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Vanessa

The air we breathe & the fire within.

About Me

Latvians will rule the world!My LiveJournal "A blurb? You're a blurb!" What can say about myself? I'm not easy to describe. The best summary, perhaps, is as follows: passionate, honest, and out of my mind. Let's go with that, shall we?If you want to get to know me, these are things you must know first (about me and about other things):1) I don't label people, so don't label me. I don't do drugs, I'm not depressed or suicidal, I don't cut myself, and I'm not 'easy.' These are some of the things people who don't know me assume about me and I really don't appreciate any of these assumptions at all.2) I really DON'T CARE if you've got a 20-inch cock, I'm not at all interested in fucking you. So stop sending me disgusting messages or I'll have my boyfriend destroy you with his bare hands. Or with a big stick. And I'll help him. Okay? Okay.3) Once you earn my trust, you have to keep it. If you ever break my trust, it's really, really hard to gain it back. A lot of people have learned this the hard way.4) I'm smart and strong-willed, and I'm not afraid to be that way. I'm not afraid to tell the truth. In fact, honesty is what I'm all about.5) Most people who know me would probably agree that I do some things differently than most. Well, get used to it, because I won't change for anybody, other than myself. If you can't respect that I always make my own decisions (even in situations where most would disagree with my choice) I will do what I feel is right, no matter what anyone else thinks (this is not to say that I don't respect anyone else's opinions, however). I need to find my own way, so don't think how you react will change my mind. I know myself, and that's all one can know, truly. So if you don't like something I say or do, that's not my problem. You can only live for yourself, and you're the only person you can depend for your personal happiness, when it comes down to it.6) I'm not afraid to love. I'm not afraid to invest in my emotions, to feel them as deeply and truly as they run. Some would call that naive and foolish. I simply say that I'm a passionate person who wants to experience life and not waste time worrying about getting hurt. You'll get hurt many times, and that's a given. You just have to live for the good stuff.7) Don't waste your time telling me that I should do this this or that I shouldn't do that. I only want advice when I ask for it.8) I've grown into a much more patient person over the years, but that doesn't mean I'll stand for being trampled on. I might be a wonderfully nice person most of the time, but if you screw me over, don't think you'll get off easy.9) Don't like my taste in music/clothes/movies, etc.? That's nice. I don't give a tiny rat's ass.10) Maybe I sound rude to you, but I'm really not. I'm actually very sweet. I just lay everything out there, so you know what you're in for if you decide to get to know me.11) I can be high maintenance, but I'm worth every minute. (I have a dry sense of humour, sometimes.)12) I might laugh at the most stupid shit in the world, but I'm EXTREMELY mature for my age. Too mature, I think, for my own good sometimes.13) Linkin Park has SIX band members. Not two, not five, but SIX.14) Johnny Cash did NOT write the song, 'Hurt.' Trent Reznor did, and don't you forget it.15) Severus Snape is NOT an evil bastard.Fun facts about me: -I can hear chocolate. -I have selective vision. -My bite is worse than my bark...and I mean that literally. I will bite you. -I want to torch Spongebob Squarepants. -I might play the part, and I might play it well, but a sweet, innocent little girl I am not. -I like money. You're always welcome to give me money.

My Interests

♥J , alternative mimes, apple crumble, ass-kicking, being a klutz, being a princess, being Betty, being random, being silly, bo staffs, bondage bears, bunkai, bunnies, car-purses, cats, cheetahs, chocolate, coffee, coffee chocolates, concerts, conspiracy theories, corsets, cuddling, cute toque attacks, dangerous encounters with giant rocks, daydreaming, deeming 2% milk to be unworthy, dumpster lovin', Fancy Boy, fantasy, film noir, fishnet, friends, getting impaled by twigs while rolling around in grass, green tea, guitars, having rabbit tendancies, high heels, hockey, hyperness, insanity, inside jokes, invading playgrounds at night, journalism, karate, kata, killer nail clippers, kissing, kite-eating trees, Latvia, laughing at stupid shit, lava lamps, literature, LiveJournal, love, the Machine Song, magazines, Make Poverty History, manly stubble, martial arts, mother Earth, movies, MSN, music, my precious iPod shuffle, mythology, nap time, nature, personifying cool, pet rocks, photography, piercing, pizza, poetry, politics, prose fiction, PVC, radio voices, random giggle fits, random high-pitched voices, reading, sai, sarcasm, self-discovery, sex, shinai, shoto dojo kun, shoto niju kun, Shotokan, sleeve-adjusting, snuggling, socialism, soft lips, taoism, tattooing, The Tea Council, The Toronto Maple Leafs, Tripp NYC, TV, trying to stop my boyfriend from peeing everywhere, unity of will and mind, watching Pomeranians run and laughing at them, west-side Yoda, working out, writing, your mom.

