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Nej, aka Wanton

I am here for Friends

About Me

--------I am~~therefore I think--------

paradoxes aside, i have hippie ideals with anarchistic intentions crossed with evil expressions twisted in a hipstering grind. i am a brat. i may spit on you or give you a flower, depending on my mood.
sometimes i cry when least expected, and laugh when not even being tickled.
i have mad delusions and wild dreams.

i like rice.


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My Interests

I'd like to meet:


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i m not interested in perfect gods and goddesses.
i want to see where it hurts.
i want to see from which pain you spring out of that makes your path courageous and integral.
that which makes you bleed and wound so when u speak of love
it is not an escape from that truth u need to see
but a brilliant spark in the darkness.
the acceptance of the ugly and the flawed and what is left at the end of a gathering.

i don t care for your seamless performances.
i want to see the unravelling of every beautiful idea u've built destroyed and burned so the real perfection of what is stands naked at the shore.
i don t need to hear impeccable speeches with elaborate grammatically correct sentences
any more than a real and raw broken silence that runs deeper than conversation.

i want to see your seams
because that s where real trust begins.
broken open hearts demand authenticity to keep working its way.
let your pain be your strength.
let surrendering be your fight.
battle the cages that are within until the dying of the light.
use your eyes that are just beyond the seeing ones...
show me your attachments
so i can admire the flailing cords that you have cut and freed and are making dance with tonight...
let me watch the re-wiring of you
perform for me this glitchy operation of open heart surgery
and the truly divine intervention
just behind the scenes...

Heroes:

the pilots that have the courage to fly and the wisdom to land.