be out in nature. Taking long walks sound cliche, yet rings true for me. I enjoy being outside especially my 2 fave. seasons: Spring & Fall. I enjoy Writing Poems & Analyzing Dreams.
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My Interests

Create your own Friend Quiz hereReading Sc-Fi Fantasy, Writing Poems, Playing online at NeoPets.Com, Listening to my 80's music, Playing Cards/Spades etc., Playing with my Nephews and Nieces, Going for long walks & exploring nature, Watching movies, I love to go to the Art Museum, It has been too long:)

"I don't know what it is about you that closes and opens, only something in me understands the voice in your eyes is deeper than all roses."
~ee cummings~

I'd like to meet:

Open minded people who know how to live life in the moment. I would love to find others who are as off the wall and complex as I am. I have a variety of friends that keeps life interesting!

Check out this link to my friends page that is full of various works by him... Aspiring Writer... Wolf Morgan

What kind of Flirt R-U?
You Are a Coy Flirt!
You're not so much a flirt as the type of girl who draws flirts in
While you look like you're just relaxing, secretly you've got your game on
A little look here, a little wink there... you give men the encouragement they crave
And in return, they flirt up a storm with you - while you just sit and smile What Kind of Flirt Are You?
What Superheroine Are You?
You Are Trinity
"Touch me and that hand will never touch anything again." What Superheroine Are You?
Who is your Inner Muse?
Your Inner Muse is Melpomene
You are most like this muse of tragedy.
While you aren't depressed, you don't shy away from sadness.
Although you do tend to be gloomy, you have a sensitive side.
And this sensitive side helps inspire and help others. What Muse Are You?Take the quiz:
What type off kisser are you? with pics

Passionate kiss
Passionate.
Don't you love that word. okay so your a passionate kiss- you like being Romantic and Mysterious, guys like that, so your all set! go be passionate!

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What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)

Eden
You have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person.

You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them.

If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious.

Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable.

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What were YOU in your past life?

You were a princess in your past life, and lived in a great castle with the most beautiful of gardens in all the land.

Princess:
You loved your kingdom, and your people loved you for you treated everyone equally.Everything was perfect.

Your favorite place to be in were the castle gardens,for the were beautiful and full of life. You died as a queen married to your lover.,

Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect
Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it.
You have the confidence to make the first move.
And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best.
Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser?

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Music:

I love a Variety of Music Artists:
Phil Collins, Madonna, George Michael, Pink, Linkin Park, Simple Plan,Poison, Def Leappard, Fugazi, Michael W. Smith, Lacuna Coil, Staind, Depeche Mode, The Cure, Enigma, Morcheeba, Broken September, Leaves Eyes, Evanescence & More!

Movies:

Goodnight Sweet Girl

Add to My Profile | More Videos Love the Movies! Sooo many to list...
Some Kind Of Wonderful, Pretty In Pink, Sixteen Candles, City of Angels, Titanic, Rome & Julliet, Everafter, Made In Heaven
Bram Stokers Dracula, The Crow, Interview with the Vampire,
Underworld 1 & 2...

Television:

Take the Nip / Tuck personality quiz to see which character you are!

La Femme Nikita, Buffy The Vampire Slayer,
FireFly & Xena the Warrior Princess

Cartoons: The Power Puff Girls, Sailor Moon, Futurama, The Family Guy,
Kidd Video, Care Bears, Sponge Bob, Drawn Together & Most on Adult Swim.

Books:

Writers Corner:
This is where I will promote writers that I have found inspirational as well as greatly enjoyed their works.
By clicking on the images below you will be sent to their MySpacePage/Personal Webpage/ or Website to purchase their works.
This is the writer Wolf's MySpace Page & where you can read his works:
This is the writer Allen Glines MySpace page:
This is a link to where you can purchase his book :
Here is a review posted online in regard to this book of poetry...
by Ashley Grant
A stunning collection from an incredible young poet. The rhythmic writings of Allen Glines will leave you feeling thoughtful and satisfied.
His fantastic imagery and thought-provoking, bold questions will fill your soul and take away the hunger for something real and genuine.
KUSHIELS TRILOGY By: Jacqueline CareyKushiels Trilogy...By: Jacqueline Carey This June is the Sequel to the Trilogy! Kushiel's Scion !
Christopher Pike is my Fave. Author, then comes L.J. Smith & Ann Rice.
I love books that are of Romance, Vampires, Fantasy, Drama & Sci-Fi.

Heroes:

Jesus, My Mom & Anyone who goes against the grain to follow their dreams. Someone who follows their Heart & gives of themselves unselfishly. People who live in the moment and live life fully.

My Blog

"Letter 2 the 1 whose presence is witheld 4 reasons unknown..."

"Letter to the one whose presence is witheld for reasons unknown..." Oh, My love.. Why have you not found me by now? I have prayed and sought to find the piece to complete my puzzle-...
Posted by Lady Heathangel on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 01:48:00 PST

Todays Blogging...

Well, heres a normal blog entry I guess lol...Just a catch up of where I am today - yadda, yadda lol.. I have been trying to stay calm and keep the faith with my marriage beliving we will...
Posted by Lady Heathangel on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 03:26:00 PST

Staind-Everything Changes (Vid Made To Star Wars)

Check out this video: Everything Changes Add to My Profile | More Videos...
Posted by Lady Heathangel on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 10:44:00 PST

Lyrics 2 How I feel right now...

Sick Puppies --- All The Same I don't mind where you come from,As long as you come to meAnd I don't like illusions I can't seeThem clearlyI don't care no I wouldn't dare to fix the ...
Posted by Lady Heathangel on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 12:18:00 PST

Hearts War (poem/expression)

my heart is bleeding all over the floor...losing its life support...souls oxygen fading fast...body barely crawling to the door...I have lived my life loving with all I knew how...I have stood by whil...
Posted by Lady Heathangel on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 01:25:00 PST

Lost Within The Sea (Poem/Expression)

Lost Within The Sea I am tired of my head spinning & emotions reeling. I need my heart to find fresh air to breathe, The pain in my heart is crushing it's will to survive. I have an...
Posted by Lady Heathangel on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 03:38:00 PST

Personal Update & Letter 2-1 I Love...

Well, I am back in Lorain. Trying to move forward and heal as I go. I don't know what t o make of everything that has happend within the last 2 months. I still feel wounded and scarred from it. I am h...
Posted by Lady Heathangel on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 09:09:00 PST

Use this time to heal the hurt B4 it is 2-Late...

Today is the day when ourt hearts will begin a self-'re'-discovery, we well go into the wilderness of of the unknown and try to find our loves truth within 30 days & 30 nights...Neither know the ...
Posted by Lady Heathangel on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 04:42:00 PST

Tonight...

One way or another it happens tonight. There is no more waiting in limbo. There is no 'maybe' or 'i don't know' I can feel it coming in the air tonight. How it goes only God knows. I have given ...
Posted by Lady Heathangel on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 04:44:00 PST

I Sit & Wait... (Poem)

'I Sit & Wait...' I get the feeling you want permission to leave us behind, to find what might better suit your tastes. What you fail to realize,is that what you have now will make all ot...
Posted by Lady Heathangel on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 02:04:00 PST