Please do not underestimate me.
I CHOOSE TO LIVE.. Not Lie
it's not that I don't care what you think, I'd be lying if I said that... it's that I refuse to let it factor in. I CHOOSE TO BE ME, not anyone else, and not FOR anyone else, because I am happiest when I don't let people become too intertwined in my life.
I choose to make very little sense and far too much sense. I choose not to live up to your expectations in quite every department.
I choose to laugh at what I think is funny. I stand up for myself and others only when it makes sense to. I point out the crazy things that everyone ignores. I choose to be wonderfully weird and plain, spontaneous and structured.
I bring balance, and you may not understand me even if you have known me for the longest time.
if you are my friend, I will fight for you and love you like family.
I'm not going to bother to tell you really who I am, what I like, what fly-cool-poppin'-fresh new thing I'm into, because I already know who I am, and it's good enough.
don't try to make sense of it all, just relax, don't worry, trust me, and enjoy the ride
...after all, it doesn't have to make sense.
Being Real
you can have all the money in the world, cars, boats and tail I would call you one well off person (for now). Inthe end you will tally up all the things that didn't matter so much (things you can not take with you)and find only objects and short term glances that never really mattered so much. Thethings you take with you are "the feelings of knowing you were loved because you loved others". some get lostalong the way, others will lead a few to this shallow dead end and some will find their way. I wonder all the timewhy everyone do not live this way..for me its a life style others call it morals; its sacrifices we all make along theway to gain the "things we can take with us". I still have a lot of things coming to me in life, things I haveearned and the things that matter most; memories to leave with family and friends. some one told me once thatthey would die for their convictions.. I can say "I would die for my convictions too". If I left with just a wink ofthis I would say all the sacrifices I made in life were worth it. so if you ever cross my path in life or others whobelieve the same, understand for some that this is not a gamble its a lifestyle to be remembered & lovedfor how much you loved others.
Pink kisses
Snoop & Justin vs Foreigner (Lock3down mashup)
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