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who is honest, strong-willed, caring, genuine and with a good sense of humour. If you're not the same "style" as me, I don't care. I'm not that closed-minded. I'm probably one of the most open minded people you'll ever come across.

Music:

AFI, Anti-Flag, Aphex Twin, The Arcade Fire, Bad Religion, The Beatles, Bloc Party, The Buzzcocks, Cabaret Voltaire, Cat Power, The Clash, Coil, Coldplay, The Dead Kennedys, Death in Vegas, The Deftones, Depeche Mode, The Dresden Dolls, Faithless, Finger Eleven, Fort Minor, Franz Ferdinand, Front Line Assembly, Gang of Four, Green Day, The Hives, In Winter, Jakalope, The Jesus and Mary Chain, Jurassic 5, Kittie, KMFDM, Kraftwerk, LCD Soundsystem, Le Tigre, Lenny Kravitz, Linkin Park , Magneta Lane, Meat Beat Manifesto, Mindless Self Indulgence, Ministry, The Misfits, Mogwai, New Order, Nine Inch Nails , The Offspring, Orgy, Outkast, P.M. Dawn, P.O.D., A Perfect Circle, Prince, The Queens of the Stone Age, Rage Against the Machine, Rammstein, The Ramones, Rancid, Sam Roberts, Saul Williams, The Sex Pistols, Skinny Puppy, Social Distortion, Spice Girls, Staind, Starlit, Static-X, StevenMarque, The Stone Temple Pilots, Stories and Comets, Stormdrain, The Strokes, System of a Down, The Talking Heads, Taproot, Tool, Tsunami Bomb, Tweaker, Velvet Acid Christ, VNV Nation, Weezer, The White Stripes, The X-Ecutioners

Movies:

21 Grams, About a Boy, Amélie, The Aviator, Bad Education, Benny and Joon, Blow, Bowling for Columbine, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Chocolat, Closer, Collateral, Crash, Cry-Baby, Death to Smoochy, Dogma, Edward Scissorhands, Ed Wood, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Everything is Illuminated, Fahrenheit 9/11, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Finding Nemo, Finding Neverland, From Hell, Garden State, Galaxy Quest, Girl Interrupted, Gladiator, Harold and Kumar Go to White Castle, Harry Potter, Hellboy, Hidalgo, The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, Hotel Rwanda, Ice Age, I ♥ Huckabees, The Incredibles, Jurassic Park, Kill Bill, Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events, The Life Aquatic, Life as a House, Life is Beautiful, Little Miss Sunshine, Lord of the Rings , Lost in Translation, Love Actually, The Matrix, The Merchant of Venice, Million Dollar Baby, Monster, The Motorcycle Diaries, Mysterious Skin, Mystery Men, Napoleon Dynamite, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Ong Bak, Pirates of the Caribbean, Planes Trains and Automobiles, Quills, The Ring, The Rocky Horror Picture Show, Saw, School of Rock, Secret Window, Sense and Sensibility, Shaun of the Dead, Shrek, Sideways, Signs, Sin City, The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants, The Sixth Sense, Sky Captain and the World of Tomorrow, Sleepy Hollow, This is Spinal Tap, Transamerica, V for Vendetta, Velvet Goldmine, The Village, War of the Worlds, Waydowntown, What's Eating Gilbert Grape, X-Men

Television:

24 , Desperate Housewives, ER, Everybody Loves Raymond, Family Guy, Friends , Law and Order, Law and Order Criminal Intent, Law and Order Special Victims Unit, Lost, Prison Break, Seinfeld, The Simpsons, Survivor, Third Watch

Books:

Alias Grace, The Amber Spyglass, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, The Chronicles of Narnia, The Crysalids, A Doll House, Downsize This!, Ella Enchanted, Everything is Illuminated, Feeling Sorry for Celia, Frankenstein, Fruit, Go Ask Alice, The Golden Compass, Harry Potter , Hedda Gabler, The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, The Hobbit , Holes, The Iliad, King Lear, King Oedipus, Life of Pi, Lord of the Flies, Lord of the Rings , Macbeth, Maus, The Merchant of Venice, Monster, The Music of Dolphins, The Odyssey, Othello, Out of the Dust, The Phantom Tollbooth, Stowaway, Stupid White Men, The Subtle Knife, The Taming of the Shrew, The Thief of Always, A Time of Angels, To Kill a Mockingbird, V for Vendetta , The Watcher, Watchmen , Wilderness Tips, A Wind at the Door, The Women of Brewster Place, A Wrinkle in Time

Heroes:

Anyone who inspires and dares to be different.

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Posted by Vanessa on Thu, 29 Dec 2005 08:06:00 PST