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~Nikitia~

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About Me

Well everyone, you have another strange, person in your ranks... i'm not saying its me, i'm just saying another is out there, except it, live with it, and deal with it.I'll take my life in its stride, should something be planned to happen, whether it be full of goodness, or disaster, it can wait until i get there.Otherwise I don't know what to say, I've been lost in the darkest, dampest corner of my mind, for so long... that i've spent my time, trying to remember what it was like to be out in the sunlight.
Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is... erotic
Your hugs are... friendly
Your eyes... sparkle like the stars
Your touch is... awakening my heart
Your smell is... exotic
Your smile is... amazing
Your love is... eternal
--EDIT-- the best way to really describe myself is to say read my blog, more so: Life, Walk With Meaning, Or Crawl With Insecruity?, World Desires, Problem: Strange People, and Sometimes Its Good To Think Before You Speak. -- Those would probably be your best shot at an attempt to get me without honestly meeting me...and meeting me can be a tedious experiance, that few live to tell about.I'm a bit on the random side at times, either i say or do something that is really embarrising/ but funny to others i'm with, but is really funny, if not worthy of at least a second glance by nearby onlookers. (examples read "sometimes its good to think before you speak" in my blog) Oh sometimes the process of thought and speech get mixed up and I what I want to say runs through my head instead of just saying it, and something else, (usually, stupid and nowhere related to what I wanted to say, if not just the one thing i don't want to say) spills out...come to think of it thats happening a lot lately.
N Naughty
I Ideal
K Kinky
I Industrious
T Trustworthy
I Innocent
A Appealing
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My Interests

to write, to rant, to scream, to please (if i feel like it) to read, to be able to live and breathe (annoying eh?)shopping, walking, video games, anime, manga, read, write, rant (frequently), sleep...
How to make a nikitia
Ingredients:
5 parts pride
3 parts silliness
3 parts energy
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Serve with a slice of curiosity and a pinch of salt. Yum!
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Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com What Is Your True Element of Nature?Your element is wood! Smart and sophisticated, a lot of people want to be just like you. Sometimes you tend to be stiff and indifferent, but you are actually quite kind. You have the might of the tree and the inside beauty of the flowers it bears. You like to be clean, but you are never stuck-up like most people think. You don't care about what you look like or anyone else; you just want to help. But though you have wonderful traits, a rose always has its thorns.
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I'd like to meet:

Umm people are good. intellegent, funny, honest people who don't feel the need to ask stupid questions like "Will the houses come with doors? or which left? or How Much do u think this $.99 candy is? ...then again thats asking for a bit much...lets just stick with people. --Edit-- why does this Edit seem more like a dating survay?People who are comfortable in their own skin, and are confedent enough to be themselves.People with heart, who care for others (yes even a perfect stranger at times) enough to put personal agenda’s aside for a few moments if an ear, a shoulder, or more is needed.Those who are open, who only tiptoe about something because they want to talk, (tip toe if your feeling me out on the topic (I don’t mind having to play 20 questions but only if I'm not going to get a “I don’t want to talk about it afterwards”))A person who can take silence and randomness in the same breath, and can understand the fact and wont get freaked out by my own random not thinking, lack of intellegence moments; preferably people who, well I wont say suffer, more like endure, from those same lack of logical thought moments as well, in both words and actions, who can be random at times and serious at others.then again thats still asking for a bit much...lets just stick with the people idea...

Music:

There is a long list, let just say I listen to anything good and that is not shania twain,nsync, britney spears or the god damned backstreet boys. *shudders again* Or Country I cringe at Country! *Repeat Shuddering* Lets See Here:The Killers, Jet, Bloc Party, Hinder, Evanescence, Danko Jones, The Salads, All American Rejects, Bif Naked, Billy Talent, Hedley, il divo, jakalope, louis armstrong (what a wonderful world), my chemical romance, panic! at the disco, Social Code, Stabbing Westward (save yourself), story of the year, system of a down, three days grace, treble charger, James Blunt, Depeche Mode, Hoobastank, Death Cab For Cutie, Audioslave, Pink, 3 Doors Down, Linkin Park, Teddy Geiger (laugh if you want), Fort Minor, The Tea Party, Daft Punk, David Usher, Lenny Kravitz, Matthew Good Band, Brand New, Eddie and the Cruisers OST, Ghost in the Shell OST, Be Human: Ghost in the Shell OST2, Spiderman OST, The Phantom Of The Opera OST (Movie), Bowling For Soup, Blink 182, The Calling, Coldplay, Matchbox 20, Gavin Rossdale (adrenaline), Cory Taylor (Bother), Dr. John (Right Place Wrong Time), The OC OST 1, Lifehouse, Savage Garden, Sum 41, Green day, Simple Plan, Switchfoot, The Trews, Velvet Revolver, The Fray Supream Beings Of Leisure, Stabilo, Josh Groban Amy Winehouse

Movies:

the phantom of the opera, Lucky # Sleven, spirited away, howls moving castle, kill bill, Karas The Prophacy, loveless (the Series), Cowboy Bebop The Movie, Gundam Wing: The Endless Waltz, Kai Doh Maru, Rayearth, X /1999, Animatrix, The Birdcage, From Hell, The Italian Job, King Arthur, A knights tale, Once upon a time in Mexico, Sahara, Rollerball, Final fantasy, Final Fantasy 7: Advent Children, Oceans 11, Tomb Raider, Clue, MR & Mrs Smith, Pirates of the Carribean, The Leauge of extraordinary gentlemen Whisper Of the Heart

