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im A FAILURE by DESIGN.

JeSsiCaBlaCKHeArT ..

About Me


Emo Graphic Commentslife never goes as we plan & sometimes we get left in the dark, once i let the pain subside this girl became a BlaCKHeArT.

i want to bite his fuckin lips off...so fuckin sexy, if you look like him ill marry you
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My Interests

right now all im interested in is myself, MYSELF. im interested in keepin my REAL FRIENDS and weeding out the shitty ones, im interested in being HAPPY and surrounding myself with people that bring me POSITIVE energy to me, not people who do things purposely to DESTROY me im interested in becoming the girl i know i am and unconserned with changing for anyone."ANY GIRL CAN BE AN EASY GIRL AIN'T THAT HARD TO BE SLEAZZZZYYYYY GIIRRRLLLLL" - J-MAC FREESTYLE.

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I'd like to meet:

t's not that i don't trust you I JUST KNOW WUT YOU'VE BEEN UP TO and this dial tone is agreeing with everything i've had in mind. and you've got your high as a kite tricks in the bag.so as his eyes move down past your shoulders and the shades start moving in the same direction don't worry, i won't say a thing. YOU CANT BLAME A BOY FOR STICKIN TO WHAT HE KNOWS (STICKIN TO WHAT HE KNOWS).i hope he takes his time and i hope he keeps your eyes closed tight and i hope that when he leaves, you still smell him on your sheets because i can, i can. i hope he takes his time and i hope he keeps your eyes closed tight and i hope that when he leaves, you still smell him on your sheets because i can, i can.if i could get to sleep then, i guess you could stop pretending. because if i didnt think you loved him well then i would lay alone and you've got your high as a kite tricks in the bag.i hope he takes his time and i hope he keeps your eyes closed tight and i hope that when he leaves, you still smell him on your sheets because i can, i can. i hope he takes his time and i hope he keeps your eyes closed tight and i hope that when he leaves, you still smell him on your sheets because i can, i can.you're down for selling me out while i play dumb, BUT ITS COOL CAUSE I LET YOU, YOU THOUGH ID NEVER CATHCH YOU, YOU SAID "WERE ONLY FRIENDS." YEAH, REAL GOOD FRIENDS, I BET. I BETyou're down for selling me out while i play dumb, BUT ITS COOL CAUSE I LET YOU, YOU THOUGH ID NEVER CATHCH YOU, YOU SAID "WERE ONLY FRIENDS." YEAH, REAL GOOD FRIENDS, I BET. I BETyou're down for selling me out while i play dumb, BUT ITS COOL CAUSE I LET YOU, YOU THOUGH ID NEVER CATHCH YOU, YOU SAID "WERE ONLY FRIENDS." YEAH, REAL GOOD FRIENDS, I BET. I BETFORGET YOUR LEGS AROUND MY HIPS. FORGET YOUR HANDS PRESSED ON MY BACK. FORGET ALL THE LETTERS THAT I KEPT. THIS IS ANOTHER I WONT SEND. FORGET YOUR LIPS, YOUR EYES. YOUR THYS. FORGET OUR ONE LAST KISS GOODBYE. FORGET ME STAKING OUT YOUR HOUSE. FORGET, IVE GOT YOU FIGURED OUT!.forget your legs around my hips. forget your hands pressed on my back. forget all the letters that i kept. this is another i won't send

Music:

NOW PLAYING THEM FCUKIN BEATS TURN IT THE FCUK UP!!!
Emo Graphic Comments seriously i dont know anyone who is more all over the place when it comes to music than me. when im drivin in my car its a free for all, ill get ghetto as fuck, spit the sickest rymes, then turn on 1067 and sing fu*kin whitney huston, and then jump to some classic rock, ANYTHING GOES. when i go out, ill dance all night to house music, but have no problem going into the hip hop room and tearing shit up too, music saves me from myself. music says what i sometimes cant. music is what i turn to to get me through.

Movies:

hmm....fight club, cruel intentions,donnie darko, rocky horror picture show,harold and kumar, MAN ON THE MOON, scary movie 1&2, stand by me, a bronkx tale my brain is shot..i cant think
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Television:

ali G, all the hbo specials,i watch maddd shit REALITY TV IS FUCKED- CANT STAND IT! Reno911

Books:

the perks of beins a wallflower, the outsiders, tameing the star runner, romeo n juliet, old yeller, pettles on the wind, the spell, TEX, rumble fish....theres more...

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My Blog

some day, some one will love me.

my thoughts go out to you my immortal beloved, i can live only wholly with you or not at all. be calm my life, my all. only by calm consideration of our exsistence can we achieve our purpose to live...
Posted by im A FAILURE by DESIGN. on Sun, 26 Oct 2008 12:33:00 PST

"if a man wants you...."...wish i saw this sooner

if a man wants you.... If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition or spirit...
Posted by im A FAILURE by DESIGN. on Wed, 08 Oct 2008 06:35:00 PST

Check out this event: A NIGHT OF FRIGHT!

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Posted by im A FAILURE by DESIGN. on Tue, 07 Oct 2008 11:31:00 PST

no rain

All I can say is that my life is pretty plain I like watchin' the puddles gather rain And all I can do is just pour some tea for two and speak my point of view But it's not sane, It's not sane I just...
Posted by im A FAILURE by DESIGN. on Tue, 13 Sep 2005 08:38:00 PST

"our secrets...my fantacies?"

Caress, sooth, I love you. Grab me, touch me, rough me up. Lick, rub, deep breath now. Its going down now.  I'm so hott, music giving me the rhythm, in and out, up and down. Deep breath now. Swea...
Posted by im A FAILURE by DESIGN. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

7 months

"Seven Months" 7 months, i went on thinking about you, as if you'd come back, i knew you for 3, held you for 2, but i knew you were it for me. 7 months off and on, you'd talk to me only when you'd wa...
Posted by im A FAILURE by DESIGN. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

IM IN MODRACKS

im in modracks class, and im bored. i dont think im boring. and this one comment from this one person who said it really has been blasting through my head recently.... no one have ever called m...
Posted by im A FAILURE by DESIGN. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST