Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"
You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?
Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?
I may appear to be quite shy at first...but once you get to know me...I may never shut up. lol I can be quite a talker if I wished, it just depends on the company. I'm also quite sarcastic, I love that type of humor. =) I'm intelligent, trustworthy and a good listener...I can also be very sweet and very caring, but I can also be a real bitch. I am sensative like some girls usually are...but my sensativity helps to contain any rage that I may have kept inside...don't be offended if I am tempramental at times. It's just the firey Aries in me. I can be quite spontaneous sometimes, but if I don't act on it the moment I feel it, it dwindles after an hour. lol I'm also an artist, I like to manipulate images or sketch out gothis-like images or the supernaturals...or anything else that I may feel. My only problem is, I never finalize anything. lol I believe in Karma so what comes around, goes around. Good or Bad. Sadly, the good takes longer to arrive then the bad. Thats always the case isn't it? I also do not believe in marriage, (no offense to anyone who is married) in this day 'n age, it all ends up in divorce anyway. But many kudos to whoever has a long lasting one. Marriage just isn't for me. Kids are cute, but I prefer not to spawn another me. =) One me is just fine, I don't need a lil tike running around and giving me hell. lol I prefer a form of simplicity in life. Hanging out with friends and doing absolutely nothing. =) Indoors, outdoors, either one is fine. I don't think you have to have $$ to always have a good time, I think a good constructive conversation will do.
Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out,
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"
And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...