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white noise

If you wanna be a martyr, TRY HARDER!

About Me

"I hate this place but I love these chords. 'An empty fate just means an even score.' And the pain this morning, it filled my head. It's Jameson, it means that I'm not dead."
"Will I wake up, some dream I made up? No I guess it's reality. What will change us or will we mess up? Our only chance to connect with a dream. Say a prayer for me. I'm buried by the sound of a world of human wreckage. In a world of human wreckage, where i'm lost and I'm found and I can't touch the ground, I'm plowed into the sound."
"And sometimes when you’re on, you’re really fucking on and your friends they sing along and they love you. But the lows are so extreme, that the good seems fucking cheap and it teases you for weeks in its absence."
"I want so badly to believe that 'there is truth, that love is real,' and I want life in every word to the extent that it's absurd. I know you're wise beyond your years, but do you ever get the fear that your perfect verse is just a lie you tell yourself to help you get by?"
"You can listen to these songs, have a good time and walk away. But for me it's not that easy...i have to live these songs forever."
IM: vervectic
MSN: [email protected]

My Interests

music, movies, language & words, intellectual musings, truth & perception, necessary violence & destruction, useless knowledge, the outside of the box, the inside of your head, late nights, sunrises, sleep deprivation, love, silence, loudness, privacy, emotional magic, touring/travel, escape.

essential ingredients:
water, coffee, carmex, good beer, cheap whiskey, sushi, burritos, chips & salsa, pretzels, dessert, vitamins, ipod, timbuk2, computer(s).Giving Chase
Jump Start Records
Ante Up Booking

I'd like to meet:

John F. Kennedy, Robert Kennedy, Muhammad Ali, Kurt Cobain, William Blake, Thomas Jefferson, Martin Luther King, Jr., Benjamin Franklin, Robert Rodriguez, Greg Palast...you know, mostly dead people.

Music:

Jawbreaker, The Pixies, Lifetime, Nirvana, Gorilla Biscuits, Snapcase, Kid Dynamite, A Tribe Called Quest, Give Up The Ghost, Bob Dylan, Jets To Brazil, Discount, Face to Face, Radiohead, Refused, Nada Surf, Knapsack, Glassjaw, Strung Out, Texas is the Reason, A Wilhelm Scream, The Bronx, Atmosphere, Tom Petty, Bad Religion, The Lawrence Arms, The Faint, Johnny Cash, The Postal Service, Sage Francis, Daniel Johnston, Led Zeppelin, The Beatles, The Weakerthans, Frank Sinatra, Hot Water Music, This is Hell

Movies:

Stanley Kubrick (The Shining, Full Metal Jacket, Dr. Strangelove, Eyes Wide Shut), Kevin Smith (Clerks, Mallrats, Chasing Amy, Dogma), Annie Hall, Say Anything, The Big Lebowski, Trainspotting, George Romero, Star Wars, Taxi Driver, Goodfellas, Quentin Tarantino, PCU, John Hughes (Sixteen Candles, Ferris Bueller's Day Off, The Breakfast Club), Garden State, Best in Show, Monty Python, Robert Rodriguez (Sin City, Planet Terror), Wet Hot American Summer, Arnold Swarzenegger

Television:

Adult Swim, The Simpsons, Arrested Development, Seinfeld, Curb Your Enthusiasm, MSNBC, The Sopranos, The State, Paranoia Agent, 24, Heroes, Kids in the Hall, Dexter

Books:

John Updike, F. Scott Fitzgerald This Side of Paradise, Greg Palast The Best Democracy Money Can Buy, Hunter S. Thompson, Bridge To Terebithia, Philip K. Dick, Jonathan Lethem, Irvine Welsh, Tom Robbins, Don Delillo, Neil Postman, Thomas Pynchon, Michael Azzerad Come As You Are

Heroes:

are just vessels for meatballs. find your own voice...

My Blog

working before the sun comes up...

Smoke or Fire - "I'll Be Gone" This town is dead. This world is rotting.I've seen this country's fifty states and I've forgotten every name and every place.I've drank my way through every hour of ever...
Posted by white noise on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 03:24:00 PST

something i wrote many moons ago...

So, I wrote this back in my senior year of college at penn state. It was never intended as much of anything aside for a memory disguised as a writing exercise, but every time I read it takes me right...
Posted by white noise on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 02:41:00 PST

this isn't finished...

the mother, the provider, the empty vessel left drifting out to sea the pressure, the tension, the masterful execution that left your existence diluted where do you sit in a waiting room without cha...
Posted by white noise on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i fixed it :)

well, i did...she will understand :)
Posted by white noise on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

this is the part in the second act...

...when everything looking down for the hero. So, I find the best, and only productive way to use one of these things is to make it a display for some of my writing. Ok, maybe display isn't the be...
Posted by white noise on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST