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Ilex opaca

I don't wanna.

About Me

I'm sick of being cold. I've seen every episode of Oz and I've been dreaming of Kirk Acevedo lately. I was looking for a picture of him, when I came across a quiz. I had no idea....
Which Oz character are YOU? But I took a different test that said I'm Chris Keller. I am also a good student. E. coli is my newest close friend. I'm looking forward to when I'm an old lady with a cane to shove up people's booties. I want to be an actress and play insane people. I know I could do it. I like Crispin Glover a LOT. I LOVE this guy:

My Interests

http://www.audblog.com/media/17344/39643.mp3 Joel Ferreiro; truth; Crispin Glover; Dancing!!!; Grouchy old men like Bill Borchardt; Double dates; Beer can chicken; Courage; Hearing people say what they really mean; Croissants; Boys who bring me flowers and juice when I'm sick; Boys who fix me breakfast; Kajukenbo Kung Fu; Qi Gung; Threatening your masculinity; Homosexual Tendencies; Talking; Listening; BIRTHDAYS!!!; Attention; Genderfuck; Tranarchy; Jungian Theory; Loving people whether they love me back or not; Babies; Childrens; Dancing; The Gay; Mustaches; Artistic dramatic expressions of emotions I can relate to; Springsteen; Treason; Loyalty; Qi; Sorority with Bekka; Addiction; Abstinence; God; Estrogen; Progesterone; Balance; Gross stuff; When death creates; Plants; Natural medicine; Travel; Fire; The Desert; The Dessert; Playin' in the water; Bunnies; Penguins; Dolphins; Primates; Pigs; People who wear glasses; Hot stuff; Ladies; Gentlemen; Boys who collect old weird toys; Boys who give/loan me books; Boys who have interesting hair; Boys who play with their hair; Boys who eat flowers; Boys who clean their toilets; Boys who put an exclamation point after my name; Boys who work on my car; Wearing the underwear of certain particular boys; unemployed music nerds with shaved heads who fix my car; chicano gardeners with cute hair who throw me birthday dance parties in their basements; That boy who represents - the one who thinks I'm the shit; Crusty mullethead trainhoppers who mop cum; Nino Quincampoix; Girls who know Kung Fu; Girls who lock themselves in a small room with me for several hours at a time; Girls who make neat things; Girls who dance nekkid; Girls who've been my friend for 9 years; Girls who don't get enough time to themselve, because they're surrounded by needy people; Girls who always fix me healthy meals when I go to their homes; Teen parents (even when they're not teenage anymore); Health; Healing from Endometriosis; Nutrition; Astrology; Human Nature; The Moon; Cycles; Traditions; Weddings and other Bizarre customs; Pin~atas; Sociology; Psychology; Maps; Being disturbed; Chocolate; Booze; Therapy; Saints; God; Bigotes; Respectful flirting; Sopapillas; Sex - duh.

I'd like to meet:

... some philanthropists; dorks and nerds, but eliminate the ninnies and the twits; fairies; unicorns; microbes who don't elicit illness; people who play with Mr. De Gleau and feed him steak and who play with and feed Marshall, Jason, and Mr. Blueberry; and then some...
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Music:

I've been to Congo I lived in Rome Spent my lifetime to waste my brainNow it's the same time running out for you and me That pushes, pulls and drags me baby Back to theeSometimes I wonder I can't get enough You're cute and stupid I want it fastI wanna go to hell I wanna go to hell I wanna go to hellAll my guts and bollocks I don't regret fearing and burningI wanna flee to free my brain I never do something rightLeaving the body Taking mind In total control Into the nightI wanna to go to hell I wanna to go to hell I wanna to go to hell I wanna to go to hell I wanna to go to hell I wanna to go to hell I wanna to go to hell Yes I do I wanna to go to hellWith all my guts and bollocks I don't regret fearing and burningI saw the light Stitched my wounds I picked the orchids In Nicaragua's junglesWith all my guts and bollocks I don't regret fearing and burningI'll miss your gams So wet and shiny You're my Vietnam-child Kiss my scars awayI wanna go to hell Yes I do I wanna go to hell Now now now I wanna go to hell Yes I do I wanna go to hell Now now now I wanna go to hell

Movies:

Heavy Metal Parking Lot; City of Lost Children; Delicatessen; Over the Edge; Donnie Darko; The Legend of Billie Jean (Fair's Fair!); Goonies; Weird Science; Ladies and Gentlemen, the Fabulous Stains; But I'm a Cheerleader; The Incredibly True Adventures of Two Girls in Love; Ma Vie en Rose; Times Square; Harold and Maude; Welcome to the Dollhouse; The Wizard of Oz; Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (the original); Pee Wee's Big Adventure; Amelie; What's Eating Gilbert Grape

Television:

No. Except for watching DVD's of Oz.

Books:

Birth Without Violence; What Do People Do All Day; How Things Go; The Weetzie Bat series and all the other books by Francesca Lia Block; Requiem for a Dream; The Perks of Being a Wallflower; Rain of Gold (Lluvia de Oro); The Thirteen Senses (Los Treces Sentidos; Cunt; Stone Butch Blues; Please Kill Me; Running with Scissors, actually most memoirs of people with fucked up pasts; Delta of Venus; Sister Safety Pin; Bastard Out of Carolina; Me Talk Pretty One Day; Holidays on Ice (the part about being a Macy's Elf); Jennifer's New Life; I Love You, Stupid.

Heroes:

Bekka, Rebekah, Drea, Laurel, Lisa Jo, Valerie, Alisa, Mary (K), Penny Arcade, Miss Longstocking, Michelle McVadon, Beaky Fartsmell, The Cowardly Fuckin' Lion, Sr. Ferreiro, and and and and What kind of French Poop lover are you?French Poop and you are the best of friends. French Poop is your mascot, brightening your world every day! Find F.P. at http://www.myspace.com/frenchpoop or http://frenchpoop.com Take this quiz This quiz brought to you by quizcreate.com

My Blog

Anniversary

Today's the anniversary of the shooting.  Time has been doing its job.  Love too. A woman from the P-I sent a message asking what I miss most about Jason, how I remember him, and how I've be...
Posted by Sen~a Bigote on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 10:40:00 PST

Kindergarten

I went to my niece's kindergarten class on Wednesday for a visit.  My niece pretty much ignored me until afterward at Dairy Queen, but the boys chased me at recess.  And when we played tag, ...
Posted by Sen~a Bigote on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 10:11:00 PST

Synchronicity

Both boys that I fell in love with in 2005 have sisters with the same birthday as me. What could this mean?
Posted by Sen~a Bigote on Wed, 16 Aug 2006 12:59:00 PST

My Summer Vacation

http://madonna-whore.livejournal.com/
Posted by Sen~a Bigote on Wed, 26 Jul 2006 03:22:00 PST

Once again, the inevitable.

http://madonna-whore.livejournal.com/46116.html
Posted by Sen~a Bigote on Mon, 26 Jun 2006 02:10:00 PST

Back to the LJ.

http://madonna-whore.livejournal.com/
Posted by Sen~a Bigote on Wed, 07 Jun 2006 04:44:00 PST

How did this "happen?"

Oh my god!  I'm, like, in love and stuff.
Posted by Sen~a Bigote on Thu, 04 May 2006 01:30:00 PST

whoopdeedoo

This seems so miniscule in comparison to what's going on.  I was gonna post about my grades if they were good enough.  I got a 4.0 in both classes.  Jason would be proud.  He also ...
Posted by Sen~a Bigote on Thu, 30 Mar 2006 10:57:00 PST

More about Jason. A reply to all the support.

I just want to thank everyone who's sent me any support concerning Jason.  When I think of how little I must be hurting compared to his Family and his friends, Stewart, Colin, KC, and Atiba, I fe...
Posted by Sen~a Bigote on Wed, 29 Mar 2006 01:05:00 PST

Fuck you, Psychotic Gunman. Rest in peace, Sweet Jason Travers.

So my roommate was murdered Saturday morning. I still don't know exactly why that happened. http://seattlepi.nwsource.com/local/264412_shoottimeline26ww .html?source=mypi There probably was no real ...
Posted by Sen~a Bigote on Mon, 27 Mar 2006 08:11:00 PST