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Cynical and Beautiful

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Greed: High
Gluttony: Medium
Wrath: Low
Sloth: High
Envy: Medium
Lust: Very High
Pride: Medium
Take the Seven Deadly Sins Quiz
You Have a Melancholic Temperament
Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.
You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.
You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.
Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.
You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.
Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.
At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.
You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.
You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult. What Temperment Are You?
Likes: Theme parks, malls, arcades, music, movies, radio, reading, clubs, dancing, having a good time. french language. Daggers, butterflies, flowers. Money. Working. My partner in crime (Tamaki) and my best friend forever (Shannon). My boys Dislikes: Grumpy people, Unrequited Love, Bitchy people, being tired, rumors. Cheaters. Liars. Trouble makers. Guns, sluts, fakers. Broken promises. Restlessness. Losing the ones I love. Lazy people. Ignorant people. People who can't take a hint. Stalkers. Affairs. People who will do ANYTHING for money. Asshole parents. Annoying family members. Stereotypes. People who allow themselves to fall into those stereotypes.
Any questions? Just ask. And please, dont send me a message saying "yo ma, whats poppin. you lookin fly, holla at your boy". Because you will not get an answer. Also, don't send me a message saying "lets hook up". Because that will be ignored too. You should probably message me and tell me about yourself before attempting to add me. I get tired of a bunch of meaningless adds. I don't want to be part of your popularity contest.Just so you know, I will do ANYTHING for my friends. If you mess w/ them, you mess with me. My friends mean everything to me. I can be nice and sweet and caring, dont make me act otherwise. If it gets to that, your face will be broken. Maybe I care a little too much about them, but they are the world to me, and if you do as little as touch them the wrong way, you will be making a huge mistake.
S : Easy to fall in love with.
T : You're loyal to those you love.
E : Damn good kisser.
P : You are popular with all types of people.
H : You have a very good personality and looks.
A : You like to drink.
N : You live life for fun.
I : You have a fine ass
E : Damn good kisser.
JULY:

Fun to be with. SECRETIVE. DIFFICULT TO fathom and to BE UNDERSTOOD. QUIET unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has REPUTATION. Easily consoled. HONEST. CONCERNED ABOUT PEOPLES FEELINGS. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. EMOTIONALLY TEMPERMENTAL and unpredictable. MOODY and EASILY HURT. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. FORGIVING but NEVER FORGETS. DISLIKES nonsensical and UNNESSESARY THINGS. GUIDES others physically and MENTALLY. SENSITIVE and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. STRONG SENSE OF SYMPATHY. Wary and sharp. JUDGES people THROUGH OBSERVATIONS. HARDWORKING. NO DIFFICULTIES IN STUDYING. LOVES TO BE ALONE. Always BROODS ABOUT THE PAST AND OLD FRIENDS. Hot. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. LOVES to be LOVED!! A FREAK BEHIND CLOSED DOORS. EASILY HURT but TAKES LONG TO RECOVER""
How Do Men See You?
Men See You As Playful
Men want a challenge and you are the perfect playmate You know how to push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guys You enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualities Men are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that!
How do you compare?
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My Interests

Music, movies, radio, TV, clubs, partying, having fun. Work. Food. Computers. Comic books. Awesome TV shows like 24. :)

I'd like to meet:


But on a more serious note...: Someone I can hold a conversation with. Someone who actually takes the time to get to know me. Someone who's honest, even to a fault. Someone who knows what they want and knows how to get it. Someone who I can totally have a great time with, no matter what. Someone who keeps things interesting, someone who can keep my attention. Someone who I'll absolutely adore. I've met a few, and I'm always willing to meet more.

Music:

Coheed and Cambria, Story of the Year, AFI, Mest, Blink 182, Simple Plan, Sugarcult, Something Corporate, The Used, Brand New, 12 Stones, Silverchair, The Killers, Eminem, 50 Cent, Hot hot heat. Marc Anthony, Fall out Boy, The Academy Is..., Gwen Stefani, MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE, Nine Inch Nails, 30 seconds to mars, day of contempt, The Temptations, the five heartbeats, Gym class heroes. Trapt. Aqua. Cascada. Aiden. Fort Minor. Emanuel. Teddy Geiger. Alexz Johnson. 2gether. Panic! At the disco.
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music song lyrics

Movies:

Corpse Bride, Nightmare before christmas, Streets of fire, Mortal Kombat, Disney movies, Anastacia, music from another room, Wedding Crashers, Batman Begins, Pirates of the Caribbean, Harry Potter, The Chronicles of Narnia, King Kong, Titanic, 13 going on 30, How to lose a guy in 10 days, Underworld, Underworld evolution.

Television:

Smallville, Degrassi, Instant Star, 24.
These are honestly, about the only TV shows I watch.

Books:

My favorite book: Dracula by Bram Stoker. I also like Anne Rice books and I've fallen victim to harry potter. Chronicles of Narnia is good. I'm moving onto Wicked :)

Heroes:




My Blog

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Last time I posted one of these was August... Wow... So let's see, me and Abe are still together. YAY! It's been 8 months and I absolutely love him. He's amazing. Even at times when we get pissed off ...
Posted by Cynical and Beautiful on Mon, 14 Jan 2008 10:08:00 PST

its been awhile...

I haven't used this thing in a while. Well, here goes nothing. Abe + I = Official. Happy. He's by far, the best boyfriend EVER. He takes care of me when I'm sick. Text messages me just to say hi. We s...
Posted by Cynical and Beautiful on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 08:23:00 PST

Going through the motions

I really hate this whole just going through the motions thing. Should I be happy at this point? Anything but anger and sadness would be much appreciated. Explain to me why I can't feel anything but th...
Posted by Cynical and Beautiful on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 09:48:00 PST

this is for you now...

I wrote this years ago. Like when I was in 9th grade. And if I could write music, I'd so make this into a cheesy pop punk song, by adding just a little more. Because I've even got a simple beat i...
Posted by Cynical and Beautiful on Fri, 25 May 2007 03:14:00 PST

i hate when tarot cards are right

The Fool (Reversed) Watch for the influence of someone who may try to appeal to your sense of adventure or who claims a need to be "liberated," for this influence may be non-committal, or have a reput...
Posted by Cynical and Beautiful on Fri, 25 May 2007 08:01:00 PST

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I let myself down, in such a big way. And I'm hurting people who don't deserve to be hurt.If they aren't hurt yet, they probably will be. I've sort of just spent the last 20 minutes sitting here cryin...
Posted by Cynical and Beautiful on Thu, 10 May 2007 04:58:00 PST

"Smooth Silver" - Self Against City

Smooth silver, seven thirtyAnd I know that it's caving inSo I cross my fingersLonely homes escape their solitudeFirst we'll have a drinkAnd then we'll talk againAny minute now, I could be moving inBut...
Posted by Cynical and Beautiful on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 08:45:00 PST

Thank you for the venom

I have to work today.And I really truly feel like shit. This is horrible. My stomach is just not being nice to me.But I need the money.Because this bitch is going to hurry up and get her life together...
Posted by Cynical and Beautiful on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 12:21:00 PST

caught off guard...

I was talking to Steve and Richie (regulars at applebees) and showing them pictures from florida. I showed them one of me and dan and Richie asks me, "Is this the guy your going to marry?"I was kind o...
Posted by Cynical and Beautiful on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 09:42:00 PST

feeling complete again...

For the first time, in a long time... I finally felt complete again.So I guess I was right when you'd ask me "why are you so sad?" To which I would say "I still feel so incomplete." And the argue...
Posted by Cynical and Beautiful on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 09:33:00 PST