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Angel N. Shadows ~B*R*R*G~

I do not suffer from insanity, I enjoy every minute of it. -Edgar Allan Poe

About Me


Check out my amazing personal sponsor:Artistiques Salon19063 Lake Rd.Rocky River, Ohio 44116440-333-8223"They deem me mad because I will not sell my days for gold; and I deem them mad because they think my days have a price." Kahlil GibranLife-time student, Burning River Roller Girl, Librarian, Full-blooded Clevelander, history buff, bookworm, lover of dancing. I have multiple personalities and even I myself never know what I may do next. But that's half the fun, experiencing life, writing your own story. I have a love of taking photos...my fellow Rollergirls can attest to that. :) Each picture to me is a reminder that we really lived life well, had fun, and enjoyed it. I am ordinarily quite shy, though people sometimes misconstrue it as being a bit snobby. I tend to overthink, analyze, and stew over the minutest and most seemingly insignificant details while forgetting the blatantly obvious. But I love to learn...and there is always something to learn. I am a fan of irony, it is life's little bottled humor (funny that the term for those who fear long words is Sesquipedalophobia). I crave conversation, from the most deep to the absurd...I love to talk taboo. To meet at least one new interesting person a day is a blessing. Family is a gift as are friends. I have a slight obsession with books, though read slow so my house is a treasure of unread works waiting to be cracked open. My goal before I die (among many things) is to learn another language. I live in the abstract...I don't like the practical very much...a necessary evil at times. I love to observe and experience though can be a bit reluctant at first to motivate myself. When I do, I am appreciative. I am intrigued with both truth and chimeras...do either exist? The obscure is always fascinating even if it is frustrating.

The human mind is a mass of complexities. Who will ever understand every crevice and direction in its labyrinth. To understand yourself, your own path, is to understand every man? Or is each individual another enigma altogether? We must have a tie, a bridge of sorts to one another for how could we communicate, like, or even love another without having some connection. Perhaps, through exploring who we are, we may in fact begin to understand others. And, through others, we in turn learn even more of ourselves. But this must be done with an open mind and eye, for if we decide to filter or judge, we fail to receive the raw truth and we only do ourselves an injustice by not permitting ourselves to experience everything life has to offer, the "Good" and the "Bad". Once we do away with these dichotomies, we see life in naked realness. And then, from that, we can begin to explore and learn. It is through this, the good and the bad, the joys and the struggles, the failures as well as successes that we must understand. They are the dynamics of life, the great stories of life, and we ought to enjoy every page.I like the ancient Greek and Roman myths simply because they are imaginative stories illustrating the psyches of human beings. It shows how man struggles, longs, strives, fails, wins, attempts to surpass himself. It demonstrates that life is far from a fairytale--man struggles and often suffers as a result, read the story of Icarus, Phaethon, Sisyphus--but that we have an opportunity to make our own choices, be accountable for our own outcomes, and stare the Fates in the eye.
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You scored as Platonism.
You are a Platonist. You believe with Plato and Socrates that the unexamined life is not worth living and that wonder through reason can help us perhaps to discover truth.

Platonism


100%

Empiricism


92%

Existentialism


75%

Aristotelianism


75%

Monism


67%

Stoicism


67%

Cynicism


42%

Idealism


33%

Hedonism


25%

Skepticism


25%

Sophism


17%
What Philosophical School do you follow?
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You scored as Existentialism. Your life is guided by the concept of Existentialism: You choose the meaning and purpose of your life.
Man is condemned to be free; because once thrown into the world, he is responsible for everything he does.
It is up to you to give [life] a meaning.
--Jean-Paul Sartre
It is man's natural sickness to believe that he possesses the Truth.
--Blaise Pascal

My Interests



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I'd like to meet:

Anyone who is not afraid to ask questions, not afraid of the answers, and most importantly, someone with a great sense of humor about it all.

~~All great deeds and all great thoughts have a ridiculous beginning. Great works are often born on a street corner or in a restaurant's revolving door. ~~
Albert Camus


And anyone willing to make changes...And my current crush:
Wo ist hier die Grenze zwischen Wollen und Konnen?

Der Mensch sieht wohl, was er hat, aber nicht, was er ist.

Philosophy is a battle against the bewitchment of our intelligence by means of language...The meaning of a word is its use in the language.

Der Philosoph behandelt eine Frage; wie eine Krankheit.

There is no more light in a genius than in any other honest man--but he has a particular kind of lens to concentrate this light into a burning point.

Even the hugest telescope has to have an eye-piece no larger than the human eye.

If people did not sometimes do silly things, nothing intelligent would ever get done.

What I am writing here may be feeble stuff; well, then I am just not capable of bringing the big, important thing to light. But hidden in these feeble remarks are great prospects.

One might say: "Genius is talent exercised with courage."