Television:

i don't watch much tv anymore...don't know if thats a good thing or not, but the ipod is out and the books are down for house, greys anatomy, er, what not to wear (just to make me feel better about my own clothing), miami ink, gene simmons family jewels, Csi, Bones, heros, Bleach, Naruto, Witch Hunter Robin, Full Metal Alchemist, Gundam Wing/seed Samurai Jack

Books:

Now here is where i shine. I'm Into the Classics, Fantasy, Aventure, well really anything with a decent plot. and then the odd *cough* "romance" Ts Eliot: The Hollow Men, Dante Alighieri: The Divine Comedy, Bram Stoker: Dracula, Gaston Leroux: the phantom of the opera, Sophaclies, Homer, Shakespere, Edgar Allen Poe, Raymond e feist: the conclave of shadows, Lian hern: Tales of the otori, Jennifer fallon: the hythrun chronicles, Stephan king: The Dark Tower series, Everything Eventual, Dreamcatcher, Different Seasons, Bag Of Bones, the talisman/black house, Arthur golden: Memoirs of a Geisha, Diana Wynne Jones: Howls Moving Castle, Dan Brown: The Davinchi Code, John Irving: A prayer for Owen Meany, Tolkien: The Silmarillion, Hideyuki Kikuchi: Vampire Hunter D seriesmanga Noaki Urasawa's Monster, Loveless, Basilisk, wolfs rain, Daemon Hunters, Godchild, Rozen Maiden, Gorgous Carat, Glass Wings, Diabolo, Earthian, Kami Kaze, Naruto

Heroes:

show me someone who is a hero, i'll show u a hundred more who are spat upon, who are just as worthy of said title.
AHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAA!!!! You're a villain!
...though you prefer to think of yourself as misunderstood. You know the world would be a better place if they'd only let you be in charge of it, and if they don't appreciate your genius by themselves you're willing to make them. You've got good hair, a secret base and an ambivalent relationship with the bishounen hero. You've got the money, the women, the best mecha and your own private army, but you still lose in the end to some jumped-up kid with spiky hair. There is no justice.
Which generic anime character are you?
The Hollow Men~T. S. Eliot (1925)~(Phase V)~Between the idea And the reality Between the motion And the act Falls the ShadowFor Thine is the KingdomBetween the conception And the creation Between the emotion And the response Falls the ShadowLife is very longBetween the desire And the spasm Between the potency And the existence Between the essence And the descent Falls the Shadow For Thine is the KingdomFor Thine is Life is For Thine is theThis is the way the world ends This is the way the world ends This is the way the world ends Not with a bang but a whimper.

My Blog

Mask Like Walls

The masks I hide behind, are like walls;hundreds of feet high,and nearly just as thick.It's sometimes,next to impossible;for the real me;to come out and showits vulnerable side.Unless it findsa crack ...
Posted by ~Nikitia~ on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 01:58:00 PST

Invasion of the Pod People

So for the past few days now I've been suspecting my mum has been replaced by a cleaning and cooking body double. To be honest I'm a little afraid. My mum had left Thursday morning to take my grandma ...
Posted by ~Nikitia~ on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 10:07:00 PST

What? Ash Can Control The Weather?

So I don't get the whole Valentines Day thing.  Sure its nice to be wished a Happy Valentines Day (or as I now see it "A Happy (*Sigh*Yes I'm STILL underline "STILL" 1000 times*) Singe Awareness ...
Posted by ~Nikitia~ on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 01:43:00 PST

Scratching

So there's this scratching noise under the trailer I work in   I could have sworn that it was dead   But there is this awful scratching   And it just won't stop   I only meant...
Posted by ~Nikitia~ on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 05:29:00 PST

Growing Pains

Growing Pains This is my bear, That I handle with care. That is the doll, That I cut off all the hair. That is the bed, When I had a nightmare, I fled. This was the rhyme, I was told all the time. ...
Posted by ~Nikitia~ on Sun, 10 Sep 2006 04:20:00 PST

Broken

Scattered shards lay shattered Across the ground that lay around me. If they be pieces of my Heart, Mind or Soul I do not know. Or the cause That tore these pieces from me. Leaving me to feel this e...
Posted by ~Nikitia~ on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 10:20:00 PST

The (Un)Locked Front Door

Locks, why is it that when the door should be locked its not, and when it's not necessary, it is?  Let me explain, it can be the middle of the day, I'm asleep in my room upstairs, to anyone's kno...
Posted by ~Nikitia~ on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 05:20:00 PST

The Status Quo

I live in a household of five.  It's my parents, my two siblings and myself.  Oh and we have a dog.  She's a tiny, yappy, I'm sure your household cat could beat the shit out of her, bec...
Posted by ~Nikitia~ on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 08:18:00 PST

Distraction

Distraction&distraction, distraction, distraction&that's what I need&a distraction.  Something to occupy my mind, and keep me busy for a little while.  Away from whatever the thoughts are t...
Posted by ~Nikitia~ on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 02:35:00 PST

Forgiveness

Its not so much how long it takes for a person to forgive, its how long it takes to figure out why, more so then what was done, to cause said anger.  You could do the utmost despicable dislikeabl...
Posted by ~Nikitia~ on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 09:29:00 PST