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♠ General ♠
My name is Crysandra, and I'm nineteen, with no life. I just finished my freshman year of college. I'm majoring in Information Sciences & Technology at Penn State's University Park campus.
I'm into web design. I've been making sites since I was eleven, and I've decided that it's what I want to do for a career. If you're bored enough, here is my site. It's not really worth going at the moment. I've been on hiatus for the past four months or so, but I do swear I will get around to getting it back up soon. Really. If you feel the need, bitch at me to work on it. I need all the motivation I can get.
♠ Personality ♠
I'm a pretty nice person. I can be a pretty cold person, too, but I most likely won't be cold towards you unless you give a reason to. I'm shy, so I don't talk to very many people. It's not that I'm snobby or anything. I also feel pretty uncomfortable around people, so I guess that doesn't help much. I don't trust easily. I prefer to be alone most of the time, but sometimes I actually want to be around other people. Yes, it does happen. I also tend to be pretty sarcastic sometimes. Maybe you'll be able to figure out when I'm being sarcastic, or then again, maybe you won't. Anyway, I'm very open minded, so try me with anything. Oh yeah, and I don't appreciate being taken advantage of. I'm tired of being nice to people just to have them all of a sudden look down on me. Go find somebody else to fuck over. Like I said before, I'm generally a pretty nice person. If you wrong me, I'll forgive you, but I'll never forget. As a Scorpio, holding a grudge is my birthright, and my grudges tend to last for a hell of a long time.
♠ Random ♠
I spend a fair bit of time online, just not as much as I used to. If I'm not online, chances are I'm sleeping, playing the Sims 2, or more likely than not hanging out with my wonderful, loving, amazing boyfriend, Jeff. I'm addicted to iced tea. I have an obsession with strawberries, Jack Off Jill, My Ruin, and The Birthday Massacre. I idolize Jessicka Fodera and Tairrie B. Hah. I am a recovering makeup addict. I rarely wear it anymore, but every so often, I'll throw it on for something newly different. I also enjoy playing children's games such as Animal Crossing and Neopets.
Yeah, I don't know what else to say, so that's it. I'm sure I'll add things here and there in the near future. If you read down this far, I'm surprised.
♠ Personality Statistics ♠
Extraversion || 10%
Stability |||| 13%
Orderliness |||||| 30%
Accommodation |||||||||||||| 56%
Interdependence |||||||||| 36%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Materialism |||||||||||| 43%
Narcissism |||||||||| 36%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Work ethic |||||||||||||| 56%
Self absorbed |||||||||||| 43%
Conflict seeking |||||| 23%
Need to dominate |||||| 23%
Romantic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Avoidant |||||||||||| 50%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Wealth |||||||||||| 43%
Dependency |||||| 23%
Change averse |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 50%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||| 70%
Physical security |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical Fitness |||| 17%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 50%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Vanity |||||||||||||||| 63%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
♠ Lyrics of the moment:
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Tori Amos - Crucify
Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I wanna spit in their faces
Then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach
I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
I've been looking for a savior in these dirty streets
Looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets
I've been raising up my hands
Drive another nail in
Just what God needs, one more victim
Why do we crucify ourselves?
Everyday I crucify myself
And nothing I do is good enough for you
I crucify myself
Everyday I crucify myself
And my heart is sick of being in chains
Got a kick for a dog begging for love
I gotta have my suffering
So that I can have my cross
I know a cat named Easter
He says "Will you ever learn?
You're just an empty cage girl if you kill the bird."
I've been looking for a savior in these dirty streets
Looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets
I've been raising up my hands
Drive another nail in
Got enough guilt to start my own religion
Why do we crucify ourselves?
Every day I crucify myself
And nothing I do is good enough for you
I crucify myself
Every day I crucify myself
And my heart is sick of being in chains
Please be
Save me
I cry
Looking for a savior in these dirty streets
Looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets
I've been raising up my hands
Drive another nail in
Where are those angels when you need them?
Why do we crucify ourselves?
Every day I crucify myself
And nothing I do is good enough for you
I crucify myself
Every day I crucify myself
And my heart is sick of being in chains
Why do we crucify ourselves every day?
Never going back again
Crucify myself again
You know, never going back again to crucify myself
Everyday
♠ Quotes:
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"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So, take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt, because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back."
"Some things you lose, and some things you just give away." - Jessicka Fodera
"Just know high school doesn't last forever. The rest of the world doesn't play by highschool rules. Your intelligence and creativity pay off once graduation day comes. The jocks and cheerleaders spend the rest of their lives revisiting high school memories because that's usually where they peaked and flourished. The outcasts shall inherit the earth, or at least the cooler parts of it." - Jessicka Fodera
"The human animal is a beautiful and terible creature, capable of limitless compassion and unfathomable cruelty. If you wish to find that which becomes the dividing line between mankind and other biological classifications, it rests not in brain size, dominance, or even emotional capability. It lies within the innate capacity for human beings to reflect on their actions and show regret. It is most certainly the ability to empathize that gives them their position. All mammals understand love and affection, but only man shows a propenstity to place himself in the shoes of another life form. Losing this capability among individuals of the species reduces them below their much heralded position, and readies the climate for the likely fall of man... a fall from grace." - The Crüxshadows
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♠ Contact: ♠
♠ AOL Instant Messenger: candyandkr1ngle
♠ MSN: [email protected]
♠ Yahoo: candyandkringle
♠ ICQ: 290526465
♠ E-mail: [email protected]
If you choose to talk to through any of these, please don't make yourself seem like an idiot. Sometimes I feel my IQ is low enough, and I don't need stupid people making it seem even lower. Thanks.
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