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It is to bad one cannot deal with the facts...!!

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About Me

Okay, amazing. This may be the happiest I have been in my life. Jamie and i are closing on a house in two weeks, yea OUR OWN HOUSE, and in two weeks. We are really excited, everything is packed, and our lives are going to start new, yay. STILL, we are getting our numbers changed beause of PSYCHO BITCHES. Aww it is great, that wonderful world of jealousy!!!!!!!!!!! Also, Ava is doing wonderful for all of you to know. She is happy, and Jamie is excited for her to have her own home with us, yay!!!!!! She runs now and does things that are unimaginable! She my angel!!But, on another note, to get that out of the way; I am in College attending Dirty Bird, for all of those who know that. My major is psychology, my minor will be law. I figured I could try and figure out everyone else problems since I am lost with mine! I plan on getting my Associates there, transferring to Bradley University. Following is Medical school, yay, I cannot wait. I have a seventeenth month old daughter named Avieyonna, she is the center of my life. I am a single mom trying to get my education finished and live life to the fullest as we go. And there is a wonderful person that is here with me to help me along the way, as well as alot of emotional support through all of the changes!"We all regret what we do now when we are young, but we regret what we didn't do when we grow old," Ian King. I am just about to start a new job, yay.. Until then I am living life to have a good time and take care of my responsibilities.OH YEAH REMEMBER LADIES, ENVYING IS NOT ALWAYS A GOOD THING, FOR THOSE IN WHICH KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS!!!!!

My Interests

CONCERTS, motorcycles, going to the river with my boyfriend, live theatre as well, tattoos, def. the OUTDOORS! camping is the best, exspec. when you can grap a blanket and sit next to the fire you (we) just built and have a drink and relax! did i say-- Harley Davidsons, (4 more years I will have one damnit) almost anything live, Writing, nothing can explain life or emotions better than poetry. Reading everyone elses thoughts. Going to the bar and clubs are definately favorites of mine.. oh yeah, Jose and Ameretto Stone Sours!! ha ha Being with friends and random people are also great interests, oh, and previously trying to completely understand the game of poker!
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my life is confusing still confused is how it all leaves me waiting for the next day for a little piece of something new, to come my way trying to figure out what i want, relationships are what are not, pain is how I will always feel for the right one i always fear my daughter is all i need my life my heart is what she is to me. priorities are what i have emotions are what i lack i am not to sure on what to do a new thing each day trying to figure out which one i should take. to many paths that i could follow. for a good one is far to hollow. rymes i may not make but words is all it takes! love is my mistake always looking for something wrong goodness does not belong i'm not worth the wait, as you can tell i am no saint

I'd like to meet:

Sharon Stone, oh my f'ing god, she is beautiful....Other than that, Angelina Jolie, and someone real and not fake. Just be yourself, I don't need any posers or envyers in my life, been there and done had that, be real biatch....

Music:

Basically a little bit of everything, Marilyn Manson, Sugar Nipples, R.I.P.L.A.K, Korn, Cold, Godsmack, Autumn to Ashes, Breaking Benjamin, Zero Seven, Nirvana, ICP, Orgy, Metallica, Tom Petty, Bob Segar, Evanescence, Perfect Circle, David Grey, Wyclef, Do or Die, Mercedes, ANickleback, Stone Sour, Soulfly, finder 11, Flyleaf, Bury Your Dead, Deftones, Collective Soul, Metallica, Tom Petty, Amy Lee, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Pink Floyd, Avenged Sevenfold, Black sabbath, Blink 182, Blue October, Crossfade, Coldplay, The Doors, Fiona Apple, Foo Fighters, GreenDay, Hatebreed, Hole, NIN, Nirvana, Nelly, Oasis, Puddle Of Mudd, Pussycat Dolls, Seether, Staind, Sublime, Taking Back Sunday, Three Days Grace, The Used, 10 years, Pink, Usher, Tammy Wynette, Madonna(Justify.My.Love), Taking Back Sunday, Crossfade, Mindless Self Indulgence, Poe, Jack off Jill, Jewel, Bjork, HIM, Chevelle, The Cure, Depeche Mode, L. L. Cool J, Some rap, alot of rock, alternative, some country, and many many more, music has taken over the world, I can guarantee there is not a single song that does not have any meaning to it!!

Movies:

Okay I am a movie freak, the only problem is, is that I have trouble with names, ha ha BOYS DON'T CRY, Mothman Prophecies, All the Freddys, Ghost Ship, any Jennifer Lopez Movies, Gia, Lost and Delerious, Dawn of the Dead, Chucky, The Shining, SLC Punks, Blow, Night of the living dead, Jerry McGuire, Saw, The Devils Rejects, If These Walls Could Talk 2, Hostile, both Saws, King Kong, Stay Alive, Wedding Date, Wedding Crashers, Cruel Intentions, The War of the Worlds, The Crush, Domino, Exorsist, Walk the Line, Oceans 11 and 12, Proof, National Lampoons Van Wilder?, Grease, V is for Vandetta, The Rocky Horror Picture Show, granted #2 wasn't the best, My Girl, Fast and the Furious, Biker Boys, The creep Show movies, and many more

Television:

WEEDS,(SERIOUSLY, CHECK IT OUT EVERY MONDAY NIGHT AT 9PM ON SHOWTIME- AND IF YOU HAVE ON DEMAND, JUST CHECK OUT THE SERIES!!! REPLY TO ME WHEN YOU DO) Simpsons, Scrubs, King of the Hill, Family Guy, General Hospital, Aqua Teen, The "L" word, American Dad, MTV, The O.C, Nip/Tuck, Law and Order, Boondock Saints, Will and Grace, The dancing one, and whatever else I seem to get into periodically....

Books:

Anything that has Stephen King on it, I think that is because of my brother Brett (RIP), and I am also really into Dave Pelzer, he is a wonderful writer, exspecially being able to express his life as he has. As well as any writing books!

Heroes:

I am really not to sure, many people have been there for me when I really needed them, so I would have to say all of them, including my mother and father since they have let me live my life by my own mistakes**much respect**, I do not know anyone else who has been through hell and back like my mom has and still be stronge willed like she is. When anyone had some kind of donations towards Cancer, please pay attention to it, I am living with a strong willed mother who now has Cancer for the third time. She is the best thing that has ever happened to me and I am grateful for having it be her, for whom raised me in my life. My father is a strong man, that has always tried to look after me, his baby girl. Now I am a mother and we are different now. But I am still a child, just in a different way. Her is also the greatest thing in my life because I wouldn't have or have gotten what I have now, nor would I have some of the knowledge that I hold if it wasn't for him. I love you guys..

My Blog

the new upcoming house!!

yeah, we finally decided on a house.  it is perfect...tell ya more later!
Posted by It is to bad one cannot deal with the facts...!! on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 07:10:00 PST

WoRk

yay to add on.  working at porkies!! and working at black hawk!  now im workin schoolin and motherin.. ha ha bitches!!  muah.  finally a job again.  great
Posted by It is to bad one cannot deal with the facts...!! on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 05:39:00 PST

new job, yay

so im working at a serving place!! and i am tutoring.
Posted by It is to bad one cannot deal with the facts...!! on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 08:21:00 PST

Ozzfest

The day I have been waiting for is coming up slowly, but surely,,  All those going with me, yay, I can't wait.  It is going to be a blast!!  This is my first time going, so I am a littl...
Posted by It is to bad one cannot deal with the facts...!! on Wed, 08 Aug 2007 07:23:00 PST

Stupid People

Well, lets see.  People are ridiculous.  Ha ha.  Fuck if only "some" could grow the hell up and leave people be....  Life would be wonderful! 
Posted by It is to bad one cannot deal with the facts...!! on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 02:42:00 PST

My new life!!

Yes, I actually have, for those of you who know, I promised to never do it again.  Well, let me tell you.  It is amazing.  I have met one guy who makes me smile everyday.  It start...
Posted by It is to bad one cannot deal with the facts...!! on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 10:24:00 PST

hey read this, it is extremely important.

hello
Posted by It is to bad one cannot deal with the facts...!! on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 09:41:00 PST

right now

I fugured I ought to update this thing already.  Well I am doing okay, just found out I get my new apartment, my daughter Avieyonna is the big 1, it is wonderful.  I graduate in december fro...
Posted by It is to bad one cannot deal with the facts...!! on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 11:30:00 PST

WHOS COMING WITH????

WHOS GOING WITH ME>>>saving jane nov 24 chi il  45 styx dec 30   85 barenaked ladies  nov 16 disturbed dec 14  18 guns n roses nov 27 incubus feb 6  ...
Posted by It is to bad one cannot deal with the facts...!! on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 10:17:00 PST

Her baby TEETHERS!!!

I swear, this is like a step further for my daughter, and I think you mothers and fathers know what I mean.!!  Avieyonna is growing her firt 2 teeth in the front row center of the bottom set!!&nb...
Posted by It is to bad one cannot deal with the facts...!! on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 04:46:00 PST