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Demonika Darkly

And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to bl

About Me

I am the voice of:

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Come see my next show:

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Come get Tarot Readings from me at Club NIGHTSHIFT and also Bats Over Broadway!

My Interests

Music and Redwood Forests...also...the music of The Redwood Forests, singing, gardening, Nature...or what's left of it, walking, swimming, going to the gym, photographing abandoned buildings and Nature, reading, laughing, cats, drumming, dreaming, writing, performing, feeling, creating, loving, meditating, hiking, figuring life and myself out...I'm really close..., dancing, the pleasures that can only be had between two people in the wee hours of the night, and silence...finding a companion whom I do not have to dumb myself down for nor shallow myself out for.

I'd like to meet:

The D is looking to meet people who successfully walk the line between freakdom and normality...people who love life and know how to live it. Janis Joplin if she were still alive would be cool to meet too as well as me in 5 years.

Music:

Anything that speaks to my soul...music is a language, and I try to learn as many different dialects as possible...why keep yourself in a box musically when the rest of the world tries to put you in one anyway?

Projects I currently wail in:

Demonika and the Darklings

OUTLANDER

Projects I have wailed with in the past:

BJ MD's

Dorian Wood Guilt Trip

Northern Embers

Kelly Mantle

Movies:

Festival Express, Bukowski - Born Into This, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Bar Fly, Salton Sea, Carnival of Souls, Whatever Happened to Baby Jane, Mommy Dearest, Nightmare Before Christmas, Silence of the Lambs, Donnie Darko, Gummo, Baxter, Big Lebowski, Nosferatu, Requiem To A Dream, Lemony Snickets A Series of Misfortunate Events, Harold and Maude, Blue Velvet, Moulin Rouge, Borat, Napoleon Dymamite, Children of the Corn (only the first one).

Television:

What is this thing you speak of?

Books:

The Prophet (my current bible)...and basically anything written by Kahlil Gibran, Bukowski, Kerouac,Hunter S. Fucking Thompson, Vonnegut, Dylan Thomas, Seat of the Soul, A Woggle of Witches(My childhood book...thanks Mom!), Naked Lunch, Doors of Perception/Heaven and Hell, Moon Magic, The Plague/The Stranger, The Way of a Pilgrim, And I Don't Want To Live This Life Anymore, Anne Rice as a whole, my plethora of journals which I spend countless hours pouring my inner thoughts onto during the brightest and the darkest of times.

Heroes:

Amma, Janis Joplin, Kahlil Gibran, and my mom. Me too at this point.

My Blog

Amma Meditation Retreat

Mere words cannot express everything I have experienced in the past 4 days...but I will try...It started Wed...I checked in...got my bags to my room, and ran down to the temple that was created once a...
Posted by Demonika Darkly on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 04:39:00 PST

The Timing Of It All...

I was reading some journal entries from the past couple weeks (yes.,..I write MUCH more than just this blog) and I was amused to see that I kept writing about how I was feeling like some sort of big c...
Posted by Demonika Darkly on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 11:55:00 PST

Words From Amma on Music....

Q: Amma, being an artist, a musician, I would like to know what my attitude toward my profession should be and how to express more and more of my musical talents?A: Art is God's beauty manifested in t...
Posted by Demonika Darkly on Tue, 10 Jun 2008 12:17:00 PST

Love, Janis

I was going to buy tickets to this production about the life of Janis Joplin at The Wilshire Theater no matter what...but the Universe decided to give me free tickets...so I gladly accepted not really...
Posted by Demonika Darkly on Sat, 31 May 2008 11:59:00 PST

Sunset of Lust at Joshua Tree

So I decided I wanted to view a pretty Sunset today...so I got in my car and drove to Joshua Tree in order to do so...I am unemployed this week, as I quit my corporate job, and my next venture in the ...
Posted by Demonika Darkly on Fri, 30 May 2008 12:46:00 PST

Pain

Do not hate the pain you are in...this only prolongs it.Love it like a mother loves a child because you gave birth to this pain.You created it, nurtured it, and raised it up to be the screaming adult ...
Posted by Demonika Darkly on Mon, 26 May 2008 10:25:00 PST

Dresden Dolls For Free

OK...so my drummer kept telling us that you can get into concerts for little money by walking in last minute and I KINDA believed him...but after tonight I TOTALLY believe him...I had my "goodbye part...
Posted by Demonika Darkly on Thu, 22 May 2008 12:24:00 PST

Answered Prayers

"Be mindful of the prayers you send,Pray hard, but do pray with care,For the tears you are crying now,Are just your answered prayers."~Nick CaveWhy is it that Nick ALWAYS writes JUST what is happening...
Posted by Demonika Darkly on Mon, 12 May 2008 10:24:00 PST

Father Scorpio

Why did you bother fighting one new Cancer that popped up...when you have ignored the other for almost 50 years?Why did I look to you as a child to teach me the ways of the world...when now as an adul...
Posted by Demonika Darkly on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 11:22:00 PST

"It Is What It Is"

I work as a Sales Manager in Corporate USA in one of the biggest industries in our Nation...Advertising...and there is a saying spreading like Cancer all over the place:"It is what it is"Every time I ...
Posted by Demonika Darkly on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 11:28:00 PST