Music:

Anything from Gregorian Chant to Metal. Among my favorites: Bjork, Anonymous 4, Tori Amos, Magna Canta, Eisbrecher, Enigma, Carpenters, Beethoven, Paul Oakenfold, Cibelle, Djivan Gasparyan, Evanescence, Jewel (her older albums), Linkin Park,dj Tiesto Nora Jones, Aine Minogue, Primus, Sarah McLauchlan, etc.How about some of my Favorite Songs : "Mad Mad World" Donnie Darko Soundtrack, "All of This" Blink-182, "Small Victory" Faith No More, "I Will Never Be the Same" Melissa Ethridge, "All I Want is You" U2, "Angst" Eisbrecher,"Over My Head" the Fray, "Breathe 2am" Anna Nalick, "Return to Innocence", "Gravity of Love" Enigma, "Good Riddance" Green Day, "Auctori Vitae" Anonymous 4, "Jump" "Bedtime Story", etc Madonna, "Beautiful Day" U2 Oakenfold Remix, "Someone", "Zoo York", "Flesh" "Song to the Siren", etc. Paul Oakenfold, "Foolish Games", "Hands", "Life Uncommon", Jewel, "The Adventure" Angels and Airwaves, "Moonlight Sonata" Beethoven, Lost in Translation soundtrack, "Somewhere Only We Know" and "Bedshaped" Keane, "Sweet Misery", "Silence" Tiesto, "Sing" Carpenters, "Hey Jupiter", "Winter", "Caught a Light Sneeze", "A Sorta Fairytale", "Hey Jupiter", "Pretty Good Year", etc Tori Amos, "Hunter" and "Bachelorette" Bjork...

Movies:



Lost in Translation, Waking Life, The Razor's Edge, Gia, Legend, Labyrinth, Elizabeth, Kansas City Bomber Bells of St. Mary, The Next Voice You Hear, Destry Rides Again, The Women, Balls of Fire, I the Worst in the World, The Passion of Joan of Arc (1928), What the Bleep Do We Know, The Party, It Happened One Night, The Thin Man, Life of David Gale, Margie, Fuller Brush Man, Mists of Avalon, Lord of the Rings Trilogy, Welcome Home Roxy Carmichael, My Date With Drew, Never Ending Story, Jesus of Nazareth, In the Name of the Rose, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Donnie Darko, Run Lola Run, Der Krieger und Die Kaiserin,

Television:

Not much for television now (I usually just request complete seasons from the library). Does "I Love Lucy" count?

Books:

Anything from Philosophy and History (mostly ancient and medieval), to Biographies, books about Derby, etc. Last book I read: Hesse's Steppenwolf. Everyone at least once in their life should read it.And Rollergirl: Totally True Tales From the Trackby Melissa "Melicious" Joulwan

Heroes:

Anyone who takes time to learn, inspire, to push themselves beyond themselves, to push others. Those who laugh and dance."You must have chaos within you to give birth to a dancing star." -Nietzsche

My Blog

Impossibility is impossible?

A perplexing thought: There is no such thing as impossibility perhaps.  For if impossibility actually existed, it would prove itself in some way possible and hence defeat itself.  But is thi...
Posted by Angel N. Shadows ~B*R*R*G~ on Tue, 15 May 2007 09:01:00 PST

How Derby is Played...

For most, a derby bout can seem quite chaotic and confusing.  Even some of us derby girls are still learning the ins-and outs of it all.  Here is a great tutorial made by the Gem C...
Posted by Angel N. Shadows ~B*R*R*G~ on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 10:34:00 PST

BRRG on WKYC

Check out the video of the segment that aired Monday, Feb 12.  It features Vix Smackey and her dual lifestyle: librarian by day (love it!!) and Derby Dame by night. The whole segment is great, wi...
Posted by Angel N. Shadows ~B*R*R*G~ on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 04:06:00 PST

Saturday Afternoon Rant

Everything has been figured out, except how to live. Jean-Paul Sartre I feel like this many times in my life. Why do we assume that others ought to know what to do and how to live, and become so angry...
Posted by Angel N. Shadows ~B*R*R*G~ on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 09:55:00 PST

The Need to LOL

Have you ever had someone say something to you, or you see something, and it makes you laugh to the point where you can't stop, tears streaming, slap-happiness ensues, and it makes you giddy for minut...
Posted by Angel N. Shadows ~B*R*R*G~ on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 07:36:00 PST

Watch the Segment!

I don't know how long it will be up but watch it while you can if you missed it! http://www.19actionnews.com/Global/category.asp?C=84997& nav=menu68_2_2  Best Kept Secret in Cleveland: The Bur...
Posted by Angel N. Shadows ~B*R*R*G~ on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 07:21:00 PST

Come!! November 24th.

  Come watch me fall on my face! :)
Posted by Angel N. Shadows ~B*R*R*G~ on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 10:45:00 PST

Cracker Conspiracy

Upon the eating of my second bag of animal crackers, I can't help but observe that this one, as with the last, has a suspicious lack of Camels, at least not the amount of camels they used to have.&nbs...
Posted by Angel N. Shadows ~B*R*R*G~ on Sun, 27 Aug 2006 07:32:00 PST

Eudaimo-wha?

Happiness is man's liberal creation built from whatever materials he wishes.  There are no blueprints, no pre-set designs or formulas.  Happiness lies not in the material nor ...
Posted by Angel N. Shadows ~B*R*R*G~ on Mon, 10 Jul 2006 09:22:00 PST

June 25th Picnic Part 2

Our mascot Sheba J.Lo with a Sundress on... To be able to play badminton AND hold your child while getting rowdy is one great skill April has mastered... ...
Posted by Angel N. Shadows ~B*R*R*G~ on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 02:59:00 PST