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(I am a) Monster

About Me


This just about sums me up:
"The truly creative mind in any field is no more than this: A human creature born abnormally, inhumanly sensitive. To him (or her) a touch is a blow, a sound is a noise, a misfortune is a tragedy, a joy is an ectasy, a friend is a lover, a lover is a god and failure is death." -Pearl S. Buck
I am Organized Chaos.
I’m sort of an odd person. When I go grocery shopping, most of what I buy is beverage related. I’m impulsive and random. I’m not afraid to argue about something and then admit when I’m wrong and laugh at myself – I’ve been known to Google various subjects to close an argument. I drive a Scion xB, but laughed at it before I sat in it and fell in love. I’m a sucker for animals. I’m tiny, and I know this. I don’t enjoy the constant skinny jokes and comments, because it’s nothing I can help. The good thing is I can eat whatever I want and it doesn’t affect my weight. I’m open and honest, and it gets me into trouble sometimes. Just as well, my mouth usually opens before my brain distinguishes between good sentences and bad. I met one of my best friends in a chat room eight years ago. I need closure or I dwell. I like cleaning. I was a Psych major in college, so I have a tendency to analyze and sometimes over-analyze things. I used to be a tomboy. I like Batman over Superman. I grew up watching horror movies with my younger sister & my dad. I collect DVDs. I started watching Conan O'Brien in Elementary School (1994), after Andy did a Lorena Bobbitt skit. Sometimes I have to meet people a few times before I remember them. I moved out of my parents' house when I was nineteen. I do a lot of people-watching. I love cars, but know nothing about what makes them work. My Elementary School crush was Herman Munster. I appreciate good conversation. I always, ALWAYS forgive people. Unfortunately, I never forget.
My Model Mayhem Account: 374904
My Photography Portfolio
WANT

My Interests



THE REAL CRU JONES

Oh Yeah, Casey Jones is cool, too.

I'd like to meet:



My Muirn Beatha Dan.

And someone who really knows what it's like to feel infinite.

KATIE, in Male form.

If we don't have a conversation before you add me, you'll be denied.

I realize most people are liars and bull-shitters, no matter how much they refuse to admit to it. I really don’t care how much of a scumbag you are, as long as you don’t drag me into it. I’d like to meet photographers with good ideas who I can work with to build a portfolio I’m proud of. People who are mature enough to realize that you can’t really know someone until you really know them. The ones who aren’t afraid of asking questions, can understand the answers and respect that I’m human – who won’t pre-judge me before speaking with me. The few who can put themselves in the place of others and know what a bad day feels like, or a great day, or a half and half day. People who can admit that they’ve got fears and live with them anyway. Empaths. Musicians. Visual Artists. Writers. Creators. The Odd, Strange, and Macabre. I'd prefer a conversation before you try to add me, as I have deleted about 5000 people I didn't communicate with, and don't want to have to do it again. I don't care how famous your band is or what TV shows you were/are on, if you're a jerk I'm really not interested. I have met many people I respect enough to look up to, and I hope there are enough of them in the world that I can meet many more.

The Graveyard Shift
There are quite a few zombies here.

Denise Love

Katie Love

Tony Shu

Marky Pants!

Guida!

Charles

Timsa

Treestor

Erik

Angela

Jo

Sean

Shanley

Sister Angie

Twiggy

Lexxx

Devil Works

Chris E

Steph

Brandon

Gianni

Abbott!

Andreas

Mer

Sister Kim

Roomie Alek

Fabio

Loren

Dicosmo

Zach!

Sick List M

Matt James

Teaneck

.moneen.

SavesTheDay

Circa Survive

ProgramTheDead

A Fire Inside

Hit By A Bus

Voltaire

Take A Look

Movies:


Books:



Heroes:


TRAVIS & BRIAN

My Blog

Love!

I love my friends more than anything else in this world. They know exactly how to make me smile for days and days, and I appreciate it. Trust me, even the smallest things you do for me do not go unnot...
Posted by (I am a) Monster on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 07:34:00 PST

I Just Found a Song Mark Wrote For Me

in early 2006... sung like Wesley Willis Once upon a tiiiiiimee! Lauren became my friend! She laughs at comedians! The big yellow one is the sun! Lauren! Lauren! Lauren! Lauren! Lauren! Lauren! Lau...
Posted by (I am a) Monster on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 10:49:00 PST

Los Angeles

Katie and I want to visit LA, because we love you. Sooooo we are saving up our pennies for a trip in January or so. Does anyone want to offer us a place to stay? We're clean freaks so we won't create ...
Posted by (I am a) Monster on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 09:34:00 PST

My Tag

Katie tagged me, here goes:You've been tagged! You must post 10 interesting things about yourself, then choose 5 people to tag. List their names at the end of your blog. Don't forget to leave them a c...
Posted by (I am a) Monster on Fri, 04 May 2007 01:34:00 PST

Boy

I don't need any words other than these: Boy oh no here he comes again his eyes have been red since ten a.m. he's got a crooked smile and he's spread so thin he'll pass out later and do it again the t...
Posted by (I am a) Monster on Fri, 04 May 2007 09:21:00 PST

A Steady Graduation

I am really, honestly happy right now. I have learned things in the past week that would regularly leave me feeling freaked out and anxious...and yet I'm smiling. I know that eventually everyone learn...
Posted by (I am a) Monster on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 07:00:00 PST

Harrison Bergeron (Thank You, Mer)

Mer had me read one of her favorite essays by Kurt Vonnegut, and I liked it so much I felt like posting it...Harrison Bergeron by Kurt Vonnegut (1961)  I'd like you to read this famous story an...
Posted by (I am a) Monster on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 09:43:00 PST

The Passion

PS Guys, I posted this because I think it's beautiful, not because I hate anyone. Well, alright, I am very critical of myself, and I do feel this sometimes...but not for anyone other than myself. I di...
Posted by (I am a) Monster on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 09:13:00 PST

Owww

Dear Lauren, Vodka was a (very) BAD choice. Love, Your Stomach.
Posted by (I am a) Monster on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 07:46:00 PST

How Accurate...

Adina, this is insane. And so right. And probably very weak of me to post... the funny thing is I am thinking of how many people can take advantage of me through knowing certain things. Which is also ...
Posted by (I am a) Monster on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 05:32:00 PST