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Eve : LadyApples

drop the balm

About Me

world keeps turning flames keep burning my mind an inferno infernal internal combustion distrusting its own occasional urges surges of powerful yearning im learning still to unwind the intertwining improve my timing (and yet i find myself rhyming) combining rhythm and sound as i continue to ground astounding how high the sky seems how unreachable dreams seem not every kingdom needs a queen not every projection needs a screen sometimes i just want to scream silent and loud drown it all out the incessant self loathing who even cares about clothing anyways?
but
then
i
take
a
deep
breath
or
two
expand into the blue of the sky and the sea where there's no you and no me just a field of intention where we can heal any wrench in the works or the gut any patterns and ruts i could drive myself nuts but instead i crack open farther this is the hard part i talk to the trees i let bugs bite my knees offer blood offer tears offer sweat offer years of my life to whatever is worthy (trying not to catch scurvy) just me open palmed raise a glass drop the balm kiss my ass right or wrong i am here i am free i am clear i am she who eats fruit kinda wild kinda cute in my awkward human suit recruiting for the crucial crusade the renegade parade the earnest charade wouldn't trade it for anything not one breath not one step not one kept secret unveiled not one tear's salty trail...
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My Interests

sustainable hedonism, cultural colaboratory, culinary experimentation, reality crafting, active surrender

I'd like to meet:

keyholders of all manner and form


Music:

tarran the tailor, helios, efterklang, cocorosie, bluetech, deru, marlin, sporque, brightblack morning light, beirut, alaska in winter, one self, living legends, marconi union, pan american, murcof, nina simone, the books, ESG, joanna newsome, pixies, modest mouse, chet baker, felix laband, bjork, youngchen lhamo, django reinhardt, stravinsky

Movies:

Rosenkrantz and Guildenstern are Dead, I heart Huckabees, Wings of Desire, Winged Migration, Fast Cheap and Out of Control, Little Miss Sunshine, Donnie Darko, Three Kings, Fight Club, La Jetee, Brazil, Wierd Science, The Breakfast Club, Fantasia, Spirited Away, Hair.

Television:

iron chef.

Books:

prose: anything by martin prechtel, for the time being (annie dillard), the starmaker (olaf stapledon), true hallucinations (terrence mckenna), the web of life (fritjof capra), always coming home (ursula leguin), the spell of the sensuous (david abrams) poetry: Mary Oliver, Li-Young Lee, Wendell Berry, Adrienne Rich, A. R. Ammons

Heroes:

mama kia, maria sabina, martin prechtel, rosa parks, miranda july, terry gilliam, cyndi lauper, amelia airheart, bootsy collins, tina turner, terrence mckenna, judith malina, julie taymor, my dad

My Blog

late gets early

first, a doorway and before that, a window first, a knocking a portal a blink after a long stare after nothing else could happen first the tongue between the teeth against...
Posted by Eve : LadyApples on Thu, 26 Jan 2006 11:16:00 PST